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Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Wildfire: its stressing me out to no end.and also having anxiety.
like my relatives have 0 boundaries.
so thats most of my stress for this week lol.
i tried deleting my aunt off my ig too but then she just found it again. so idk what to do.
i dont want her on it since she talks down to me a lot and doesnt really see digital art as more than a hobby.

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@Wildfire: its stressing me out to no end.and also having anxiety.
like my relatives have 0 boundaries.
so thats most of my stress for this week lol.
i tried deleting my aunt off my ig too but then she just found it again. so idk what to do.
i dont want her on it since she talks down to me a lot and doesnt really see digital art as more than a hobby.

Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Wildfire: yeah. she thinks everyone wants to see us but in reality they'll talk to us for...5 seconds and ignore us for the majority of the time. so i dont really want to go for many reasons.
tho i really dont want to be near my grandpa who teases me to the point of bullying and thinks he's hilarious. it makes me so uncomfortable to get criticized at every get together about my clothes and or body.

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@Wildfire: yeah. she thinks everyone wants to see us but in reality they'll talk to us for...5 seconds and ignore us for the majority of the time. so i dont really want to go for many reasons.
tho i really dont want to be near my grandpa who teases me to the point of bullying and thinks he's hilarious. it makes me so uncomfortable to get criticized at every get together about my clothes and or body.

Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Wildfire: too much honestly. lol.
But my family are supposed to have a get together in beginning of June?? i think.
to celebrate my cousin's one year anniversary and renew their vows i guess??
but i told my grandma we can't attend because my sister and I are not vaccinated yet[my sister might be getting her's this friday]
but my grandma got in a bit of a tiff because of it.
Like kept pressuring us to think about it. Wanted us to ride in the same car as her and her husband[not vaccinated]
and i felt unsafe to do that.
because it does take a few weeks for the vaccine to take affect. and i didn't want to risk anything.
What my relatives aren't getting is my family's immune systems are quite low. so we're more at risk for the virus.
so she kept trying to text us to think about it. and even tried to text my dad to convince us to go[he doesn't want to go either].
and another factor is...by the time we get home, it'll be maybe 8pm.
and my dad doesn't want to stay out super late because the next day he has service on zoom with his congration.
she eventually took an O.K. but like...she hasn't even tried to talk or text us or anything.
so she's probably still bitter over us not going.

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@Wildfire: too much honestly. lol.
But my family are supposed to have a get together in beginning of June?? i think.
to celebrate my cousin's one year anniversary and renew their vows i guess??
but i told my grandma we can't attend because my sister and I are not vaccinated yet[my sister might be getting her's this friday]
but my grandma got in a bit of a tiff because of it.
Like kept pressuring us to think about it. Wanted us to ride in the same car as her and her husband[not vaccinated]
and i felt unsafe to do that.
because it does take a few weeks for the vaccine to take affect. and i didn't want to risk anything.
What my relatives aren't getting is my family's immune systems are quite low. so we're more at risk for the virus.
so she kept trying to text us to think about it. and even tried to text my dad to convince us to go[he doesn't want to go either].
and another factor is...by the time we get home, it'll be maybe 8pm.
and my dad doesn't want to stay out super late because the next day he has service on zoom with his congration.
she eventually took an O.K. but like...she hasn't even tried to talk or text us or anything.
so she's probably still bitter over us not going.

Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Wildfire: mostly been stressed so that's why i say for the most part lol.
have not been having a great time this week.

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@Wildfire: mostly been stressed so that's why i say for the most part lol.
have not been having a great time this week.

Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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hello everyone
i am alive for the most part

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hello everyone
i am alive for the most part


Posted in ~ * Starglow Cavern * ~ Come Freeze With Us!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Kaeya: Awesome!
i also got Chonyun from another banner.
finally...more male characters.
for a while i only had kaeya as my only male character
Xinyan is super good! i love her.
tho my cmp does not do it jystice.
//lags from time to time

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@Kaeya: Awesome!
i also got Chonyun from another banner.
finally...more male characters.
for a while i only had kaeya as my only male character

Xinyan is super good! i love her.
tho my cmp does not do it jystice.
//lags from time to time

Posted in ~ * Starglow Cavern * ~ Come Freeze With Us!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Kaeya: yeah, i drink lots of water so i'll definitely be doing that.
technically aimed for Beidou but instead i got xingqiu and constellation for Xinyan XD

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@Kaeya: yeah, i drink lots of water so i'll definitely be doing that.
technically aimed for Beidou but instead i got xingqiu and constellation for Xinyan XD

Posted in ~ * Starglow Cavern * ~ Come Freeze With Us!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Kaeya: I hope but she's not really understanding.
and just says she shouldn't be cooped up. but we're still in a pandemic.
thank you so much <3 We're both very nervous about side affects.
Also..relating to Genshin...i absolutely WANT Eula.

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@Kaeya: I hope but she's not really understanding.
and just says she shouldn't be cooped up. but we're still in a pandemic.

thank you so much <3 We're both very nervous about side affects.
Also..relating to Genshin...i absolutely WANT Eula.

Posted in ~ * Starglow Cavern * ~ Come Freeze With Us!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Kaeya: I hope so but now i think my grandma is mad at us since my dad explained
why we were not going politely and she just gave us a reluctant "ok"
My sister will be getting her's first.
that way she can tell me where to go.
I tend to get lost...very easily.
//got lost at her own graduation
Aww poor baby.
I never used to be chonky but winter made me chonky LOL i can't fit in my favorite romper ;w;
so i want to lose a little of this new weight lol.

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@Kaeya: I hope so but now i think my grandma is mad at us since my dad explained
why we were not going politely and she just gave us a reluctant "ok"
My sister will be getting her's first.
that way she can tell me where to go.
I tend to get lost...very easily.
//got lost at her own graduation
Aww poor baby.
I never used to be chonky but winter made me chonky LOL i can't fit in my favorite romper ;w;
so i want to lose a little of this new weight lol.

Posted in ~ * Starglow Cavern * ~ Come Freeze With Us!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Kaeya: It's getting better.
was being pressured by my family to attend a family event
while my sister and I were not yet vaccinated. But they seemed to have chilled out for a bit.
Oh i totally get what you mean.
I need to seriously go on walks. i got a bit chonky over the winter. x. x

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@Kaeya: It's getting better.
was being pressured by my family to attend a family event
while my sister and I were not yet vaccinated. But they seemed to have chilled out for a bit.
Oh i totally get what you mean.
I need to seriously go on walks. i got a bit chonky over the winter. x. x

Posted in ~ * Starglow Cavern * ~ Come Freeze With Us!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Alchemists Fire: sometimes sleeping late is needed.
tho i need to get up earlier than 11:30am lol.
sorry to hear about your friend's rejection.

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@Alchemists Fire: sometimes sleeping late is needed.
tho i need to get up earlier than 11:30am lol.
sorry to hear about your friend's rejection.

Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Alchemists Fire: for me my art just..isnt good.
and maybe it's just because im lacking still in many things.
i like it more recently since i began painting a day or two ago.
but in general when i post my work, im just not that good lol. and it often makes me feel..discouraged.
that i just sometimes feel like "is this really for me??"
but art is the only job i can really do.
i never believe anyone who says they want to buy something of mine or i should make such and such.
action speaks louder than words and i've had about..3 commissioners say they want to or would but
never do which is a huge let down.

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@Alchemists Fire: for me my art just..isnt good.
and maybe it's just because im lacking still in many things.
i like it more recently since i began painting a day or two ago.
but in general when i post my work, im just not that good lol. and it often makes me feel..discouraged.
that i just sometimes feel like "is this really for me??"
but art is the only job i can really do.
i never believe anyone who says they want to buy something of mine or i should make such and such.
action speaks louder than words and i've had about..3 commissioners say they want to or would but
never do which is a huge let down.

Posted in ~ * Starglow Cavern * ~ Come Freeze With Us!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Kaeya: I've been okay, had a few rough couple of days.
but pushing through the day.
how are you?
@alchemists fire: im alright, tho very exhausted.
hbu?

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@Kaeya: I've been okay, had a few rough couple of days.
but pushing through the day.
how are you?
@alchemists fire: im alright, tho very exhausted.
hbu?

Posted in ~ * Starglow Cavern * ~ Come Freeze With Us!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』

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greetings all.
hope everyone is well.

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greetings all.
hope everyone is well.

