Moodyb's posts
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@xvz: I know that the point of a study is to have learned something from it.
this one feels like i haven't so im scrapping it and doing something different.
photoshop for me isn't to make my art magically better as no tool will.
fundamentals will. However, photoshop would make it easier for me to stick to ONE program.
im bouncing between 2 because my computer is junk. that's why i want PS. not because it's good or to make my art better.
but they have more resources for me to use. krita does not have many brushes in it, and hardly anyone uses it and their settings
are too complex. and it often crashes on me.
browser free art programs i feel are too...basic for me.
like they just do not work for me or my workflow.
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@xvz: I know that the point of a study is to have learned something from it.
this one feels like i haven't so im scrapping it and doing something different.
photoshop for me isn't to make my art magically better as no tool will.
fundamentals will. However, photoshop would make it easier for me to stick to ONE program.
im bouncing between 2 because my computer is junk. that's why i want PS. not because it's good or to make my art better.
but they have more resources for me to use. krita does not have many brushes in it, and hardly anyone uses it and their settings
are too complex. and it often crashes on me.
browser free art programs i feel are too...basic for me.
like they just do not work for me or my workflow.
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@xvz: Nope not really.
so im just kinda stuck here lol.
It doesn't lol. i can't get the smoke right
so i probably might need to scrap it and do something else.
yeah probably. but over $200 if you buy yearly seems... a bit overkill. :vanora_sweat:
but maybe one day I can get it. i usually like to have enough for 2 months
as i sometimes don't have energy to draw much at times.
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@xvz: Nope not really.
so im just kinda stuck here lol.
It doesn't lol. i can't get the smoke right
so i probably might need to scrap it and do something else.
yeah probably. but over $200 if you buy yearly seems... a bit overkill. :vanora_sweat:
but maybe one day I can get it. i usually like to have enough for 2 months
as i sometimes don't have energy to draw much at times.
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@xvz: yeah. so i feel pretty iscolated in my own house
and now it just feels i live with strangers who just belittle how i feel constantly.
so i have no choice but to keep my mouth shut.
i've already blocked out most of the things. so right now i just feel like giving up on it.
the photoshop i want would be $25 per month.
which is still out of budget cause...i do not get paid at all lmao
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@xvz: yeah. so i feel pretty iscolated in my own house
and now it just feels i live with strangers who just belittle how i feel constantly.
so i have no choice but to keep my mouth shut.
i've already blocked out most of the things. so right now i just feel like giving up on it.
the photoshop i want would be $25 per month.
which is still out of budget cause...i do not get paid at all lmao
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@xvz: I have pretty bad depression so telling a depressed person
the world is ending...makes me feel why should i bother trying to make my art into a career.
so i've not been feeling good at all mentally.
that's why i am studying. to get better at fundamentals. but my tablet doesn't have much pen pressure
so it doesn't blend very well, and krita settings are super picky.
so im just thinking in the future i'll end up switching to PS. despite how expensive it is.
I've tried autodeskbook but my comp literally can't handle it at all.
most programs my laptops can't handle.
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@xvz: I have pretty bad depression so telling a depressed person
the world is ending...makes me feel why should i bother trying to make my art into a career.
so i've not been feeling good at all mentally.
that's why i am studying. to get better at fundamentals. but my tablet doesn't have much pen pressure
so it doesn't blend very well, and krita settings are super picky.
so im just thinking in the future i'll end up switching to PS. despite how expensive it is.
I've tried autodeskbook but my comp literally can't handle it at all.
most programs my laptops can't handle.
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@xvz: for the most part i've been okay
but last 2 weeks i've had mental breakdown after mental breakdown.
so it hasn't been good.
i think it's mostly my dad doing end of the world rants and learned that's a big trigger
of my mental illness.
I use Krita...and two computers.
I don't have one good working computer. So i have to program hop and computer hop.
My regular one is an ASUS that was clip studio paint but can't use it to paint or use large brushes.
so I use a small HP laptop but it was such tiny space i can only have krita on it and krita just doesn't have many brushes
or many people make brushes for it. so it's hard to do studies in general lol.
@Starlight: im alright just trying to catch up on some posting to get more of the event items.
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@xvz: for the most part i've been okay
but last 2 weeks i've had mental breakdown after mental breakdown.
so it hasn't been good.
i think it's mostly my dad doing end of the world rants and learned that's a big trigger
of my mental illness.
I use Krita...and two computers.
I don't have one good working computer. So i have to program hop and computer hop.
My regular one is an ASUS that was clip studio paint but can't use it to paint or use large brushes.
so I use a small HP laptop but it was such tiny space i can only have krita on it and krita just doesn't have many brushes
or many people make brushes for it. so it's hard to do studies in general lol.
@Starlight: im alright just trying to catch up on some posting to get more of the event items.
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@xvz: its fine im kinda used to not feeling 100%
last 2 or so weeks just been super taxing on me mentally and physically.
It's an environmental study of a volcano.
tho not happy with it because the program i use has just such random brushes
that it's not going great.
so at this moment i wish i had photoshop lmao.
that's good you're feeling better/
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@xvz: its fine im kinda used to not feeling 100%
last 2 or so weeks just been super taxing on me mentally and physically.
It's an environmental study of a volcano.
tho not happy with it because the program i use has just such random brushes
that it's not going great.
so at this moment i wish i had photoshop lmao.
that's good you're feeling better/
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@xvz: I can't keep up with no pings
so you might have to ping me to get my attention, sorry. :vanora_sweat:
Im okay, feeling blah, but working on a study for art.
and you?
@Starlight: how are you?
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@xvz: I can't keep up with no pings
so you might have to ping me to get my attention, sorry. :vanora_sweat:
Im okay, feeling blah, but working on a study for art.
and you?
@Starlight: how are you?
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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hello, good afternoon everyone
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hello, good afternoon everyone
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Totalanimefan: Sadly it's probably going to stick around
from the things im dealing with stress aren't really going to go away. :vanora_sweat:
for now it's mostly just when i go to bed and wake up i get vertigo.
But sometimes it affects how i sit.
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@Totalanimefan: Sadly it's probably going to stick around
from the things im dealing with stress aren't really going to go away. :vanora_sweat:
for now it's mostly just when i go to bed and wake up i get vertigo.
But sometimes it affects how i sit.
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@spinda: Yeah signatures are hard.
i normally do links to important threads i have
but i can only add one link so i figured gif lol.
@Totalanimefan: Nah, i know what it is but stress doesn't exactly go away easily
so it's just something i'm putting up with for the time being.
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@spinda: Yeah signatures are hard.
i normally do links to important threads i have
but i can only add one link so i figured gif lol.
@Totalanimefan: Nah, i know what it is but stress doesn't exactly go away easily
so it's just something i'm putting up with for the time being.
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@spinda: Yeah, i wasn't sure how to decorate my signature
so i normally just put gifs in mine and just change it after a few months :vanora_sweat:
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@spinda: Yeah, i wasn't sure how to decorate my signature
so i normally just put gifs in mine and just change it after a few months :vanora_sweat:
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@spinda: It was the wings tour trailer from BTS.
@Totalanimefan: Nope, haven't gone to the doctors as im avoiding risking covid at all.
but i know it's stress related considering i've had it since March or April.
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@spinda: It was the wings tour trailer from BTS.
@Totalanimefan: Nope, haven't gone to the doctors as im avoiding risking covid at all.
but i know it's stress related considering i've had it since March or April.
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
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@Totalanimefan: indeed. i've been dealing wtih vertigo and foggy brain
for several months now lol.
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@Totalanimefan: indeed. i've been dealing wtih vertigo and foggy brain
for several months now lol.
Posted in Mad Tea Party: Hangout and Raffle
Posted 4 years ago
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@Totalanimefan: i can totally relate to that feeling.
vertigo gives me massive brain fog.
hope it goes away soon.
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@Totalanimefan: i can totally relate to that feeling.
vertigo gives me massive brain fog.
hope it goes away soon.