Moodyb's posts

Posted in hiatus maybe?? Posted 4 years ago

『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Glume: thank you. im sure i'll come back soon and feel better.

Posted in Snowy Investigation (Evolving Item Hangout) Posted 4 years ago

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gonna post here for a little while longer before i go off to hiatus-land.

Posted in hiatus maybe?? Posted 4 years ago

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I never really had much interest in forum games

Posted in hiatus maybe?? Posted 4 years ago

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@Merynia: i never go to the arcade xD
that's just a forum i never step foot in.

Posted in hiatus maybe?? Posted 4 years ago

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im just not really happy on here.
and i have no idea how to change it cause talking more and actively just seemed to have
made the imposter syndrome...much worse.

thanks for your kind words.

Posted in hiatus maybe?? Posted 4 years ago

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@Shark:Maybe but im not good to talk with tbh lol.
discords i end up muting or leaving all together.

Art right now is keeping me content.
but my mom's condition is just...really affecting me i think, and im beyond tired
even tho i go to bed early i always feel fatigued lol

Posted in hiatus maybe?? Posted 4 years ago

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@Shark: probably not tbh.
because often times if i talk about my mental illness
i kind of just get... Unsolicited advice...

and there isn't much i can do about it because of Covid, relious family members
and just money issues.

so then i try to never talk about it if i can help it

Posted in hiatus maybe?? Posted 4 years ago

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@Totalanimefan: kinda just made me feel annoying.
im just...not meant to talk lol.
all i talk is stupid nonesense tbh and i haven't really enjoyed it.
some days i did but not a lot of days were good for me.

@Shark: I have undiagnosed depression, and i feel i have to pretend im happy not just online but IRL
because i don't want to get bombarded with "is everything okay"
or worry people.

I also suffer from undiagnosed ADHD and social anxiety.
and all i know is art but no one is really interested in listening to the same stuff

which is understandable.
but i just have...not much to share in my life which is centered around....sadness kinda lol

Posted in Snowy Investigation (Evolving Item Hangout) Posted 4 years ago

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@Anarchist Beauty: took it out regardless. lol

Posted in hiatus maybe?? Posted 4 years ago

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after much contemplating for months,
i've decided to possibly quit or go on a long hiatus for a few months. i only come on voltra to mainly quest items and make art. and its just not enough to keep me here as i just find it very hard to make friends and talk to people comfortably where i dont feel anxious or stressed. especially since im not super cheerful all the time and just makes me regret saying anything

so kinda just feeling hopeless anytime i log on.

i will not be giving away items so please do not ask. i will however still be working on commissions that i have on here.

Posted in Snowy Investigation (Evolving Item Hangout) Posted 4 years ago

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i put my new art piece as my lock screen
I. AM. SATISFIED

Posted in Post your Rants Posted 4 years ago

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mini rant, but not really a rant.
but will keep it short and simple.

I just feel i don't matter. as a person or an artist.

Posted in Snowy Investigation (Evolving Item Hangout) Posted 4 years ago

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@koneko: i don't think i'll rant or anything.
cause it's not something particular bothering me.
it's just acting up.

Posted in Snowy Investigation (Evolving Item Hangout) Posted 4 years ago

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@Wildfire: yup.
i usually ping people so they know their talking to me and vice versa.

but i took it out of my siggy anyways all together.

@koneko: honestly whenever i do that, i get...1 maybe 2
so then my head bullies me more and makes me think no one cares.

so i don't like talking about my issues.
plus it's just the same thing anyways so im sure no one wants to hear the same problems
over and over again.