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Posted in 880K VOLTS | 8050 OHMS || NAME. YOUR. PRICE.
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Amber Lynne:
Ive got the sketch done! Let me know if anything has to change ^^
Ive got the sketch done! Let me know if anything has to change ^^
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Posted in 880K VOLTS | 8050 OHMS || NAME. YOUR. PRICE.
Posted 3 years ago
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@Amber Lynne: Alright! I hope you dont mind that ill accept the trade once ive finished the art ^^
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Posted in 880K VOLTS | 8050 OHMS || NAME. YOUR. PRICE.
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Amber Lynne: Well Made my list way shorter, these are some of the itesm i want the most but i really dont have a prefrence for wich
Zaz La, Faerie Queen, Kickflip, Some Bunny To love, Aries, Year of the Rat, Year of the Tiger
Zaz La, Faerie Queen, Kickflip, Some Bunny To love, Aries, Year of the Rat, Year of the Tiger
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Posted in 880K VOLTS | 8050 OHMS || NAME. YOUR. PRICE.
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Amber Lynne: Oh god im so sorry i just saw i linked the wrong thread im sorry lol.
This is the right one!
As for characters, i think it would be neat to draw Ashleigh :^D
This is the right one!
As for characters, i think it would be neat to draw Ashleigh :^D
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Posted in 880K VOLTS | 8050 OHMS || NAME. YOUR. PRICE.
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@Amber Lynne: Ok so normally im not open for commissions, however ive been a bit bored lately
My commission prices:
In regards to what character, im not picky ^^
My commission prices:
In regards to what character, im not picky ^^
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Posted in Atraction? what?
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Ok so this ended up being longer then expected lol.
CW: mentions of sexual atractions and what that stuff involvs (Nothing explicit)
Ok so to start off, i think im ace and aro. However Im not sex repulsed (If your on T you know what i mean) and i honestly crave a romantic partner. Im ace and aro purely on the fact that never in my life have i been atracted to somebody in any way, shape or form.... or so i think? I truly dont know what i should expect? I tried to look up but most ppl seem to be rather vauge about it. Ontop of that i dont live in a nuclear family, my moms with a man that abuses her (not my dad), i live with my grandparents and ever since i was a small child they havent slept in the same bed. Ive asked my gran adn she confessed that the once "love" they felt is long gone but they see eachother more so as deeply conected family. They still live with eachother and i honestly dont think either one is leaving the other. That... sounds like a platonic relationship if im not mistaken? Like they are closer then just a family member but dont do the stereo typical couples things. And ofc as a kid i ddint know any better.
The only "love" i know is that of what ive seen from family and in media.
But i have been in like 2 serious relationships. One of them ive only accepted bc i was forced or id loose a friend (ended up loosing them anyway wich later on was best bc it turned out i din see all the red flags they have given me).
However in 2015 ive met somebody who i consider today my best friend. Weve been trough alot and they help me so much. Since the day i first met her we have talked everyday, ofc we have argued in the past but no matter how mad i get at her i just cant stand the thought of loosing her. I truly care for her so much. Shes such a wonderful person...
And for like some years i just... havent been sure about my feelings towards her? Are they purely platonic? is it romantic? How could i know?
Lets say im romanticly atracted to her, what then?
To start of with shes a lesbian and im trans masc. Im not her type at all. Ive been in that situation where my past best friend confessed to me and it became very bad time for me. I wouldnt wish that pain on her.
If id confess to romantic feelings i know nothing good will come from it. Best case there will be a forever akward wall between us.
But i dont think i am romanticly atracted to her?
But on the other hand, ive tried to imagine what it would be like if she ever got a girlfriend... And i honestly get a lil paranoid about it. We are very close and it would be understandable if my friend would want to spent more time with their s/o. On top of that whenever she spents time with other ppl i get... jelous wich honestly feels disgusting. But also i just view myself as very lowly so i constantly think id get replaced. Wich on a 3th oerson perspective is verry shitty of me to think bc the tings she does for me is insane. I ve only told 2 other ppl about this but this past year i think she almost sent me a total of 1000$. And each time i feel so bad but she gets so mad if id even consider paying her back. And i honestly dont think i deserve it. Ive been able to pay for multiple things that would otherwise have had my family not able to afford food at the end of the month.
And like in the past we made a promise to ourselves, when we could we would move in togeter somewhere, just be roomates. And that thought had me so exited. So ofc i eventually asked what if either one finds somebodoy?
And she told me that it wouldnt be a grand idea then... Wich yea... made me scared.
+ a couple of months ago a psychiatrist told me im somebody that would perish if they live alone wich was a lil hard to swallow
Also Sexual atraction wise, its wierd... so warning tmi:
U know i get aroused from time to time but i never think of a real person. If i do i get so wierded out and start freaking out? and when i take care of my bussines i cannot under any curcomstances imagine myself being in that situation. It creeps me out and makes me feel disgusting.
And like one one side id like to atleast experience "the real deal" once. Just to know how it is. But on the other side, "oh god no, that involves ME and a REAL breathing human being that has comlex thoughts and is intelegent"
So even thinking of my best friend and i.... it makes me cringe so much.
And talking like this rly makes me think im not atracted to my friend in more then a platonic way. But sometimes doubt seeps into my brain?
Also i watched the last seasen of big mouth and i was relating to one character bc they also felt the same like i did but then ended up being in love with that character anyway? So idk?
WHY ARE FEELINGS SO COMPLICATED???
If it is me rly being atracted to her then big oof yikes, not a pog moment.
If its not, how do i deal with me being jelous? Like i cant tell her to not hang out with other ppl u know lol.
It dosnt help that in most media this isnt rly a thing, am i just wierd? Whacky doodle?
CW: mentions of sexual atractions and what that stuff involvs (Nothing explicit)
Ok so to start off, i think im ace and aro. However Im not sex repulsed (If your on T you know what i mean) and i honestly crave a romantic partner. Im ace and aro purely on the fact that never in my life have i been atracted to somebody in any way, shape or form.... or so i think? I truly dont know what i should expect? I tried to look up but most ppl seem to be rather vauge about it. Ontop of that i dont live in a nuclear family, my moms with a man that abuses her (not my dad), i live with my grandparents and ever since i was a small child they havent slept in the same bed. Ive asked my gran adn she confessed that the once "love" they felt is long gone but they see eachother more so as deeply conected family. They still live with eachother and i honestly dont think either one is leaving the other. That... sounds like a platonic relationship if im not mistaken? Like they are closer then just a family member but dont do the stereo typical couples things. And ofc as a kid i ddint know any better.
The only "love" i know is that of what ive seen from family and in media.
But i have been in like 2 serious relationships. One of them ive only accepted bc i was forced or id loose a friend (ended up loosing them anyway wich later on was best bc it turned out i din see all the red flags they have given me).
However in 2015 ive met somebody who i consider today my best friend. Weve been trough alot and they help me so much. Since the day i first met her we have talked everyday, ofc we have argued in the past but no matter how mad i get at her i just cant stand the thought of loosing her. I truly care for her so much. Shes such a wonderful person...
And for like some years i just... havent been sure about my feelings towards her? Are they purely platonic? is it romantic? How could i know?
Lets say im romanticly atracted to her, what then?
To start of with shes a lesbian and im trans masc. Im not her type at all. Ive been in that situation where my past best friend confessed to me and it became very bad time for me. I wouldnt wish that pain on her.
If id confess to romantic feelings i know nothing good will come from it. Best case there will be a forever akward wall between us.
But i dont think i am romanticly atracted to her?
But on the other hand, ive tried to imagine what it would be like if she ever got a girlfriend... And i honestly get a lil paranoid about it. We are very close and it would be understandable if my friend would want to spent more time with their s/o. On top of that whenever she spents time with other ppl i get... jelous wich honestly feels disgusting. But also i just view myself as very lowly so i constantly think id get replaced. Wich on a 3th oerson perspective is verry shitty of me to think bc the tings she does for me is insane. I ve only told 2 other ppl about this but this past year i think she almost sent me a total of 1000$. And each time i feel so bad but she gets so mad if id even consider paying her back. And i honestly dont think i deserve it. Ive been able to pay for multiple things that would otherwise have had my family not able to afford food at the end of the month.
And like in the past we made a promise to ourselves, when we could we would move in togeter somewhere, just be roomates. And that thought had me so exited. So ofc i eventually asked what if either one finds somebodoy?
And she told me that it wouldnt be a grand idea then... Wich yea... made me scared.
+ a couple of months ago a psychiatrist told me im somebody that would perish if they live alone wich was a lil hard to swallow
Also Sexual atraction wise, its wierd... so warning tmi:
U know i get aroused from time to time but i never think of a real person. If i do i get so wierded out and start freaking out? and when i take care of my bussines i cannot under any curcomstances imagine myself being in that situation. It creeps me out and makes me feel disgusting.
And like one one side id like to atleast experience "the real deal" once. Just to know how it is. But on the other side, "oh god no, that involves ME and a REAL breathing human being that has comlex thoughts and is intelegent"
So even thinking of my best friend and i.... it makes me cringe so much.
And talking like this rly makes me think im not atracted to my friend in more then a platonic way. But sometimes doubt seeps into my brain?
Also i watched the last seasen of big mouth and i was relating to one character bc they also felt the same like i did but then ended up being in love with that character anyway? So idk?
WHY ARE FEELINGS SO COMPLICATED???
If it is me rly being atracted to her then big oof yikes, not a pog moment.
If its not, how do i deal with me being jelous? Like i cant tell her to not hang out with other ppl u know lol.
It dosnt help that in most media this isnt rly a thing, am i just wierd? Whacky doodle?
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Posted in Favourite Youtubers
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
One of my favorites is JackSepticEye, been watching him for years (back when he still wore the hat). Loved his positive atitude towards life and when i found him i really needed that.
In general i just like watching game plays as im not the best at playing games.
Another one is Kurtis Connor, He just makes videos on whatever he wants (bad movies, playing cards ect) And this guy just has the perfect humor for me. Every video i watch of him has me laughing so hard. + Ofc i watch his podcast aswel.
Other then those 2 theres a couple of people i enjoy watching but mainly just for the type of content
I love video essays about niche topics, the last one i watched was about animal jam but ive never played it lol. I just really enjoy people talking about something they are pasionate about and did a torough research.
I also like crafty videos, they inspire me to be more creative myself.
And i think thats about it. I watch more then that but this is just what i really love
In general i just like watching game plays as im not the best at playing games.
Another one is Kurtis Connor, He just makes videos on whatever he wants (bad movies, playing cards ect) And this guy just has the perfect humor for me. Every video i watch of him has me laughing so hard. + Ofc i watch his podcast aswel.
Other then those 2 theres a couple of people i enjoy watching but mainly just for the type of content
I love video essays about niche topics, the last one i watched was about animal jam but ive never played it lol. I just really enjoy people talking about something they are pasionate about and did a torough research.
I also like crafty videos, they inspire me to be more creative myself.
And i think thats about it. I watch more then that but this is just what i really love
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Posted in Howdy!
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Welcome, i hope youl have fun here ^^
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Posted in Hi (:
Posted 3 years ago
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Welcome! I hope youl have fun here!!
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Posted in my favourite band has allegations against them and idk what to do
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Ok so its understandable not to jump the gun and wait for proof.
If actual proof is proved then tbh...
Id understand still feeling wierd, somebody you look up to is sudenly a bad person? its hard to believe.
Im in no way saying ppl should suport anybody that has done wrong. But i do compleatly understand that it can be agrd to accept at first. Nobody wants what they like to be a bad thing you kno.
I can say theres been some youtubers i liked watching that then had some things come to light and it hurt, kinda like i was betrayed lol. Obviously i dont have a bond with that person but i did find some kind of comfort in the content they made. And tehn hearing terible things they did? oof.
If actual proof is proved then tbh...
Id understand still feeling wierd, somebody you look up to is sudenly a bad person? its hard to believe.
Im in no way saying ppl should suport anybody that has done wrong. But i do compleatly understand that it can be agrd to accept at first. Nobody wants what they like to be a bad thing you kno.
I can say theres been some youtubers i liked watching that then had some things come to light and it hurt, kinda like i was betrayed lol. Obviously i dont have a bond with that person but i did find some kind of comfort in the content they made. And tehn hearing terible things they did? oof.
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Posted in TIL About Hydras
Posted 3 years ago
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@Minerva: im both amazed and terified lol
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Posted in Cosplay
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
Ah ive been cosplaying since 2014, im not fantastic at all and only do it for fun. My best friend and her brother do way bigger/complicated cosplays then me and ive been in contact with some... i gues populair/famous cosplayers (They made books about their cos and get invited to difrent countrys to host cosplay shows ect)... What im tryna say is that i know some stuff lol
So to start off with theres no wrong way to cosplay (ofc except for blackface, asianfishing ect but i feel like thats pretty obvious). With that said, ill dable into some difrent ways:
1: buying ready as, there are quite some stores online dedicated to cosplays. If you dont wanna/cant make it yourself then you can go with this. Now note, there are places like Aliexpress where you can get a cosplay for probably the cheapest price but its always a hit or miss. Often times it would look rather cheap as the material isnt the best. However ive bought 2 difrent cosplays from similer sites and back then i was pleased (I bought clear from dmmd and kaneki ken (ghoul ver) from tokyo ghoul), Some even do custom sizing. However a base price can easely come to 100$. Ofc if you buy from a profesional youl get the best quality but that will be noticeable in price
2: diy! like 90% of my cosplays where made by myself or bought as regular clothing items i changed. Imo the most fun part ab cosplay is the making and having the payoff to show ppl. And i feel like this method is the cheapest if you already have the stuff to make it (i collect all kinds of art crafts so most of the time i have what i need). I also wanna note that i sew everything by hand. Its very tedious but its posible!
3: you can mix n match! Buy a wig but make a shirt ect. Ontop of that on fb theres plenty of groups dedicated to selling/buying cosplays. You might be able to find a good deal there. What i mostly do is make things myself but buy cheap metarials on aliexpress (ribbon, fake nails, gloves ect)
Now looking specificly at the character you want to cosplay ill tell you what id do.
-Id get a long blonde wig and braid it myself. Often times prestyled wigs can quite expensive. To style a wig you can use got2b (a very strong hairspray), a wig stand (foam heads and plastic wig stands you can find very cheap online) and ofc elastics, ribbons ect. However its always posible to do it without the spray and wig stand.
-For the hands id get very thin black gloves and glue foam (eva foams the most populair but i personally use kids foam as it alot cheaper) on them to replicate the mechanical parts wich you can then paint with metalic paint. Also foam can be shaped with heat. You can use a hairdryer but i think that would be clumsy. Instead for smaller parts yoe can use a candle, you simply hold your piece of foam above the fire and it will go kind of limb. Then place it on the part you want and hold it and it will take the shape. Be careful tho not to burn yourself.
-For shoes id look in a clearance store or second hand, just try to find something with a heel/sole you like and is comfortable to walk in!!! If you already have shoes that would work even better! Best part about this is you dont have to destroy your shoes!! heres a short tutorial how to make shoe covers!
-for the clothes itself i personally would look at chepaer alternatives. But a white dress and blue jacket. Detail can always be added later. The blue jacket can be sewn shorter and with ribbon those lines in the front of the dress can be added.
I think those are the main parts?
Its always handy to write down everything you need and what it could potentially cost. Therefor i use an app called "cosplanner", it lets you add things you need to buy and make, you can add a price to it and if its done you can mark it. Its handy to see your progress and how much you still need to do ect
Now for pictures... I dont have alot since ive always been rather nervous to show myself online, but here are some:
I hope this was somewhat helpfuln if you have question feel free to let me know ^^
So to start off with theres no wrong way to cosplay (ofc except for blackface, asianfishing ect but i feel like thats pretty obvious). With that said, ill dable into some difrent ways:
1: buying ready as, there are quite some stores online dedicated to cosplays. If you dont wanna/cant make it yourself then you can go with this. Now note, there are places like Aliexpress where you can get a cosplay for probably the cheapest price but its always a hit or miss. Often times it would look rather cheap as the material isnt the best. However ive bought 2 difrent cosplays from similer sites and back then i was pleased (I bought clear from dmmd and kaneki ken (ghoul ver) from tokyo ghoul), Some even do custom sizing. However a base price can easely come to 100$. Ofc if you buy from a profesional youl get the best quality but that will be noticeable in price
2: diy! like 90% of my cosplays where made by myself or bought as regular clothing items i changed. Imo the most fun part ab cosplay is the making and having the payoff to show ppl. And i feel like this method is the cheapest if you already have the stuff to make it (i collect all kinds of art crafts so most of the time i have what i need). I also wanna note that i sew everything by hand. Its very tedious but its posible!
3: you can mix n match! Buy a wig but make a shirt ect. Ontop of that on fb theres plenty of groups dedicated to selling/buying cosplays. You might be able to find a good deal there. What i mostly do is make things myself but buy cheap metarials on aliexpress (ribbon, fake nails, gloves ect)
Now looking specificly at the character you want to cosplay ill tell you what id do.
-Id get a long blonde wig and braid it myself. Often times prestyled wigs can quite expensive. To style a wig you can use got2b (a very strong hairspray), a wig stand (foam heads and plastic wig stands you can find very cheap online) and ofc elastics, ribbons ect. However its always posible to do it without the spray and wig stand.
-For the hands id get very thin black gloves and glue foam (eva foams the most populair but i personally use kids foam as it alot cheaper) on them to replicate the mechanical parts wich you can then paint with metalic paint. Also foam can be shaped with heat. You can use a hairdryer but i think that would be clumsy. Instead for smaller parts yoe can use a candle, you simply hold your piece of foam above the fire and it will go kind of limb. Then place it on the part you want and hold it and it will take the shape. Be careful tho not to burn yourself.
-For shoes id look in a clearance store or second hand, just try to find something with a heel/sole you like and is comfortable to walk in!!! If you already have shoes that would work even better! Best part about this is you dont have to destroy your shoes!! heres a short tutorial how to make shoe covers!
-for the clothes itself i personally would look at chepaer alternatives. But a white dress and blue jacket. Detail can always be added later. The blue jacket can be sewn shorter and with ribbon those lines in the front of the dress can be added.
I think those are the main parts?
Its always handy to write down everything you need and what it could potentially cost. Therefor i use an app called "cosplanner", it lets you add things you need to buy and make, you can add a price to it and if its done you can mark it. Its handy to see your progress and how much you still need to do ect
Now for pictures... I dont have alot since ive always been rather nervous to show myself online, but here are some:
Ralsei from deltarune:
This was my fursona back in 2016, since that the head has in fact changed
Deku from bnha in the halloween costume
Some other cosplays ive done that i just never took pictures of:
Howl from Howls moving castle, Sans from undertale, Kaneki ken from takyo ghouls, clear drom dmmd, Tiger billionair from steven universe... i know ive done more but i just cant remember lol. Ive also done quite alot of my own characters.
Some character id love to cosplay one day:
Tom nook from acnl or acnh, Gimli from lord of the rings, Aziraphale from good omens, Grunkle stan from gravity falls, and a bunch more of my characters lol
This was my fursona back in 2016, since that the head has in fact changed
Deku from bnha in the halloween costume
Some other cosplays ive done that i just never took pictures of:
Howl from Howls moving castle, Sans from undertale, Kaneki ken from takyo ghouls, clear drom dmmd, Tiger billionair from steven universe... i know ive done more but i just cant remember lol. Ive also done quite alot of my own characters.
Some character id love to cosplay one day:
Tom nook from acnl or acnh, Gimli from lord of the rings, Aziraphale from good omens, Grunkle stan from gravity falls, and a bunch more of my characters lol
I hope this was somewhat helpfuln if you have question feel free to let me know ^^
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Posted in Haunted Chocolatier
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
That looks amazing! Cant wait to see more and hopefully play it in the future!
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Posted in icedchai's exchange ★ [b] winter stroll [s] her graceful snow
Posted 3 years ago
(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
@icedchai: And ofc bc my brain not great i forgot to tag u lol
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