Moodyb's posts
Posted in Have you been vaccinated?
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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I haven't but we're setting up my first dose on Monday.
As we are unsure if it'll be a walk in or if we need an appointment.
but i am so nervous. Not for the shot itself but getting lost.
//not good at directions
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I haven't but we're setting up my first dose on Monday.
As we are unsure if it'll be a walk in or if we need an appointment.
but i am so nervous. Not for the shot itself but getting lost.
//not good at directions
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: it was going good until twitch decided to auto sub me to a channel i subbed to
and never gave me a refund me and just told me "just cancel it" and yeah LOL.
so it made me spend an extra $5 i didn't want to LOL.
so im still not really making that much.
i feel i am often too dumb for marketing classes. i just cannot understand.
i mostly do ask artists but i think the biggest short comings i have in progressing further with that is building a community
and my skills. so im working on those two things right now.
My art i have hardly touched due to depression. I have quite a lot of stuff that is practically done.
but part of me gets scared to finish something i think lately.
because i know i need to enjoy it and not care for numbers. tho at the same time i also need to get paid lol.
it is complicated.
but i am trying a new approach in my work as well as try to do more challenges.
since challenges can really bring more attention to my work.
tho i am really excited about next month.
an app i have been wanting to join will be available for android. so that is something im looking forward to.
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@Wildfire: it was going good until twitch decided to auto sub me to a channel i subbed to
and never gave me a refund me and just told me "just cancel it" and yeah LOL.
so it made me spend an extra $5 i didn't want to LOL.
so im still not really making that much.
i feel i am often too dumb for marketing classes. i just cannot understand.
i mostly do ask artists but i think the biggest short comings i have in progressing further with that is building a community
and my skills. so im working on those two things right now.
My art i have hardly touched due to depression. I have quite a lot of stuff that is practically done.
but part of me gets scared to finish something i think lately.
because i know i need to enjoy it and not care for numbers. tho at the same time i also need to get paid lol.
it is complicated.
but i am trying a new approach in my work as well as try to do more challenges.
since challenges can really bring more attention to my work.
tho i am really excited about next month.
an app i have been wanting to join will be available for android. so that is something im looking forward to.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: unfortunately i can't really get a job.
so it may not happen for quite a while. Maybe next year sometime.
since my laptop has to be a top priority on the replacement list.
cause it always fries in the summer.
tho im not sure how i would keep the water color in good condition now that i think about it
but it's okay. since we don't really paint we need quite a bit of stuff like paint brushes, paints itself, sketchbooks, etc.
and im still working hard on promotng my art and understanding how to market myself better.
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@Wildfire: unfortunately i can't really get a job.
so it may not happen for quite a while. Maybe next year sometime.
since my laptop has to be a top priority on the replacement list.
cause it always fries in the summer.
tho im not sure how i would keep the water color in good condition now that i think about it
but it's okay. since we don't really paint we need quite a bit of stuff like paint brushes, paints itself, sketchbooks, etc.
and im still working hard on promotng my art and understanding how to market myself better.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yeah i rarely go outside in the summer. but we have no A/C so it's pretty hot in the house.
I can't really afford them right now since it would end up costing me roughly $50 for everything we would need.
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@Wildfire: yeah i rarely go outside in the summer. but we have no A/C so it's pretty hot in the house.
I can't really afford them right now since it would end up costing me roughly $50 for everything we would need.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: im okay, very tired tho.
It's supposed to be 90 Degrees.
but doing okay other than that.
how are you??
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@Wildfire: im okay, very tired tho.
It's supposed to be 90 Degrees.
but doing okay other than that.
how are you??
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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hello, greetings everyone
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hello, greetings everyone
Posted in Gartic Phone
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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a streamer i watch played it when she reached partner
and it was so fun to watch.
I wish i could've participated but my laptop does not know the definition of multitasking LOL
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a streamer i watch played it when she reached partner
and it was so fun to watch.
I wish i could've participated but my laptop does not know the definition of multitasking LOL
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: I hope so.
but since i am focusing on painting and improving my work, that's what im aiming for.
im not quite good at it yet but i practiced it on an old piece
so now i want to continue my fruit series in this semi painterly style as well as my breakfast series i need to start.
i had to start using a separate program just for my digital painting as it has the texture and brushes i liked.
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@Wildfire: I hope so.
but since i am focusing on painting and improving my work, that's what im aiming for.
im not quite good at it yet but i practiced it on an old piece
so now i want to continue my fruit series in this semi painterly style as well as my breakfast series i need to start.
i had to start using a separate program just for my digital painting as it has the texture and brushes i liked.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yessss!
she talks about wanting to try watercolors so if i earn enough eventually
i plan to get us both some.
my sketchbook i bought a while back is just for sketching so i'd need to get a mixed media one.
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@Wildfire: yessss!
she talks about wanting to try watercolors so if i earn enough eventually
i plan to get us both some.
my sketchbook i bought a while back is just for sketching so i'd need to get a mixed media one.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: she doesnt have any hobbies and often is too scared to do art so i want to help her with it and just her see its fun and it doesnt need to be good.
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@Wildfire: she doesnt have any hobbies and often is too scared to do art so i want to help her with it and just her see its fun and it doesnt need to be good.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yeah he's been really supportive.
but his gam was never supportive of the stuff he liked either so he understands.
yeah i understand thst.
somehow her's seemed more..degrading and her fam often treats mine not great.
yeah me too! i may also try to get her some watetcolors.
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@Wildfire: yeah he's been really supportive.
but his gam was never supportive of the stuff he liked either so he understands.
yeah i understand thst.
somehow her's seemed more..degrading and her fam often treats mine not great.
yeah me too! i may also try to get her some watetcolors.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
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@Wildfire: my dad was so so so sweet to me last night.
he knows art is like my life. so when my sister asked "what do you call moody's tablet"
he said tool [my aunt refered to it as toy...].
and said if she persists to bother me i tell him.
so it was really nice of him to say.
its okay.
now their blocked and i feel i can post more freely.
it really is! i wanted to buy a bunch of smoll ones lol.
i might also invest in gouache and a sketchbook so my sister can paint with me
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@Wildfire: my dad was so so so sweet to me last night.
he knows art is like my life. so when my sister asked "what do you call moody's tablet"
he said tool [my aunt refered to it as toy...].
and said if she persists to bother me i tell him.
so it was really nice of him to say.
its okay.
now their blocked and i feel i can post more freely.
it really is! i wanted to buy a bunch of smoll ones lol.
i might also invest in gouache and a sketchbook so my sister can paint with me
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
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@Wildfire: Yeah. there is so much toxic stuff my family has done.
especially directly toward my family. and my dad 100% agrees and gave me full permission to even block them LOL.
One thing my aunt does not get is BOUNDARIES.
I was setting them just by removing them but she never...reads the room so to speak...
she even used my IRL on my IG which only 2 people know. and that just...kinda seemed really uncomfortable.
since my IG nowhere my name is on for a reason. She doesn't seem to care to know what is a no-no on my IG page.
so yeah im setting boundaries. plus not like they actually visit us[before pandemic]. she'll come down to our town twice a year if she feels like it. so im just kind of...over associating with a lot of them.
Yeah i think that would help when i am unable to draw or paint due to overcome by anxiety.
I was going to buy some play-doh. which sounds silly. but it may help keep my hands busy as well as my mind.
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@Wildfire: Yeah. there is so much toxic stuff my family has done.
especially directly toward my family. and my dad 100% agrees and gave me full permission to even block them LOL.
One thing my aunt does not get is BOUNDARIES.
I was setting them just by removing them but she never...reads the room so to speak...
she even used my IRL on my IG which only 2 people know. and that just...kinda seemed really uncomfortable.
since my IG nowhere my name is on for a reason. She doesn't seem to care to know what is a no-no on my IG page.
so yeah im setting boundaries. plus not like they actually visit us[before pandemic]. she'll come down to our town twice a year if she feels like it. so im just kind of...over associating with a lot of them.
Yeah i think that would help when i am unable to draw or paint due to overcome by anxiety.
I was going to buy some play-doh. which sounds silly. but it may help keep my hands busy as well as my mind.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: my sister and i think i should remove her again and then just go private for a while.
main reason i dont want her on my ig other than down playing digital artists is i dont want her showing my work to other family members at the get together. sounds weird but most of my family as you know now are kind of..jerky lol
i should invest on fidget toys or slime.
people say it helps with adhd often.
right now its just playing genshin XD
or teaching myself to paint digitally
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@Wildfire: my sister and i think i should remove her again and then just go private for a while.
main reason i dont want her on my ig other than down playing digital artists is i dont want her showing my work to other family members at the get together. sounds weird but most of my family as you know now are kind of..jerky lol
i should invest on fidget toys or slime.
people say it helps with adhd often.
right now its just playing genshin XD
or teaching myself to paint digitally