Rei Ann's posts

@Kory: My mom use to do that. She use to tell me that I would be a whale and like 300 pounds. I proba have a eating disorder of some sort. I tend to eat my emotions. Been working on it, but it's hard.

Amidst her panic, she didn't notice that Aristide was approaching her slowly as if she was an animal that might be spooked. She blinked when she realized that she was now in his arms. As if her body had a mind of it's own, her arms wrapped around his back. She didn't know why he was hugging her but she didn't want this moment to end. Even if her heart was pounding at the speed of light. As he had pressed her face into his chest, she know knew that he smelled of Marigolds and sunshine. It was strange, but suited him. In the moment, she felt for the first time in forever that she was home.Which in hindsight, sounded completely crazy, but it was as if she had found where she belonged.

When he apologized for causing strife between her and her family, she was utterly confused. This was not his fault. It was her fault, even if she hadn't met him, she would have avoided this suitor her parents had chosen. "Aristide, there is nothing to forgive. This is not your fault. My parents have been angry at me for years, for avoiding any attempts at marrying me. This isn't something you cause, It sounds strange, but I've always known, the path they've tried to put me on isn't for me. " She felt very touched that he cared for her enough to explain that he didn't want to make her life harder. She pressed her cheek against his chest. "I don't fear you at all. I fear the day we no longer get to see each other." She mummered. She hope that he wouldn't question her on it. She wasn't really to explain why. He was the first person, human or god that she felt she could relate to.

If this moment could last forever, she'd be truly happy. When she said that they should sing, she nodded in agreement. She beamed brightly, when he said that he wanted to spend whatever time in this day left with her. Even if he couldn't see her face, his words and actions had calmed her. Even if she knew in this moment, she would never love anyone like she loved him. "[color=green][b]That would be wonderful. There is no one else in the world, I would want to spend a day with." She knew she was admitting a bit to much, but she didn't feel the need to hold back. When he let her go, she did the same and looked up at him as she step back slightly. She was beaming at him brightly and her face was a little flushed, but she not longer looked freaked out.

When he asked her to sing a song about love, her eyes widened a little. Did he know how she felt? Her face felt hot and sure was sure it was bright red. It might be redder than her own hair. He wanted her to sing about love, what song should she choose. "Of course. Just give me a second.. She placed her hand on her chin and looked deep in thought. She wanted to pick the perfect song. "[colore=green][b]One look, dark room meant just for you" As she sang she moved around. It was almost as if she dancing.

@PoeticTorment: Well hope everything you have to work on goes well. ^^

@Kory: Yeah, I think 7 is when i retain more fully fleshed memories.


Well I'm still hard on myself look wise and body wise. I'm good in other places, I always feel like a WIP.

@MoodyB: Lucky. I have three at 70, and two people at 60.

@MoodyB: Well they gotta take out those travelers. If it weren’t the fact that I need higher levels to level up characters i wouldn’t have ever ranked up.

@Kory: Maybe? I was young and little ones don’t reminder stuff from that age. At least super well.

Well like I said there is always time for discovery and the such. My bestie would say she’s not ready to love anyone right now because she’s working on loving herself first.

Dorothea was really worried, she was afraid that not only was he upset with her parents that he'd be upset with her. When he simply had told her she was tired, she felt her stomach drop. Oh he was angry, she knew just it. "Of course." She felt sick. They had been getting close and understanding one another and her mother had ruined it. She just knew that he would never want to see her after today. She wasn't thinking logically, and didn't realize that he might not be mad at her but upset on her behalf.

She didn't speak as she led him through the town and out to the forest. Since there was less population here, there wouldn't be a busy body who'd run off and tell her parents that they saw their unwed daughter go off into the woods with a man. Once they were back in the sight of the forest she paused in her walking. She let go of his hand figuring that he'd want to take off his fake face. She didn't know what to do. Should she just chatter like she normally did? Should she be quiet? She thought maybe it would be best to say something. "What did you think of the statue?"

She really was hoping that he wasn't going to turn around tell her that she was angry with her and her kin and that he never wanted to see her again. What would she do then? Her parents thought the worst of her, and while that should have scared her, the idea she could never see him again was worst. "Do you want to do some singing? Or I can tell you more stories? Or I...um..er.." She was babbling and sounded like she was in a panic. She didn't want to lose these days with him. She knew that at some point he would no longer visit her.

That one day he would take his harp with him back to the heavens, and they would never see each other again. It would be the day her heart would break. She knew that, and she knew there was no avoiding that. But she didn't want that day to be now, there was more time they could spend together. Just then, it hit her like a ton of bricks. She was in love..with him..and he hadn't even had to change. She had fallen in love with him and she didn't care if he saw her that way. Just as long as he was happy and she could spend sometime with him was enough for her. Did everyone know that's how she felt? Did he know? Was he just entertaining her. Oh god, oh god, he'd think her the fool if he knew right? Her face was bright red, and her mouth felt dry. As long as she didn't admit it, it'd be okay. It'd be fine, nothing would change. He was probably going to leave anyways, so it was fine. She'd recover from this right? No, she wouldn't but humans were good at lying to themselves.

@Kory: I did a quick google, and outside the crime stuff, it could have been an allegery to something, or like public lice. I use to get head lice all the time. Don't people get lice a lot in a hospital? It would be nice to know the answer, but that period, is more like a movie montage to me. I only see part of things.

Well that's always an option to. If it makes you happy you don't have to be with someone. What matters is finding what makes you happy.

@Kory: I guess it helped, the rash went away, and I clearly thought it was the pox, so shrugs.

It's not pathetic, he basically wired your brain to think that way. It's abuser 101. I've heard this story time and time again. The person thinks there no were else to go, no where to safe. So you won't love some that way again, but that way was unhealthy for you. So you will find something better for you in the future.

Well it takes time, and I think it's just something to work for. Ya know, I know it's hard, but you can get there if you want to do the work.

@PoeticTorment: I hope so. I would love to see the avis people would make with them.

@Kory: I was either 5 or 6, and I don't remember. I know that they used the pink icky lotion on it. I can't remeber the name for it, like's like chamolie or something. I could have sworn it was chicken pox. If must have been contiguous if I got my own room. I don't think it was anything, someone would go to prison for.

Oh I am a wuss, I don't like to fight, and if someone got angry, I would flinch. My stepfather was pyshically abusive. I just have a strong subborn personaility. If any of the guys I ever told off tried to get rought, trust me I would have frozen.


There a whole like mental study of how abusive guys get people. It's all about breaking down self esteem and isolating the person and stuff. Well you never know, maybe one day you will feel that way.

Dorothea didn't expect Aristide to defend her when her mother decided to insult her. Really who would insult their child in front of a suitor they were trying to marry them too. When he spoke up, everyone's gaze turned to him. Dorothea stared at him in wonder, as she praised her. A blush appeared on her cheeks as he spoke. Her face turned a brighter shade of red when he grabbed her hand. To her parents it sounded as if this young priest had proclaimed his love for her. The older man next to her father looked pissed while her father looked a mix of sort and suspicions confirmed.

Dorothea smiled fondly at Aristide. "You are far to kind to me." She whispered in awe. Her attention was fully focused on him. At that moment she wished that the two of them were alone and not in front of her parents. Before anything else could be said, her mother's shrill voice cut through the moment. "Is that so? What are your intentions with my Daughter, this sounds far from innocent. Dorothea was mortified, was her mother really suggesting that she had been intimate with him. That she was willing to toss her self to any good looking man. Was her mother this daring to speak to a holy man like this. Even worse this he was actually a god.

"Mother!?! What is wrong with you!?" "Be quiet Dorothea, I am not speaking to you." Dorothea wasn't one to back down. She was the same woman who had dared to lecture a god, who had dare to trespass on scared lands. This was not something she was going to stand for. "[color=green] No mother, you have lost your mind. I have told you time and time again, I am helping at the temple. Today I was asked to help him become familiar with the town. For you to suggest such a thing, to a priest of things. You are lucky that Aristide himself isn't here to hear you disrespect his temple so. This matter is not up for discussion, and I will speak with you later." She spat out. How dare her parents disrespect him like that.

She turned back to Aristide. "[color=green]I think it's best we leave, there are still plenty of places within town, you'll need to see." She smiled at him sweetly, before leading him away. She was glad that he followed her lead, but was sure he was also angry. If he wanted to go back and smite her parents, she didn't think that she could stop them. She was unaware of what her so-called suitor doing after she had left. She didn't know that he was angry and currently fighting with her parents. He was demanding why on earth they had tired to sell him an unpure daughter, who was clearly romping with some novice priest.

When they were far away from her house, she paused in her walking and turned towards him. "I am so sorry you had to see all that. I know they really disrespected you. I am very sorry, I don't know why any idea of me and the temple makes them act like this."

@Kory: I was too young to remb what happened where I was sent. I do recall that any time, they sent me there early in the morning, like 3 am, the first day there, they would come and draw a bunch of blood. I know that I use to share a room with someone, but then got moved to a private room, when there was a rash on my lower bits. I thought it was chicken pox, but I got that two years later when I was 7. I was too young to remb much of it. But I know it was real cause my mom did confirm, my father kept baker acting me.

I don't know, my mom had lots of men in and out of my life, and questionable things, so I bascially didn't really want that life. So I refuse to have it, ot take that crap from people. I tend to be stubborn like a horse.