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Posted in Moody's Bat Cave Posted 5 years ago
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@xvz: It's been okay lol.
Not really what i want to eat but it's been alright.
Ran out of side dishes for me though xD

Nope. we don't own an outdoor grill.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave Posted 5 years ago
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@xvz: We've just been having hot dogs and burgers.
I don't cook those as anything using the grill i don't cook.
I just cooked the side dishes.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave Posted 5 years ago
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@ChiffonOrange: My art just can't be creepy.
Idk why but it always ends up...the complete opposite. lol.

I'll probably just finish some things i need to finish.
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@ChiffonOrange: I don't know anymore lol.
The only subject that looks good with my art is cute sailor moon stuff
but i don't like drawing or making my art really cute lol.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave Posted 5 years ago
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@xvz: Exactly.
I also spend most of my time cooking, and doing other chores.
It's either i overwork myself on chores or art.
there is like...no inbetween.

They don't see my art that often.
Some of them follow my Instagram but idk.
some of the ones who I do i don't trust.
but i just show my religious family the ones that are decent enough to post on facebook.


@ChiffonOrange: I know it's okay not to make art.
But i want to make art.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave Posted 5 years ago
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@xvz: Yeah so i can't really stop myself from thinking
"Am i working efficient enough?"
Like it's not being a perfectionist. I don't care if it's perfect.
But if I feel I'm not studying in the most effective way I'll stop and try something else.

Depends on what you mean on others.
Do you mean my family, my followers or here??
Sorry that part was not very clear to me lol.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave Posted 5 years ago
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@xvz: It's fine as I know you only had good intentions.
Just a lot of what you said are just things i already know XD
I just don't do them. because i have to convince myself a lot of times.
I'm a planner. if i don't think I'm working efficiently, i don't do it.

I'm also trying to stay away from the art i actually truly like
because i do want my family to see more of my art but the art i like they'd probably say was satanism
but i just like drawing cute demon girls but they would not approve so i am trying to draw more....normal stuff.
But cute...does not fit my art. or feels like something i enjoy.
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@xvz: Yeah not really. :vanora_sweat:
it's not that it's not helpful but more so...i know what I should be doing
but my art schedule is kind of..out of balance.

it's called blade and soul.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave Posted 5 years ago
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@xvz: My computer is about over $700.
So it's gonna take me a lifetime to get it lmao.

I don't do full anatomy timed sketches for gesture drawing as it's too much fo rme.
drawing a whole body, even if it's quick is too stressful for me.
It's like climbing a mountain. So I'm just focusing on one part of the body this month.
But hard to do it when you really don't feel it.
I don't really know how to study for value, and other fundamentals.
coloring i am not good at. at all.
my tablet feels somewhat restricting when it comes to blending.

I'm downloading a game to help me feel better.
idk if it'll work or not. so we'll see.
it often has bugs with the game/launcher.
but it's my fave game so we'll see if I'm able to play it.
if not then I'll just end up trying to draw.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave Posted 5 years ago
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@xvz: my body can't make art period.
Good or bad.

I feel more pressure because i actually have to replace my computer
before it all together stops working.
without it, there is NO art for me.
as it's been acting like it's breaking down, no commissions yet.
so i kinda..have to be stressed lol.

I just have no good ideas as of lately because lacking in anatomy skills.
and I don't want to post just to post if that makes sense.
kinda in a discovering myself as an artist phase and trying to find
what i like to draw.
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@ChiffonOrange: im not blaming myself.
It just is becoming...irritating. Art is my depression escape
but i can't seem to art lately. lol


@Keturah: thanks.
I know i don't need to rush to create but art is kind of my escape
from severe depression so without it, I'm not in a good mental place.
Posted in I've recently got into candles Posted 5 years ago
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I like candles but I never light them for some reason.
Maybe in the future I will buy some new ones and light them while I work on art.
It could help me create a nice relaxing atmosphere for my art studies.
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Temporarily opened.
Not sure how long I will have this shop opened.
For now I am only taking 1 order at a time in order not to overwhelm myself if I get RL commissions. :vanora_sweat:

Rules are also being updated.
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sorry for being super inactive.
my mood again has gone down since i haven't been able to create anything good. :vanora_sweat:
Hope everyone is doing well.