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Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Happy birthday!!
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Posted in Hiya Folks
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Welcome! Hope youl have fun here ^^
Some series i sugest:
Our flag means death
Good Omens
Arcane
Centaurworld (DONT BE MISGUIDED BY THE ARTSTYLE!!)
Kipo and the age of wonderbeasts
Avatar the last airbender
Some series i sugest:
Our flag means death
Good Omens
Arcane
Centaurworld (DONT BE MISGUIDED BY THE ARTSTYLE!!)
Kipo and the age of wonderbeasts
Avatar the last airbender
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Posted in Favorite Underrated Games?
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Kory: Ive had Oneshot in my wishlist for awhile now, but im not a huge gamer so i realy buy like 1 mayby 2 games a year (im more into watching other ppl play games lol). Im happy you mentioned it tho, i think the next time i decide to buy a game it will finaly be Oneshot lol.
On that note tho; whilst i absolutly love Undertale, i find it sad that ppl have now put it on this golden pedestole for indie games. Even Deltarune wasent save from it, wich on one hand is understandable but it also dosnt give Toby Fox the freedom to try new things bc they "arent Undertale".
On that note tho; whilst i absolutly love Undertale, i find it sad that ppl have now put it on this golden pedestole for indie games. Even Deltarune wasent save from it, wich on one hand is understandable but it also dosnt give Toby Fox the freedom to try new things bc they "arent Undertale".
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Posted in Favorite Underrated Games?
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Omori! Ppl seem to write it off as an undertale copy of some kind, and while you can tell theres some inspiration its still difrent! Well ofc both are still RPG maker style games but alot of games look similer in that regards.
Omoris story is just wonderful with a splash of creepynes mixed with it.
I wish ppl gave Omori the change it deserves, i know theres a decent amount of ppl that have played it tho but i dont get how its not more populair at all.
Omoris story is just wonderful with a splash of creepynes mixed with it.
I wish ppl gave Omori the change it deserves, i know theres a decent amount of ppl that have played it tho but i dont get how its not more populair at all.
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Posted in Mental health... oof
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Aisukohi: Excuse me for the late answer, but i apreciate it so much.
Its been very hard without her, i still feel like its not real but alas.
Thank you for sharing about your hedgehog, i can agree that finding a pet dead would feel so much worse to me then being with them.
Curently im waiting but once i get the bill to pay for my dogs cremetion i will get sent her paw print, a lil pluck of hair an urn and a lil paw/jewelry with ashes in
Its been very hard without her, i still feel like its not real but alas.
Thank you for sharing about your hedgehog, i can agree that finding a pet dead would feel so much worse to me then being with them.
Curently im waiting but once i get the bill to pay for my dogs cremetion i will get sent her paw print, a lil pluck of hair an urn and a lil paw/jewelry with ashes in
。.:☆*:･ヽ(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)
Posted in Mental health... oof
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
CW: pet death, depression
So i mightv mentioned it in some other threads b4 but since last month the 16th ive beeingoing to this kind of rehab place? Main difrence is that you go there and go home everyday (except weekends) and they are focused on helping you find a job when you finsih it.
This was an alternative for a propper rehab as i had some fears, my main was that i wouldnt be able to see my dog again.
And well, yesterday she died. And i feel compleatly broken. I cant stop crying and cant bring myself to go in the living room unless apsolutly necesary. She meant so much to me. She was a black labrador called Izzy and was 11 years and about 4 months. She was such a kind being and everybody that met her loved her. I stayed by her side until her last breath. She didnt seem too freaked out so i hope that bc she was at home surounded by loved ones she felt a bit at ease.
The vet told us its likly that a few days ago an unknown tumor popd open causing her death and that there wouldv been nothing we couldv done.
Im absolutly devestated, i mean i know she was 11 and sure at that age its to be expected it was still so sudden??
I cant get her out of my head.
When i had a bad day i came to snugle up with her... And now every sound i hear makes me think its her.
She died around 9/10 in the morning, i sat with her for hours and she laid her head on my lap. The vet couldnt come until noon but it was too late. We had to call a place that could burn her and they could only pick her up after 6 in the evening. In that time it was like she was just asleep, and it was hard but it didnt rly kick in yet. Until she got picked up and i havent rly stopped crying.
Ive tried to distract myself but its so hard. I have it especially hard that everything just moves on. I feel like i just cant get a breather at all. Having depression for so long, my dog dying, ontop of that im starting to get an ear infection and the day b4 my dogs death i had a small surgery on my toe wich hurted so fucking bad i still can barely walk on it.
So months ago my gender psychologist sugested id go to a propper rehab, one im away from home for unsurtain time to help with depression. And i was heavely against it. Again mainly for my dog... but also, im trans, what if i have to be in a room with another person? ive had no surgery yet and i would be very uncomfortable sleeping in a room with another man, wilst i compleatly understand a woman being uncomfortable being in a room with me. What should i expect? what will happen? will i be allowed to use my phone and/or laptop?? alot of anxiety questions u know.
I feel so hopeless? i know everybody tells me "this will pass" and "it will get better" but thats not what i wanna hear tbh. Ive already let the rehab place know what happend and that i curently just dont have it in me to come.
Im gonna contact my gender psychologist aswel as ive known her since 2016 and shes helped me alot with this kinda stuff.
Today also have to look on the site where my dog is being burned on what to do with her ashes wich is very confrontational.
Ontop of that im somebody who hides their emotions, however my gran is a social person. WIch means whenever she hears me cry she comes in my room to hug me ect. But that makes me hold myself back and i also dont have it in me to tell her to not do that since thats how shes mourning.
What helps me a lil is, well
My favorite plush ( a webkinz husky) that i had since i was a kid is one of the only plushies my dog tried to destroy. So he is missing an eye and nose. Ive tied my comfort blankie (its honestly just a bundle of threads by this point) around him and ive been keeping him with me at all times.
Im also watching some dumb yt videos and series and fanart of "our flag means death" even tho im only at episode 4... i cant watch it rn since a character is called Izzy..
I also know that this sunday i wont be able to play dnd like i usually do since my character has this big dog thats his companion/ride inspired by my dog...
However next weekend (planned that for awhile now) saterday i going with a friend to a get togeter with fellow trans and nonbinary peeps, there would be workshops aswel. And sunday id go with the same friend and another to a con again, havent been in years. And knowing myself the following week ill try to hide myself and say everything is fine so i know i HAVE to go for my own good.
What helped me aswel is a mutual that lost their dog about 2 years ago has been talking with me, shes very kind and told me i can reach out whenever needed.
My 2 friends have also helped me alot already, one of them a few month ago also lost her cat. Im verry thankful to the friends i have and feel like im just a shitty friend to them since im not able to do the things they do for me. Like buying expensive gifts, talking everyday and more, and i know they understand but i have anxiety lol
Annyway yea, i just kinda needed to vent
So i mightv mentioned it in some other threads b4 but since last month the 16th ive beeingoing to this kind of rehab place? Main difrence is that you go there and go home everyday (except weekends) and they are focused on helping you find a job when you finsih it.
This was an alternative for a propper rehab as i had some fears, my main was that i wouldnt be able to see my dog again.
And well, yesterday she died. And i feel compleatly broken. I cant stop crying and cant bring myself to go in the living room unless apsolutly necesary. She meant so much to me. She was a black labrador called Izzy and was 11 years and about 4 months. She was such a kind being and everybody that met her loved her. I stayed by her side until her last breath. She didnt seem too freaked out so i hope that bc she was at home surounded by loved ones she felt a bit at ease.
The vet told us its likly that a few days ago an unknown tumor popd open causing her death and that there wouldv been nothing we couldv done.
Im absolutly devestated, i mean i know she was 11 and sure at that age its to be expected it was still so sudden??
I cant get her out of my head.
When i had a bad day i came to snugle up with her... And now every sound i hear makes me think its her.
She died around 9/10 in the morning, i sat with her for hours and she laid her head on my lap. The vet couldnt come until noon but it was too late. We had to call a place that could burn her and they could only pick her up after 6 in the evening. In that time it was like she was just asleep, and it was hard but it didnt rly kick in yet. Until she got picked up and i havent rly stopped crying.
Ive tried to distract myself but its so hard. I have it especially hard that everything just moves on. I feel like i just cant get a breather at all. Having depression for so long, my dog dying, ontop of that im starting to get an ear infection and the day b4 my dogs death i had a small surgery on my toe wich hurted so fucking bad i still can barely walk on it.
So months ago my gender psychologist sugested id go to a propper rehab, one im away from home for unsurtain time to help with depression. And i was heavely against it. Again mainly for my dog... but also, im trans, what if i have to be in a room with another person? ive had no surgery yet and i would be very uncomfortable sleeping in a room with another man, wilst i compleatly understand a woman being uncomfortable being in a room with me. What should i expect? what will happen? will i be allowed to use my phone and/or laptop?? alot of anxiety questions u know.
I feel so hopeless? i know everybody tells me "this will pass" and "it will get better" but thats not what i wanna hear tbh. Ive already let the rehab place know what happend and that i curently just dont have it in me to come.
Im gonna contact my gender psychologist aswel as ive known her since 2016 and shes helped me alot with this kinda stuff.
Today also have to look on the site where my dog is being burned on what to do with her ashes wich is very confrontational.
Ontop of that im somebody who hides their emotions, however my gran is a social person. WIch means whenever she hears me cry she comes in my room to hug me ect. But that makes me hold myself back and i also dont have it in me to tell her to not do that since thats how shes mourning.
What helps me a lil is, well
My favorite plush ( a webkinz husky) that i had since i was a kid is one of the only plushies my dog tried to destroy. So he is missing an eye and nose. Ive tied my comfort blankie (its honestly just a bundle of threads by this point) around him and ive been keeping him with me at all times.
Im also watching some dumb yt videos and series and fanart of "our flag means death" even tho im only at episode 4... i cant watch it rn since a character is called Izzy..
I also know that this sunday i wont be able to play dnd like i usually do since my character has this big dog thats his companion/ride inspired by my dog...
However next weekend (planned that for awhile now) saterday i going with a friend to a get togeter with fellow trans and nonbinary peeps, there would be workshops aswel. And sunday id go with the same friend and another to a con again, havent been in years. And knowing myself the following week ill try to hide myself and say everything is fine so i know i HAVE to go for my own good.
What helped me aswel is a mutual that lost their dog about 2 years ago has been talking with me, shes very kind and told me i can reach out whenever needed.
My 2 friends have also helped me alot already, one of them a few month ago also lost her cat. Im verry thankful to the friends i have and feel like im just a shitty friend to them since im not able to do the things they do for me. Like buying expensive gifts, talking everyday and more, and i know they understand but i have anxiety lol
Annyway yea, i just kinda needed to vent
。.:☆*:･ヽ(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)
Posted in St. Patty's Pinch - Winners Announced
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Oh god i got pinched... I dont think its st pattys day anymore tho?
We dont celebrate it in my country so i was compleatly unaware of it lol
We dont celebrate it in my country so i was compleatly unaware of it lol
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Posted in My Little Pony
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
as a kid/teen i used to love that show so much! Then i met my friend and she was like an extreme fan. Her brother was a huge brony aswel and went to mlp cons. They both have so many plushies and even i gues fursuits.
My favorite pony used to be Fluttershy but i think now its Rarity
My favorite pony used to be Fluttershy but i think now its Rarity
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Posted in wrik's purrdy thirty
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Happy early birthday!! Hope youl enjoy your day :^D
+ a roll (or 2)
+ a roll (or 2)
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Posted in The Surge: Spring '22 Plasma Orbs & Collector's Set
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
It all looks amazing!!
Also for ppl intrested, i have a foxy festival id love to trade for Gentille Alouette :'^D
Also for ppl intrested, i have a foxy festival id love to trade for Gentille Alouette :'^D
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Posted in Spring is comin'
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Im happy it wont b that cold anymore but now its in that akward space where its cold in the morning so i gotta wear my jacket but when i go home im sweating my ass off lol
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Posted in The Surge: March Crates!
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
I really love Clowning around!
Also gasp! thanks for voting for my lil pumpkin dude
And congrats to everybody else aswel!!
Also gasp! thanks for voting for my lil pumpkin dude
And congrats to everybody else aswel!!
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Posted in Goblins Art Shop! (On-hold)
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Count Trashula: Alright! Ill get started on a sketch asap! :^D
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Posted in Why are there fish in my marshmallows?
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Hmmm that seems... fishy
ill see myself out
ill see myself out
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