Moodyb's posts
Posted in I am Proud of Myself
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@milkshake: I can only do digital art for my outlet.
I'm not really a journaling person or to write down my feelings. Just do not like to do that.
So i just draw digitally, and do everything i like within my artwork.
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@milkshake: I can only do digital art for my outlet.
I'm not really a journaling person or to write down my feelings. Just do not like to do that.
So i just draw digitally, and do everything i like within my artwork.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: it's pretty cool.
looking forward to it and seeing how it works since most algorithms and how they work are very hard.
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@Wildfire: it's pretty cool.
looking forward to it and seeing how it works since most algorithms and how they work are very hard.
Posted in Hobbies! What do YOU do for funsies?
Posted 3 years ago
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@CooperationIsKey: I have a lot of stress in my life
outside of art so it started to just...get the better of me.
I took a two week hiatus, and had to cut down on art.
I stream art over on twitch, i used to do 3 days but recently had to cut down to just one day.
and now feeling sort of better where I can do 2 days.
So my body has been on recovery of just resting.
But im feeling a lot better.
my video game addiction has helped me heal and let my body rest a lot tho.
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@CooperationIsKey: I have a lot of stress in my life
outside of art so it started to just...get the better of me.
I took a two week hiatus, and had to cut down on art.
I stream art over on twitch, i used to do 3 days but recently had to cut down to just one day.
and now feeling sort of better where I can do 2 days.
So my body has been on recovery of just resting.
But im feeling a lot better.
my video game addiction has helped me heal and let my body rest a lot tho.
Posted in Hobbies! What do YOU do for funsies?
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@CooperationIsKey: yeah tho not easy at all.
currently been burnt out i think so i've just ended up playing games for weeks on end LOL
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@CooperationIsKey: yeah tho not easy at all.
currently been burnt out i think so i've just ended up playing games for weeks on end LOL
Posted in Hobbies! What do YOU do for funsies?
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@CooperationIsKey: I'm not good at investing in hobbies.
But i've drawn for years now.
it's like both hobby but i also do it for work kind of too.
But i do really enjoy it.
Especially when i figure something out, that i've wanted to for a while.
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@CooperationIsKey: I'm not good at investing in hobbies.
But i've drawn for years now.
it's like both hobby but i also do it for work kind of too.
But i do really enjoy it.
Especially when i figure something out, that i've wanted to for a while.
Posted in Hobbies! What do YOU do for funsies?
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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I don't have too many hobbies, so I just play games and draw.
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I don't have too many hobbies, so I just play games and draw.
Posted in I am Proud of Myself
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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So I am proud of myself for actually opening up about my mental illness and some of my struggles
with mental illness to my dad. It may not seem like a huge step. But for someone who took literal years
just to tell my sister "hey i have depression" it's a big deal.
I struggle on a daily basis with really bad depression, anxiety[social and separation] and recently, ADHD.
I haven't found a lot of coping mechanisms for these other than art.
And it was hard to tell my parent since we already have so much going on with my mother's Declining health
and of course stress of the pandemic.
But brought it up after talking how my relatives like to act as if they are doctor's when my grandma is struggling
with her husband's health.
But it's quite a big deal. I am a very reserved and quiet person.
I don't like to tell people bad news.
But he was very kind and understanding of it. He may not completely understand it yet, as well as my sister or even myself.
But it's nice to not have to hide that I have a lot of struggles of doing just daily tasks like easy chores.
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So I am proud of myself for actually opening up about my mental illness and some of my struggles
with mental illness to my dad. It may not seem like a huge step. But for someone who took literal years
just to tell my sister "hey i have depression" it's a big deal.
I struggle on a daily basis with really bad depression, anxiety[social and separation] and recently, ADHD.
I haven't found a lot of coping mechanisms for these other than art.
And it was hard to tell my parent since we already have so much going on with my mother's Declining health
and of course stress of the pandemic.
But brought it up after talking how my relatives like to act as if they are doctor's when my grandma is struggling
with her husband's health.
But it's quite a big deal. I am a very reserved and quiet person.
I don't like to tell people bad news.
But he was very kind and understanding of it. He may not completely understand it yet, as well as my sister or even myself.
But it's nice to not have to hide that I have a lot of struggles of doing just daily tasks like easy chores.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: They probably won't so im just not going to do that again LOL.
it would not be a big deal if i made more than I did.
which i rarely can make more than $20 per year.
I agree! i feel it gives my art more...dimension LOL.
i can duplicate using the same brushes. but it's more so near the area of the lips where the blush fades
i have a difficult time blending it in a settle way.
But im sure i'll figure it out eventually if i keep trying.
It's definitely a very nice site. Not just artists on it but all sorts of creatives like photographers and ones who work with clay
or 3D models. i find the place to be really cool!
the site they have currently shows the cool features it can offer.
I follow their IG which they share others' works and the features of bubblehouse.
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@Wildfire: They probably won't so im just not going to do that again LOL.
it would not be a big deal if i made more than I did.
which i rarely can make more than $20 per year.
I agree! i feel it gives my art more...dimension LOL.
i can duplicate using the same brushes. but it's more so near the area of the lips where the blush fades
i have a difficult time blending it in a settle way.
But im sure i'll figure it out eventually if i keep trying.
It's definitely a very nice site. Not just artists on it but all sorts of creatives like photographers and ones who work with clay
or 3D models. i find the place to be really cool!
the site they have currently shows the cool features it can offer.
I follow their IG which they share others' works and the features of bubblehouse.
Posted in Have you been vaccinated?
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Vampiretaco: idk. i don't drive. and i dont trust myself to drive.
but got lost at my own graduation. it was only in ONE room.
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@Vampiretaco: idk. i don't drive. and i dont trust myself to drive.
but got lost at my own graduation. it was only in ONE room.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: I even filed a ticket for refund.
idk why that's an option if you don't give me my five bucks back.
and i even explained i had no idea it was automatically on auto-sub.
so that was rather...annoying.
so i am practically back where i started.
and kinda annoying that the tip i got, despite it being $20 they take a % out of that as well.
If i can finish them i usually enjoy them.
Often times they have deadlines. But i am working on one currently i am enjoying. tho i forgot how i paint faces
so that's...a bit difficult LOL.
i taught myself how to paint faces recently.
just using my old art.
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Was going to incorporate this painting style[and try to finish painting the rest too if i can]
so my work wouldn't feel so dull.
but now i have to figure out how i did it LOL
it's called bubblehouse. It has a lot of cool features that IG does not offer.
Like wide pictures. instagram always cuts off my wide banner sized drawings. and this app lets you post them as is.
as well as a progress slider thing. which shows what your work looked like in WIP form up until the finished product.
it's so cool!
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@Wildfire: I even filed a ticket for refund.
idk why that's an option if you don't give me my five bucks back.
and i even explained i had no idea it was automatically on auto-sub.
so that was rather...annoying.
so i am practically back where i started.
and kinda annoying that the tip i got, despite it being $20 they take a % out of that as well.
If i can finish them i usually enjoy them.
Often times they have deadlines. But i am working on one currently i am enjoying. tho i forgot how i paint faces
so that's...a bit difficult LOL.
i taught myself how to paint faces recently.
just using my old art.
[X]
Was going to incorporate this painting style[and try to finish painting the rest too if i can]
so my work wouldn't feel so dull.
but now i have to figure out how i did it LOL
it's called bubblehouse. It has a lot of cool features that IG does not offer.
Like wide pictures. instagram always cuts off my wide banner sized drawings. and this app lets you post them as is.
as well as a progress slider thing. which shows what your work looked like in WIP form up until the finished product.
it's so cool!
Posted in Have you been vaccinated?
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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I haven't but we're setting up my first dose on Monday.
As we are unsure if it'll be a walk in or if we need an appointment.
but i am so nervous. Not for the shot itself but getting lost.
//not good at directions
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I haven't but we're setting up my first dose on Monday.
As we are unsure if it'll be a walk in or if we need an appointment.
but i am so nervous. Not for the shot itself but getting lost.
//not good at directions
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: it was going good until twitch decided to auto sub me to a channel i subbed to
and never gave me a refund me and just told me "just cancel it" and yeah LOL.
so it made me spend an extra $5 i didn't want to LOL.
so im still not really making that much.
i feel i am often too dumb for marketing classes. i just cannot understand.
i mostly do ask artists but i think the biggest short comings i have in progressing further with that is building a community
and my skills. so im working on those two things right now.
My art i have hardly touched due to depression. I have quite a lot of stuff that is practically done.
but part of me gets scared to finish something i think lately.
because i know i need to enjoy it and not care for numbers. tho at the same time i also need to get paid lol.
it is complicated.
but i am trying a new approach in my work as well as try to do more challenges.
since challenges can really bring more attention to my work.
tho i am really excited about next month.
an app i have been wanting to join will be available for android. so that is something im looking forward to.
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@Wildfire: it was going good until twitch decided to auto sub me to a channel i subbed to
and never gave me a refund me and just told me "just cancel it" and yeah LOL.
so it made me spend an extra $5 i didn't want to LOL.
so im still not really making that much.
i feel i am often too dumb for marketing classes. i just cannot understand.
i mostly do ask artists but i think the biggest short comings i have in progressing further with that is building a community
and my skills. so im working on those two things right now.
My art i have hardly touched due to depression. I have quite a lot of stuff that is practically done.
but part of me gets scared to finish something i think lately.
because i know i need to enjoy it and not care for numbers. tho at the same time i also need to get paid lol.
it is complicated.
but i am trying a new approach in my work as well as try to do more challenges.
since challenges can really bring more attention to my work.
tho i am really excited about next month.
an app i have been wanting to join will be available for android. so that is something im looking forward to.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: unfortunately i can't really get a job.
so it may not happen for quite a while. Maybe next year sometime.
since my laptop has to be a top priority on the replacement list.
cause it always fries in the summer.
tho im not sure how i would keep the water color in good condition now that i think about it
but it's okay. since we don't really paint we need quite a bit of stuff like paint brushes, paints itself, sketchbooks, etc.
and im still working hard on promotng my art and understanding how to market myself better.
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@Wildfire: unfortunately i can't really get a job.
so it may not happen for quite a while. Maybe next year sometime.
since my laptop has to be a top priority on the replacement list.
cause it always fries in the summer.
tho im not sure how i would keep the water color in good condition now that i think about it
but it's okay. since we don't really paint we need quite a bit of stuff like paint brushes, paints itself, sketchbooks, etc.
and im still working hard on promotng my art and understanding how to market myself better.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yeah i rarely go outside in the summer. but we have no A/C so it's pretty hot in the house.
I can't really afford them right now since it would end up costing me roughly $50 for everything we would need.
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@Wildfire: yeah i rarely go outside in the summer. but we have no A/C so it's pretty hot in the house.
I can't really afford them right now since it would end up costing me roughly $50 for everything we would need.