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Posted in How Do You Do Fellow Kids? Posted 1 year ago

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@Hydrangea: thank you. it really does mean a lot :) i had another rough day today so seeing this made me smile.

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Posted in How Do You Do Fellow Kids? Posted 1 year ago

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@Hydrangea: I'm doing alright. Had a bit of a life setback but getting off my booty and trying my best * ^ *
@Totalanimefan: What's got you tired? I'm also tired - I need to go get my thyroid meds checked out - I've been mad avoiding it. ;-;
@Justice: me too * ^ * glad you're doing alright. I love your avi super cute ♥

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Posted in The Boys (TV Show) Posted 1 year ago

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I love this show so much! It was definitely a scary reality to live in - superheroes with maximum selfish tendencies, rampant narcissism, and no remorse. oof. I can't wait for season 4 tho I was sad to see that Jensen Ackles character was so brief ;-;

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Posted in How Do You Do Fellow Kids? Posted 1 year ago

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*rises up from my metaphorical grave* I live!

How y'all been?

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Posted in Venting , Pity Partying, And General Overwhelming Loneliness Posted 1 year ago

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Totalanimefan:

[font=Verdana][size=14][color=DODGERBLUE]We all have our regrets I think.
I guess the best thing you can do is learn and grow from them.

this is true. a good reminder to have. thank you and i love your current avi :3 very cute[/color]

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Posted in Venting , Pity Partying, And General Overwhelming Loneliness Posted 1 year ago

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It's hard to not beat myself up over it all. Moving on is not my forte 😅

For context tho - I've been grieving a lot this past year. I have to remove a lot of immediate family members from my life because I was born into a super toxic family. I'm still not brave enough to have the confrontation but I'm recommitting myself to healing and know it will be a matter of time.

My mom has Narcissistic Personality Disorder. I'm grieving 29 years of lies and thinking she was a good mom when she didn't even try to be an ok mom. She will always choose herself over me and my siblings. She was physically & verbally abusive (along with my stepdad - of whom she told me was my biological father for 13 years) emotionally neglectful, a raging alcoholic, and gaslights me anytime I bring any of it up.

It's just hard to grieve and to let myself feel angry as anger is something I've repressed my whole life because I always thought anger = abuse & violence. I was so afraid of turning into her I never let myself feel. It's hard unlearning all of this.

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