Millet's posts

I hope the person I am assigned doesn't mind that I changed the pose up because I tried the legs they wanted several times and it just looked like bad meat hunks anatomically incorrect ;_;

Yeah I have no idea what the author is plotting and planning for.
It seems super insinuated that Viewtube guy will eventually become with our main character.
But I like him with Pinky???? Aside from that one relationship flaw like- ?

Link was out of character as well, not answering MC "if this is a date".
and the whole insinuation of "Oh this ship can't work because MC isn't dark enough to bond with." =_=
I'm mostly annoyed that we know for the most part what the author wants to happen but have zero indication
that we are coming close to that direction. As the MC and Viewtuber barely talk and at this point dont seem super compatible.

I hope you understand what I mean when I say this:

But trust me when I say you did the right thing, and while you question yourself a bit now...
you wouldn't want the other possibility of prolonging something that shouldn't have been prolonged.
That would genuinely be far worse.

I owned a flock of birds that due to details I don't have the heart to hash out, (at least without swearing about someone haha)
all died one by one..except the last bird.
The one that was my utmost best friend and companion for 13 years. While I pointlessly gave CPR
to each bird, he stayed close, even holding the head up of another bird...trying...parrots are incredibly smart...
He somehow stayed breathing and I rushed him
to the vet when I knew the other 5 were deceased. Then his symptoms came on late at the vet.
I was advised it was probably best to put him down.
I not capable of thinking rationally after losing 5 birds refused.
I convinced myself that he hung on this long for a reason. THat he had a chance. I had them do whatever they can.

He suffered. And he died. Out of my sight. with no one familiar to him. Just these strangers.
And to this day, this eats me from the inside out. Typing this I'm fighting tears hard.
I swore to myself I would never make this mistake with an animal ever again.
Had I put him down he would have suffered less, and he could have been in my own hands before
slipping away semi-peacefully. I couldn't even give him that and I feel selfish and dirty for it.

The whole trauma has actually caused me to feel incapable of owning birds ever again despite
my utmost devotion and love for birds. I do lots of volunteer work for bird rescues, and even occasionally
take house calls for training or immediate medical help. but I don't think I could
ever bring myself to own birds again without it consistently reminding me of what happened to my flock.


So after time healing from my birds, I rescued a cat who also ended up being...very..very..special to me.
And when I learned my vet messed up her oral surgery causing her to develop a malignant tumor that devoured
her jaw quickly....I knew this time around what I had to do. She went from fine to falling apart rapidly. It was shocking.
My fiance was in denial and much like I was with the bird- saying we can't put her down. We have to try.
A third of her jaw had already turned to dust.
it would take 2 months before they could even consult us with a "maybe" plan.
She was withering right before our eyes, suffering. He begged and I couldn't let him.
I couldn't do that twice. She was in immense undeniable pain. The thick drool pooled down
her profusely leaving her cold wet and sticky. We opted for an at home euthanasia hoping she
wouldn't die that last 24hours that we brought her home. I was terrified that entire time.
But she made it hte next day and we put her down holding her together.
And the only regret I have is taking her to the vet that would result in her necessary early termination.
Still hurts, but I'm much more accepting of this. Honeslty that one day felt extreme to me but
I understood my fiance wanted to give her "one last day" but the whole day we agonized and cried.
Which probably only stressed her out. But I have relief in my heart that I was able to put her down before
it claimed her.


Please be assured, you made the right choice.

(Haha, yo I thought for a sec I wrote this as my sentiments are the same!)

And for everyone's reference: McDonald's Coffee Lawsuit

I like nitrogenared cold brews on occassion with just cream. But aside that, I am not much for coffee. Very much so a tea drinker.

Scrape out the filling cuz it's gross.
Eat the rest happily smacking them to the roof of my mouth so to savor it!

@alexis: you found a mouse under your bed and can't seem to catch it! What do ya do!

usually late at night when it is past my bed time and I have a compulsion to be a rebel.

But... you gotta set a good example. ;_; happy birthday btw

The bigger lips in Vycs shop would probably match closer? But overall yeah!

It's creative!

@lilypoo: what's your method being an item tech lead?

@kiwi:How would you punish your child? (autocorrect made this super different than what I meant to write lol)

My lips are chapped as f*** I can never seem to prevent this. /cries

1) @someone: to ask them a random question.
2) they respond.
3) edit your question to make their answer sound evil. (Or something funny, lots o' options.)

(Person answering, please don't purposefully over detail answer rendering it impossible to work with, if you can. Let's have good healthy fun. )

Ex:

Millet aksed Kiwi what would they do if a waiter brought them the wrong food.

Kiwi answered: I wouldn't say a thing, Id just shove it in my mouth too embarassed to speak up.

Millet edited her question to: How would you handle finding out you have a baby?

Show me your (PG-13) worst!
The best editor (in my bias opinion) by January 1 will receive: The Librarian!