Shadami's posts

@Alicethemadhatter: Goodnight Alice ^^

that's why i sketch what i see, because it's not an image that will stay in my brain because i can't recall things.

it really sucks when you get meditation things "visualize a beach blah blah blah" and all i see is blackness, and then someone will say something like "i remember blah blah blah just as easily as my parents faces."

uhhhhhhhhhh how i recall my parents faces is words not actual image.

yeah... i slept late so i feel like i'm gonna stay up but i think i should go to bed and try to get better sleep and be all fresh tomorrow.

me!! i have aphantasia xD

i can't close my eyes and visualize anything. i have to use references. xD my inside brain is completely black and void. Just a bunch of empty space with words bouncing around in it

but i can "see" things when I'm looking at something completely unrelated.

i'm got doodles in my sketchbook of some of the things I've seen. i really should film a sketchbook flip through at some point.

i could have sworn i replied to this. so sorry xD

i kinda want to just go to bed even though i haven't checked much off my to do list yet

except my brain doesn't see things like a normal human being. xD

I play the shapes in the cloud game. except i see things even in water droplets and leaves and wall patterns. things just appear.

i have no idea where the art came from though xD it just happened

here's what I did when I just couldn't art.

draw pickles if you have to! xD my art of i don't know what I'm doing and not getting anything comes out reallllly weird.

that's how i feel about art of others vs mine too xD

it's just not an art day probably xD

i can't draw that impressive in 5 seconds xD