Goblinsandtea's posts
Posted in Goblins Art Shop! (On-hold)
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Hardcore Uvula: Thank you!! :^D
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Posted in HOI
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Hello!!
Are you y chance on DapperVolk aswel? :^0
Annyway- Welcome i hope youl have fun here ^^
Are you y chance on DapperVolk aswel? :^0
Annyway- Welcome i hope youl have fun here ^^
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Posted in Holidays oofs and yikes
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
I first off wish everybody a happy holiday seasen!
But i need to vent a bit lol
So ive already mentioned it around a bit but im depresed and on monday my gran needs to go to the hospital bc she has a wierd alergic reaction in her legs. I normally live with 3 elderly ppl (incl my gran) and an elderly dog. My gran is normally my irl mental suport, if needed i talk to her. But now she will be gone for a min of 5 days.
And i know it might sound wierd, im an adult afterall. But ive been verry depandent on other adults and now i will be in charge. My granpa is in the early stages of dementia, some days its verry bad others are ok.
Like i love him but mentally its verry draining to interact with him on bad days (having to tell him he cant go to work repeatetly, or make sure he dosnt go in the bath by himself ect) ontop of that some days he can be verry mean to me vfor no reasen at all. But that has been all my life (he dosnt even realise that hes being mean wich sucks). Just recently he didnt talk to me for a few days and refused to aknowledge me bc i didnt do something without being asked (my family knows if they ask me ill do it so idk why that sudenly changed). And theres a bunch more. Then my grans friend started living with us like 5 months ago, in general shes ok but shes so slow and wants to know everything you does and have a say in it wich annoys me so much aa
Then tehres my dog, shes 11, i love her so much but oh boi if she cant be annoying on some days
And each on their own i feel like i can handle but ill sudenly have to handle all at once.
And then on xmas i woke up to my friend telling me her cat died and that she wont answer other messages except from me for awhile (shes a DM so i already told the group to text me if its importand)
But like even tho its not my cat i was still so upset and shed some tears (wich i didnt even do for my uncle who ive known my whole life?)
My friend wanted to explain what happend in vc and i felt terible. She was (rightfully) crying so much, aperently he was hit by a car.
I just, he was like 2 and a half years old. I knew him from when he could fit into just my one hand. Bc of him i got over my fear with cats. Even now i feel so sad.
I thought mayby some tiktoks will help me and ofc majority is of cats and i had to stop.
I feel so wierd being upset over a pet thats not mine, mainly bc i dont get emotional by alot of things.
But i blame testosterone for that, i havent cried in so long and its just not coming out. Just some tears but thats all.
Im also STILL waiting to hear back from the rehabilitation center, this told me end november, its now end december. Im not contacting rn bc its holiday seasen. Il do so like a week into january if i still havent been contacted.
But like, i feel so exhausted. Life is just going full speed and i have no time to process anything. Im a useless human being, if i was to live on my own id simply wouldnt know what to do and i was told by a professional i shouldnt even be allowed to live alone bc id just waste away (mainly bc i have such a big hate for myself and if it werent for others i simply wouldnt take care of myself)
I know one day ill look back to this moment in a better situation, but im still going trough shit rn
Sorry to b so negative i just needed it out of my system
But i need to vent a bit lol
So ive already mentioned it around a bit but im depresed and on monday my gran needs to go to the hospital bc she has a wierd alergic reaction in her legs. I normally live with 3 elderly ppl (incl my gran) and an elderly dog. My gran is normally my irl mental suport, if needed i talk to her. But now she will be gone for a min of 5 days.
And i know it might sound wierd, im an adult afterall. But ive been verry depandent on other adults and now i will be in charge. My granpa is in the early stages of dementia, some days its verry bad others are ok.
Like i love him but mentally its verry draining to interact with him on bad days (having to tell him he cant go to work repeatetly, or make sure he dosnt go in the bath by himself ect) ontop of that some days he can be verry mean to me vfor no reasen at all. But that has been all my life (he dosnt even realise that hes being mean wich sucks). Just recently he didnt talk to me for a few days and refused to aknowledge me bc i didnt do something without being asked (my family knows if they ask me ill do it so idk why that sudenly changed). And theres a bunch more. Then my grans friend started living with us like 5 months ago, in general shes ok but shes so slow and wants to know everything you does and have a say in it wich annoys me so much aa
Then tehres my dog, shes 11, i love her so much but oh boi if she cant be annoying on some days
And each on their own i feel like i can handle but ill sudenly have to handle all at once.
And then on xmas i woke up to my friend telling me her cat died and that she wont answer other messages except from me for awhile (shes a DM so i already told the group to text me if its importand)
But like even tho its not my cat i was still so upset and shed some tears (wich i didnt even do for my uncle who ive known my whole life?)
My friend wanted to explain what happend in vc and i felt terible. She was (rightfully) crying so much, aperently he was hit by a car.
I just, he was like 2 and a half years old. I knew him from when he could fit into just my one hand. Bc of him i got over my fear with cats. Even now i feel so sad.
I thought mayby some tiktoks will help me and ofc majority is of cats and i had to stop.
I feel so wierd being upset over a pet thats not mine, mainly bc i dont get emotional by alot of things.
But i blame testosterone for that, i havent cried in so long and its just not coming out. Just some tears but thats all.
Im also STILL waiting to hear back from the rehabilitation center, this told me end november, its now end december. Im not contacting rn bc its holiday seasen. Il do so like a week into january if i still havent been contacted.
But like, i feel so exhausted. Life is just going full speed and i have no time to process anything. Im a useless human being, if i was to live on my own id simply wouldnt know what to do and i was told by a professional i shouldnt even be allowed to live alone bc id just waste away (mainly bc i have such a big hate for myself and if it werent for others i simply wouldnt take care of myself)
I know one day ill look back to this moment in a better situation, but im still going trough shit rn
Sorry to b so negative i just needed it out of my system
。.:☆*:･ヽ(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)
Posted in Draw That Pokémon! [24th Challenge Ends May 1st]
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Ah! Thanks :^D
Congrats to the other too! the submissions are lovely ^^
Congrats to the other too! the submissions are lovely ^^
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Posted in um hi?
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Welcome!!
Its still verry much active here however the comunity is smaller :^D
Hope youl have fun here!
This weekend i might be playing dnd (a murder mystery one shot) :^D
Its still verry much active here however the comunity is smaller :^D
Hope youl have fun here!
This weekend i might be playing dnd (a murder mystery one shot) :^D
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Posted in Draw That Pokémon! [24th Challenge Ends May 1st]
Posted 3 years ago
@Hadsvich:
I'm Up For The Challenge!
Username: GoblinsAndTea
My Entry:
I'm Up For The Challenge!
Username: GoblinsAndTea
My Entry:
Posted in SECRET ART EXCHANGE 2021 [gifts posted!]
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Yea i was wondering so aswel lol
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Posted in hewwo~
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Mine was... ok
I was very emotional and almost had a mental breakdown but i know thats bc i was late to get my T shot (it emotionly rly messes with me)
Other then that i played dnd (a oneshot where everything was imrovised. We had to randomize the characters on the spot and i ended up with a wood elf druid called Omahorn Horineth wich for some reasen we all couldnt stop laughing ab lol. Ontop of that they had very low intelligence and charisma)
My friend is getting me 2 presents that r quite expensive. One of wich is something ive wanted for awhile and is limited. I asked her if she could help and id pay her back but shes refusing saying its gonna b a gift so welp. Shes done that alot and each time i feel so guilty bc im never able to do that for her :'^)
But she told me i can make some emotes for her for the dnd server she DMs.
Lil less good, my gran might have to go to the klinik but its not life threatening. She has this like alergic reaction in her legs for years now. Most of the time they are okay but from time to time it gets very bad and normally with meds they go to a better state but its been months now and its not gone back.
My gran is mainly worried for our dog dispite me saying she will b fine ill take extra care of her but alas.
and lastly, a discord server im in had something wonderful happen.
Ive been in that server from the day it was set up (almost a year now i believe). Its a comunity made by an artist who makes BJDs (aka ball jointed dolls) and its a verry wholesome place.
Some months back the mods made a minecraft server wich most of us joined and had alot of fun with.
And now it turns out the artists brother and somebody from the server fell in love and are now spending the hollidays togeter and the whole server was in absolute chaos in the best way posible lol.
I was very emotional and almost had a mental breakdown but i know thats bc i was late to get my T shot (it emotionly rly messes with me)
Other then that i played dnd (a oneshot where everything was imrovised. We had to randomize the characters on the spot and i ended up with a wood elf druid called Omahorn Horineth wich for some reasen we all couldnt stop laughing ab lol. Ontop of that they had very low intelligence and charisma)
My friend is getting me 2 presents that r quite expensive. One of wich is something ive wanted for awhile and is limited. I asked her if she could help and id pay her back but shes refusing saying its gonna b a gift so welp. Shes done that alot and each time i feel so guilty bc im never able to do that for her :'^)
But she told me i can make some emotes for her for the dnd server she DMs.
Lil less good, my gran might have to go to the klinik but its not life threatening. She has this like alergic reaction in her legs for years now. Most of the time they are okay but from time to time it gets very bad and normally with meds they go to a better state but its been months now and its not gone back.
My gran is mainly worried for our dog dispite me saying she will b fine ill take extra care of her but alas.
and lastly, a discord server im in had something wonderful happen.
Ive been in that server from the day it was set up (almost a year now i believe). Its a comunity made by an artist who makes BJDs (aka ball jointed dolls) and its a verry wholesome place.
Some months back the mods made a minecraft server wich most of us joined and had alot of fun with.
And now it turns out the artists brother and somebody from the server fell in love and are now spending the hollidays togeter and the whole server was in absolute chaos in the best way posible lol.
。.:☆*:･ヽ(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)
Posted in Goblins Art Shop! (On-hold)
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Valefor: Im so sorry i didnt reply, (i keep forgetting to look at this thread if im not pinnged oof)
And id also like to excuse me for any confussion (i tried to edit the thread a few times to make it moiore clear but seems like a keep failing lol)
Annyway-
Heres a screenshot, i highlighted wich i think you want.
The style is called "normal" and theres a finishing option called "normal" (yes i should change that) wich is just flat colord. "Finished" includes highlights and shadows.
Add ons would be if its a complicated design and colord lineart (wich i just now notice i didnt add at all?)
I dont think an added fee for complicated design has to be added (thats mainly if its like a clutterd design with a thousend difrent colors ect)
Im sorry for all the confusion, let me know if you have more questions!!
And id also like to excuse me for any confussion (i tried to edit the thread a few times to make it moiore clear but seems like a keep failing lol)
Annyway-
Heres a screenshot, i highlighted wich i think you want.
The style is called "normal" and theres a finishing option called "normal" (yes i should change that) wich is just flat colord. "Finished" includes highlights and shadows.
Add ons would be if its a complicated design and colord lineart (wich i just now notice i didnt add at all?)
I dont think an added fee for complicated design has to be added (thats mainly if its like a clutterd design with a thousend difrent colors ect)
Im sorry for all the confusion, let me know if you have more questions!!
。.:☆*:･ヽ(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)
Posted in hellooooo!
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Gremlin! im goblin! Fellow trash creature!
+ im also non-binary, neurodivergent and queer :^0
Welcome welcome! Hope ul have fun,!!
+ im also non-binary, neurodivergent and queer :^0
Welcome welcome! Hope ul have fun,!!
。.:☆*:･ヽ(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)
Posted in Hello There.
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Welcome! I hope youl have fun here ^^
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Posted in Goblins Buying Corner!
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Starlight: Ah! alright! ill set up a trade ^^
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Posted in Goblins Buying Corner!
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Starlight: Just to know if i get this correct, Your part is Bride of Death plus 2k?
If rev i sadly cant do it (lil bit broke rn lol)
If rev i sadly cant do it (lil bit broke rn lol)
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Posted in Goblins Buying Corner!
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
bump :^)
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