Gatorlec's posts
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
@Miss Sandman: Diana is the one coming with me. She turned 7 today. She has behavioral issues if I'm not in the picture every day. So I can't not take her. I will miss my other children but I think I'll be able to come back and see them every so often. Ideally, I would be taking all of them but I can't do so.
I'm bringing my cat with me too. She's going to be sedated for the trip.
I don't want to be a teacher again. I loved it but I like it better when I'm no longer one. Lol
Well, I love my kids but I'm glad I didn't have to push them out of my crotch, it sounds brutal. But my mom (rip, Saturday will be a year) said that if it was really as terrible as I imagine it to be, people wouldn't have more than one kid. Still, I wince at the idea.
I'm bringing my cat with me too. She's going to be sedated for the trip.
I don't want to be a teacher again. I loved it but I like it better when I'm no longer one. Lol
Well, I love my kids but I'm glad I didn't have to push them out of my crotch, it sounds brutal. But my mom (rip, Saturday will be a year) said that if it was really as terrible as I imagine it to be, people wouldn't have more than one kid. Still, I wince at the idea.
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Thank you! I leave in June after my daughter's school year is over. She's 7 today. : )
@Miss Sandman: Living with my uncle until I can afford my place. I'll probably have to work two jobs still.
My daughter, Diana is coming with me. The others are staying here.
You're not intimidated by it?
@Kozi: Hi Kozi. Nice to see you again! I hope so.
@Miss Sandman: Living with my uncle until I can afford my place. I'll probably have to work two jobs still.
My daughter, Diana is coming with me. The others are staying here.
You're not intimidated by it?
@Kozi: Hi Kozi. Nice to see you again! I hope so.
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Oh trust me, I don't believe it to be but also, I've always wanted to go back so I'm finally doing it instead of just talking about doing it.
@ephenay: It was. My kids are so cute.
@Miss Sandman: They have better health insurance than we do in the USA.
Aw. I'm sorry your pregnancy has been rough on you. You're a trooper though.
@Alatariel: Haha the oh snap made me laugh.
@ephenay: It was. My kids are so cute.
@Miss Sandman: They have better health insurance than we do in the USA.
Aw. I'm sorry your pregnancy has been rough on you. You're a trooper though.
@Alatariel: Haha the oh snap made me laugh.
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
@ephenay: Oops, my reply to you went poof.
Yaay alligator socks! My kids are so cute. They were so excited to give them to me.
Yaay alligator socks! My kids are so cute. They were so excited to give them to me.
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
@Miss Sandman: Lol that's how I felt when my SOs were pregnant. Hurry up and pop the baby out! I'm excited to see them! xD
My health is okay. It's better than it has been in the past but my lupus just always makes me feel like I have the flu. And I've a cold right now.
How's pregnancy going? Has it been rough or kinda smooth?
@misery: Kathy Bates was amazing in it.
Ah I see. I really love finding out why people name their accounts the way they do because I believe it says a lot about the person behind them, so thank you for telling me. : )
@Totalanimefan: I am because I'm miserable here and I believe that because I'm miserable, my self destructive patterns will continue.
@Alatariel: Yes! Here's one:
If you couldn't tell from my username, gators, crocodilians in general are my favorite animals. I find them fascinating and adorable (no one agrees though lol). So my kids saw that at the store with their step mom/ mom (some of my kids are hers and some aren't) and they asked her to buy them for me.
My health is okay. It's better than it has been in the past but my lupus just always makes me feel like I have the flu. And I've a cold right now.
How's pregnancy going? Has it been rough or kinda smooth?
@misery: Kathy Bates was amazing in it.
Ah I see. I really love finding out why people name their accounts the way they do because I believe it says a lot about the person behind them, so thank you for telling me. : )
@Totalanimefan: I am because I'm miserable here and I believe that because I'm miserable, my self destructive patterns will continue.
I was born there but I moved here when I finished preschool. I don't think I really adjusted well and I have a lot of feelings like, had we not left Ireland, my life would have been better. But my ex wife, who is still my friend, says she's worried that I'll get there and still feel discontented. My uncle is letting me, my daughter and my cat stay with him. I have 11 kids but I'm only bringing my daughter. I feel guilty about it but I can't afford to bring them all, some are adults anyway and some would be extremely upset to leave, so my ex will take them. I need to do this. I need to know if what I feel is true. I'm bringing this particular daughter because she's got behavioral issues and she doesn't trust adults except me. She acts out if she goes too long without seeing me and cries if I leave her alone. I even have to lay down in her bed with her until she falls asleep or she won't. So I can't leave her in a different country.
I've been looking into primary schools there for her.
I've been looking into primary schools there for her.
@Alatariel: Yes! Here's one:
If you couldn't tell from my username, gators, crocodilians in general are my favorite animals. I find them fascinating and adorable (no one agrees though lol). So my kids saw that at the store with their step mom/ mom (some of my kids are hers and some aren't) and they asked her to buy them for me.
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
My kids bought me alligator socks!!!!!!!!! AAAAHHH!!!
@Miss Sandman: Yeah. Janna couldn't deal with my drug problems anymore.
Oh you're expecting? Congratulations!! I'm so excited for you!!
@ephenay: Lol I was stashing tissues in my pocket. I am a janitor overnight at a department store, so when I was cleaning the bathrooms, I was able to blow my nose freely.
The two hours went by fast.
@Totalanimefan: Everywhere. I get around. Lol
@Alatariel: Heya! Thank you!
@Miss Sandman: Yeah. Janna couldn't deal with my drug problems anymore.
Oh you're expecting? Congratulations!! I'm so excited for you!!
@ephenay: Lol I was stashing tissues in my pocket. I am a janitor overnight at a department store, so when I was cleaning the bathrooms, I was able to blow my nose freely.
The two hours went by fast.
@Totalanimefan: Everywhere. I get around. Lol
@Alatariel: Heya! Thank you!
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Same here. I tend to bounce between them though.
@ephenay: Thanks. It doesn't help that I have a nasty ass cold. Two more hours two more hours two more hours.
@Miss Sandman: Right! Eh, good and bad. Newly divorced but moving to Ireland.
How are you?
@ephenay: Thanks. It doesn't help that I have a nasty ass cold. Two more hours two more hours two more hours.
@Miss Sandman: Right! Eh, good and bad. Newly divorced but moving to Ireland.
How are you?
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Glad you're still here and doing well. Yay event!
@ephenay: Thank you! Alright. At work and unfortunately we're shorthanded.
You?
@Miss Sandman: Yes. Is this Mothy?
@Synth: Probably. I frequent Caedon. Thanks! I was going somewhere different with it but I decided to make him a hippie instead.
@Q t e a p o n: Thanks. I'm sick and shorthanded at work unfortunately but pushing through. You?
@vengeance: Thank you!
@misery: Nice to meet you too. Is your name in reference to Stephen King's book/movie?
@ephenay: Thank you! Alright. At work and unfortunately we're shorthanded.
You?
@Miss Sandman: Yes. Is this Mothy?
@Synth: Probably. I frequent Caedon. Thanks! I was going somewhere different with it but I decided to make him a hippie instead.
@Q t e a p o n: Thanks. I'm sick and shorthanded at work unfortunately but pushing through. You?
@vengeance: Thank you!
@misery: Nice to meet you too. Is your name in reference to Stephen King's book/movie?
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
@ephenay: Hello. Nice to meet you too. I like your avatar.
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Yay! You're still here. Hello hello. How are you?
Posted in Hello
Posted 5 years ago
Hey, I'm back from a hiatus. If you don't remember me or if you've never met me, hello I'm Shamus. What's up?
Posted in Mosquitoes hate me
Posted 6 years ago
They're attracted to heat as well as you smell (? I think that's what I read?) Different to them when you sweat. I read up on it because my wife and I have the same issue. I can't fucking step outside without them practically carrying me away but they don't even give Janna a second glance. And I was frustrated on why she got so lucky.
Posted in Confessions (Make a Confession)
Posted 6 years ago
If I could just stop using drugs and alcohol, my life would be great. Truth is, I secretly feel like being sober is ridiculously overrated and if I could just live life perpetually strung out, that would be even better.
In some sense, I secretly feel a sense of contempt towards my children. I sometimes see them as nothing more than burdens. I feel guilty about that because they never asked for me to have them.
I do love them, don't get me wrong. They make me strive to be a better man. But sometimes I wish I didn't have to try to be anything.
In some sense, I secretly feel a sense of contempt towards my children. I sometimes see them as nothing more than burdens. I feel guilty about that because they never asked for me to have them.
I do love them, don't get me wrong. They make me strive to be a better man. But sometimes I wish I didn't have to try to be anything.
Posted in I couldn't stop laughing at this memory in public
Posted 6 years ago
@Tuijp: I don't know. I hope he got to the other side okay. ; )