Yandere's posts

Hahaha. The only reason I wouldn't block them is if I'm nosey and they seem like the type to bitch about it on another forum. LMAO. I did that a couple of times and it's pretty funny. Sometimes the people back me up, and tell them they're overreacting, which is great. Not always common, but it's a treasure when you see it. Haha.
Same, same. q vq ;;; I've had a few freebie threads with friends, but it usually just dies out so quickly or I don't have the time to draw too much between commissions. I'd rather be drawing for friends or myself, you know?
Nah, I understand. I probably would have left again if pachi didn't start talking with me. There's not really too many other places were I feel like posting... or get replied to, I guess.

Ahaha, that's fair. Facebook has some good stuff circulating. I usually like checking up on my family and stuff, but I ended up deleting the app off my phone for other reasons. > > ;;; I'll go back and check up on it eventually... once I remember the email/password for it. Ahahaha. I wasn't really close with people in high school or college, so it's not like I have anyone that I constantly check up on. Plus the whole name change probably don't attract many people since I've been married. My hubby deleted his facebook now, so it just shows up as "Married." Haaaa.

I mean, that's a good thing as long as you have something to talk about, you know? I feel like when I'm talking I tend to jump topics a lot too. stares at our posts. LMAO.
I think it's normal to jump around a lot. You can't stay on one topic too long, you know?

Same here! I usually only rant about personal things that I do, not so much my intermediate family, I guess? Hehe. I love my hubby a lot, and he's more exciting to talk about, so I talk about him a lot! * V* //// Ahahahaha. I'm sure we'd find a lot in common about the two! It's always funny to hear stories from co-workers about their husbands. Especially when they have a lot of the same bad habits. Hehehe.
I don't either! Especially since I do the same thing! Unless I need to talk about something specifically; I'm really bad with small chat. It gets kinda tedious with "how are you" "good, you?" "Yep, all good here." You know? xD Unless that's just my overwhelming amazing social skills. /dabs.
I feel like it's really easy to tell if I'm annoyed or upset about something... I usually don't add in emojis or !!! or /// or ;;;. Hahahaha. It doesn't specifically mean I'm mad or annoyed at someone I'm talking to, but could be something personal, you know? I try not to talk to people too much if I'm upset though. /squints

Yeah! A lot of good memories, even if some of them will forever be stuck in my head. Can't unsee those things. I've never even seen Jojo, and I love the memes. Hahaha. I'll have to actually sit down one day and watch it. At least put it on when I'm drawing or something. I love all the funny memes that are associated with it, so I really need to watch the show and say I know all the things. Though, I'll never be as dedicated as some of the watchers who know what character is in what season and whatnot. Hahaha.

Ahhh, I know! I'm not really sure where the boundaries lie with specific people. I know I can be a bit... fickle sometimes and I really don't mean to offend anyone, I'm just not comfortable with certain things. ;;; I'll definitely be more open about things, especially if it bothers me. I know I can't indulge into everything that someone likes, but maybe I can avoid topics or something too. @ v @ ;;;

Bahahaha. Same here! I remember the dumbest things for not important things. Or I'll remember the license plate for my old car, but can't remember the new one. Pffffft.
I try and be as positive and give advice as I can, but I'm not as knowledge as certain people. I think I'm pretty different in most regards, because I handle things differently? Like I used to put myself to bed at 9pm every night and used to do my homework without my mom telling me? So, I'm always confused when students don't have the same motivation, since I didn't live the best... childhood. So, I usually just try to be positive and offer it when I can. ;;;
Yes! Gotta move forward and be positive! >: 3ccc

Hahahahahhahaa. I really don't mind avatars and drawings to be nsfw, unless it's like ... full blown... adult things. Like suggestive poses or nudity doesn't bother me at all. I mean... more so with females I guess too? Since.. I see that stuff every day. : p. A lot of the fetish-y stuff is kinda.. not my jam either. I'm not sure if that makes any sense. I'm pretty vanilla, I guess. Bahahha.

Seriously. The audacity of some people. squints. Yeah, possibly would have been a different story if it was a private message or something. Though changing up the whole commission just seems dumb. That's usually why I try and send wips on bigger commissions or if I'm uneasy about the design/pose.

Oooh, yeah! I read that one too! I like a lot of the romancey/cute ones! There's some good yandere ones too though. Heuehehe. I'd have tons to recommend to you if you want them. : >
One of them being Pachi's too! They're an amazing artist! They only have about 3 episodes up right now, but the art and characters and story so far are 10/10!!!

Seriously. That's part of the reason why I'll never go back to instagram. Smh, too many things to bother with, so twitter and deviantart it is! I feel like it's really just for models and photographers and filters and whatnot. My art and personal life isn't glamorous enough for that. Pffft.
Gah, so many difficulties with art. Why'd I get into this hobby in the first place. Hahaha.

Yeah. It's really difficult to do action poses and get it right, so it ends up eating a lot of my time, so I generally don't like doing it. Ahh, I used to have a "how to draw furries" book and tried it at one point, but it's just not my thing. I know I'd get a few more extra commissions if I could, but I'm content with just humans for now. Some of the furry stuff can be... complex and colorful so it's probably for the best that I don't venture down that path.
Aaaah, I appreciate it!! TT___TT I have a lot of things that I like from your OCs, so I'll just stick with those cuties! I eventually will draw your cutie spider though. adkjfhaskjdh. She's too cute to ignore. akjdshfasd. And if it's a freebie, then I can always just make it a bust. Hahahaha.

AAAA, THEY'RE SO CUTE. I wish I could get a bunch of them, but a lot of them are $60 minimum. TT___TT I got some knock off used hatsune miku ones, and I love them to pieces. akjsdhfakjsdf. Eventually I'll get my waifu ones. U WU Maybe when I go to Japan and see them. They don't really have a lot of gasai Yuno ones, so if I could find one of that, I'd probably snatch it up. ;;; I have a few REM figurines, but no nendoroid of her either.

Yeah, one day. I've been spending time away from my computer and using my laptop, so I don't have much drawing time in general. I'm also still trying to finish all the dolls for my toyhouse. I have 84 more to go... which isn't too bad considering how many OCs I have. Hahaha.
CSP is a great program though! I'm glad I was able to buy it. : >

Aaaaa. I'm glad. ;;; It was a nice piece, even after all this time. ;;;
It's a good feeling when people draw your characters, even when you commission them. Haha.


YEH. I should do that. She usually holds a small senpai plushie, but a wedding addition one is a must. Hahaha.
Awhman Hahahaha. I could see them doing that too! XD I'm sure they would have exchanged a few ideas and talk about their plans- most likely in private though. Don't want people seeing "I kidnapped the girl and killed that guy she stared at once!" LMao, might get some reports about that.

Yeh, that's true!! I don't know how people are able to keep track of chat + play at the same time. I can't barely type a message without getting distracted. ;;;
You do pretty well with it though. The delay isn't even too bad. U WU

I usually just play the switch like a handheld but we have a switch dock right underneath the tv and it connects as soon as you turn on the game, so it's really easy. I'd have to plug in the PS4 wires and it's a hassle. /flops. I need to beat the game that my co-worker lent me though. I feel bad for holding onto it for so long. Hopefully I can give it back to him after this whole pandemic thing blows over. I'd feel so bad if I never gave it back.

Huh. I didn't even know it had that feature. I thought it would still pop up with messages, but I guess it holds off until you check it?
The other discord I'm in has like 60 people with so many different text channels, so there's always someone posting. It's really hard to keep up with the messages there, so my discord always has that red circle saying there's new comments. I don't always have volume on or notifications, so I don't respond right away if there's a new message. ;;

Ahhh. that's sad! The rainfall is so calming to me. q vq ;;; It's even better when I don't need to go outside. Bahaha. I like when it rains in the summer too, because I don't need to water my garden. : p Always taking the lazy route. Hehe.

You're doing great on the com so far, so I think the commissioner will be happy with it! * V*
Yeahhhhh, it was a mess to start off with, but I suppose it was predetermined to go down anyway. The website started up drama and whatnot when it first opened. I wish the original pixel artists and admin stayed, though I know there was a lot of gossip and stuff spreading around, and one of my friends ended up getting involved in it. q vq ;;;

Ohmygosh, of course! * V* That's part of the reason why I'm trying to master the twitch emotes. Hahaha. I'd be honored to have my artwork on your stream! /beams.
I'd be more than happy to draw anything for friends for things. As long as it supports them. : >
Ehhh, nothing I can do about it. It was a cute character, so at least it wasn't too bad sketching it out. I probably acted unprofessional about it, but I do tend to be more lenient at certain times. ;;;
EXACTLY! If I did decide to do RLC, I would allow it to be used then, but using pixelated money seems kinda shitty tbh. I mean, she definitely credited the artists on there, but she just clumped together all of the pieces too, so it was almost like you couldn't tell who'se artwork was whose.


Thanks! I'm missing 7 of the 14 right now, but I haven't really gotten any luck with getting any of the new ones. Aaaaa. I suppose I'll try.. and get it next year. TT___TT Not many people are willing to trade them away without me spending a ton of money for it. aaaaaa.
Yeah! It's really a great game!
Aaaaa. It would be a dream. ;;; I'd have to steal all the designs you make too! Hhahahaa.

Yeah, I try and ignore them the best I can. Though, sometimes I'm just in a mood and feel the need to argue back or be snarky.
Lately I've just been blocking people, I don't have the patience for it. I'm just like "I'm too old for this." Hahah.
A lot of people left Gaia after awhile. There's also the case that people might be bored with their antics and just choose to ignore it.

Aaaa, same. q vq I have a lot of family members on my facebook, but the only thing I have up there is if family members tag me in something. I also have my wedding photos up there, but that's about it. I wish I had more photos, but I also hate them at the same time so idk. I like having the memories since I forget a lot of stuff. I'm not really a social person so I don't really have a lot of people added. Haha.
Oh yeh, of course. u wu Listening can definitely be better. There's times when several people were talking and we ended up losing because they were just bs'ing and should have been making calls. I try not to get too competitive with things though, since it's not ranked or anything either, just an excuse to play with friends. : > Same here! It really depends on my mood and what's going on. I feel like you can see that in the discord chat sometimes too. Either I'm really chatty or not at all. Sometimes I can't help it if there's nothing to talk about, though I do try my best.

Hahahaha. Just point to him and be like "that loser over there." hahahaha. Or like "the person whose name starts with D A- > > :;; "
When all else fails- remain clueless. Hahaha.
Really now? I don't understand how people can be that way... or be friends with people who are like that, but whatever. o ___ o ;; I guess that's just how some people live.

I really don't say anything unless someone asks, but yeah I feel like personal talk gets awkward sometimes, so I end up leaving it out. ;;; Like when I rant on about my hubby. Hahaha. I could talk about him all day, but I'm sure not all people would really know what to say.
Seems like it. : ) She's about as awkward as I am with starting private conversations though, it seems. Hahah.

Yeah, a lot of the streams you did were funny, even if they were midly NSFW, you know? I didn't mind stuff like that. Even anime pictures really don't bother me (though my hubby always questions me if it pops up on my screen. haahaha.)
It was pretty funny though considering. xD LIke WHOOOP and a bunch of people were adding to the conversation. I mean, it's not like it was never going to happen- we have lots of females in your discord. Haha.
I think I'm better off just hiding from that er- channel though. Not that it would happen again, but just in case. /shudders.

Ahhh, good. I forget a bunch of stuff. @ ____ @ It's a wonder I'm able to remember anything at all tbh.
Yeah, I mean I understand being depressed and stuff, but I'm not a therapist and I generally don't know what to say. I'm all for ranting about stuff too! Hell, I do it all the time, it was just.. it was constant and I never know if I was helping at all.
Ughh. I just feel bad about the whole thing.
Ohh, alright. Good to know! I'll probably message you, then chi then inverse. Since that's the order I know you guys best. Haha. Only if it's super important/urgent though.

Whaaat? I hope you didn't redraw it for them. > : T
Oh okay good. That person is an idiot. Should have been like "If you post here and pay the entire fee again, then SURE. " Smh, people never cease to amaze me. I can't believe someone had the gall to do that to you. Shame on them.

Ohh. There's a lot of good webtoons out there. I don't know how people manage to come up with such unique stuff sometimes.
Seriously. There's a ton. It's really annoying using it on mobile too, and I hate using the internet version for it too, just the whole interface is just awful. I thought about putting art there, but I'm fine with just twitter/deviantart for now. It would be really annoying have to upload the same piece to so many different platforms too.
Ah, yeah. Twitter isn't so nice with art users in general. Hahaa. I feel like animation pieces are awful with that too. Unless it has a background? Idk.
I try to draw a little bit of everything for the most part. Like, I can draw weapons and stuff too, I just put it on my will not draw list... because I hate drawing them. Haha. I just obviously don't really draw nsfw stuff and anthros/animals. I can draw some cats, but nothing super amazing or anything. haha. They're just blobs when I draw them.

Oh nooooo. I've done that so many times too.
Hehehehehe. I wanted it to be yandere, and I think I tried it with numbers, but a lot of names are taken. It is twitter after all. ;;; I had "OUr crazy yandere" I think at one point, but I don't just want to focus on my comic, I wanted it to be an overall art twitter so... here I am. yuradere. /dabs.

Gosh, yeah. Playing a game and chatting with people can get pretty difficult. Sometimes you need time away from others, and talking to them and all.

Haha, true. Especially since nendroids are a thing. Or the chibi Miku type things as well. u wu
Hahah, thanks! Goodness knows I'm going to need it. SWEATS. Now I just need a chance to actually mess around with it. Weep.
Even my apartment, my hubby did all of it. He asked for my input every time, but I think I just agreed on everything that he chose. Haha.
Hehehe. I remember I did a non chibi of her too! Hehe. I treasure all art I get anyway. u wu It's a cool feeling when someone else draws your characters, you know?

Definitely chibis are much easier to draw. Especially since you don't need to worry about anatomy as much... You can kinda just wing it with chibis and be like "YUP THATS A CHIBI SO DONT JUDGE ME" At least I think so. Hehehe.
Ahhh, that would be cute! * V* I like drawing chibis + small dolls of them. I did that with the first piece I did with Arata! He's holding a wedding version of Yan. hahaha.
Ahahaha yeah. Online seems like the better option. Then maybe eventually they met up a few times to talk about things and gush about Shyla/Yan. U WU
I'm sure Arata has wandered around the dark web at some point too.

I can understand that! XD Even when I'm doing that with myself downstairs, it feels weird. Hahah.
I feel like a large portion of people do that anyway. I don't think many people really talk with others on stream, unless they're playing the same game? I think I've only seen streamers have 1 or 2 people in the chat with them, but they're quiet for the most part.

Yeah, I'm more likely to play it on the switch anyway. I don't really use the PS4 too much because hooking it up is a bother. akjdfhasd.
Seriously. Glasses are pretty annoying. I would use contacts if I could, or just get surgery. I can see ahead of me, just distance is my issue.
Thanks! It's been a lot of fun lately. :>

Yeah, I do that all the time too. I'll log out of discord and then the next day wonder why I'm not getting messages through my phone. hahaha. It's awful like that.
Yeah!! It was downpouring today on and off. A bit of thunder too, which is calming for me. Despite me being terrified of it years ago. Haha. We have an AC unit on the outside and it's fun listening to the rain hitting it when it's raining. Strong agree on that one. ;;
Awhman. That's a bit pricey. I hope you're able to get it though!

Same here, same here. I won't bother drawing something if there's too much going on. It's part of the reason I try not to underprice my art at all too. It's not worth the pixelated gold if the art is going to stress me out. adkfads.
Gosh yeah. There was so much drama about the whole thing. I wish there wasn't though, it was the first time I ever really put money into a website. My hubby did the same thing too. I think I dropped like $50 on it. ;;; I wish it was run under better circumstances. :c It was a great website.

Haha. The reason why I don't like my art used for commercial reasons is because someone commissioned me on gaia, and then after I was sketching it and stuff they were talking about how they wanted it to be a certain way to put up on their twitch and youtube account and I just... Idk. I feel really uncomfortable with it being on there. It's kinda like they lied to me, even though they really didnt? I just wish they told me ahead of time. I ended up cancelling the whole thing and they kept trying to ask me why I got so aggressive over it. Smh. Didn't think I'd need to explain why I didn't want my art used... just smooshed together with a bunch of other people.

Yeh no worries! I'll probably still be playing animal crossing on and off. There's still so much to do and I make sure I get all the event items. Haha.
I hope you are able to get it though! n ___n It's a really fun game!
Hahaha, I appreciate it! You're definitely way better at pixeling than I am, so I feel like you'd pick it up quickly. u wu

Yeah, sometimes I can't tell though and then I end up not talking with them for a few days or give blunt responses until I forget about it or brush it all. All depends on the mood I'm in too, you know? I'm a little sensitive sometimes in that aspect. I also don't like pranks at all, so anything like that and I get really angry.
Ah, fair enough. You would think that the site owner would at least ban their IP for a time in the hopes that they would learn their lesson. People really don't care though. /sighs. I don't understand how people thrive on that stuff though. It gets annoying after awhile. Maybe they didn't have anything else to do and that was their hobby? Pretty sad, but it's definitely possible. Some people get a thrill out of it, I guess? I'll never know. Haha.

I don't like showing my face at all, so any RL socials- I probably wouldn't even do that. A lot of my RL family doesn't really know about my drawing and stuff, so I definitely don't want that know at all? I mean, they know I draw, but not really the context of it. Not that my drawings are.... nsfw or anything, but it's embarrassing when they just think I'm... "normal?" It's hard to explain. It's like when those people have a "work personality" and a "at home personality" type of thing!
Hmmm, I don't think I've ever chatted either. o ___ o Kinda anxious about it. I used to do it when I played Overwatch with a few friends, but only because it's really difficult to play and type at the same time. Otherwise, I find it kinda... idk weird. I don't know what to say half the time either, so I just sit and listen. Hahahaaa. I'm just an anxious awkward person. ;;;;;
It would be much appreciated! I prefer Yura anyway. xD Less syllables too. U WU I like call you kittens, but Miku would be a cute nickname too. Heuehehehe

Yeahhh. It would be really weird. Haha. It's weird even referring to it. Like "uh... yeah.. so daddy built the house......" It's just weird. Hahaha. Usually I'm like "Yeah NAMEHERE uses the name. That player."
Wh- what's wrong with kittens??? Unless they use that name somewhere else. Ohohoho. I don't understand people sometimes. Lmao. Didn't want to call her Apple. Nice. Should have been like alright then your new name is nameless person.

Nahhh. You don't need to be! I'm pretty open about things. Not about personal RL things though, I guess. /squints.
Yeah! It's nice being back. Haha. I try and talk as often as I can, though somethings I'm not really sure what to respond to. I'm trying my best though! * U* !!! Chi is great! I missed talking to her too!

I mean, it's partially my fault, I shouldn't have clicked that tag at all to begin with, but usually the stuff there was pretty tame and funny? So I guess I didn't think much of it. It's all good! I'm not in there now, so I'm definitely safe. Now I'm working remotely too, so it's not like I need to worry about that type of stuff. u wu Definitely. The discord is pretty tame for the most part. I mean, even the other day with the womenly like stuff. Hahaha. I don't consider that to be nsfw stuff.

Ohhh. No worries, no worries!
I mean, I tried to be positive when I could, and encouraging, but it was hard when they were so negative about stuff. I can't remember if we talked about it on discord though. Bad memory is bad. At least we're all together now! : D
I've seen one person online, but they didn't chat at all. I was thinking now that Dallas and I were back, one person in particular might have, but I guess they're still bitter about things. Or maybe they're jealous because we joined back at the same time again? @ ___ @ We'll never know. Haha.
Yeah, I definitely will let you guys know! I have you and Chi added as friends, so I can always privately message you guys about any issues.
The discord was pretty chatty when we joined again. Haha. Makes me happy. = w= <3

Seriously, unless someone specifically asks about it, then I don't bother. > > ;; Even sometimes not even then, depending on how drastic it is. Like if they left out something like a marking or a necklace or something, then sure, but something major would probably piss me off. haha.
Yiiiiis.


Aaaaaa, YOU FLATTER ME. DOKI BLUSHUUUU
Gosh, I know the feeling. I barely know what to do with most of OCY. I'm like okay... what have I NOT DONE. There's no set story, but coming up with something funny every time is really tricky too. fkajsdfjksd.
I don't like instagram at all. Even my twitter is pretty dead, but I like keeping time dates of everything (the main reason I still stick with deviantart..) just to see my progress over the years. U WU
I mean, a lot of people don't draw armor at all, so it's impressive enough that you feel comfortable doing it. U WU A lot of artists (mostly on gaia that I've seen) just downright refuse to draw it. I mean, I'm awful at it myself, so that's my reason. At least I've tried though. Haha.


I had Yuracye taken on a website once, though I can't remember if I made one previously and just forgot the email/password. I was hecka confused about it though. Hahaha. I've thought about switching it up with numbers too, but using numbers bothers me sometimes. Q VQ//
I usually change a letter. Like Yundere or Yindere or Yuradere. Hahaha.
Yeah, it's crazy sometimes. I don't remembering being that bad. I don't know what they're rushing for. I read pretty quickly, so I end up missing small details, so in that sense I understand. But, I also usually re-read it a couple of times before confirming anything.

Ahh, is is really? I'll have to mess around with that, though I'm not so sure it would work well with the chibis I draw. Haha. I'd have to chibi-fy the objects a bit and mess around with the heights and perspective. aaa. So much work.
I might try and designing some of my characters rooms though- might be fun to mess around with it and get used to everything. Though, I'm awful at decorating too. rip.
Best of luck! * V* !!!
Haha, thanks. Yeah, it was a lot of fun when I first started doing them. I thought about starting them up again, but it's difficult coming up with so many poses all the time. kjhfasdkjf Especially fitting it on such a small canvas. Haha.
D'awwwh. You're too nice. akjdajfksdfsd I have fun drawing Prisma every time, so I definitely have fond memories! * V*

Yeah, if it was playing a co-op game and you needed to communicate, you kinda have no choice but to talk/use a mic. U WU
I just need to push myself to do stuff. It's the same way with drawing non-chibi things. Sometimes I'm just in the mood to draw it and I need to force myself to work on it and tweak it a lot. Normally I don't have the patience for stuff, so I go back to my stubborn ways.
Hahaha. Yeah, the axe was funny. I even liked the small portions with dolls. I was giggling while I was drawing it. I mean, i know some people won't always find it funny, but eh. I have a few followers and that makes me happy. : >
Ohhh, right right. U WU They could be family friends or something. Hmmm. I mean it would be more likely that they met online or something. xD Both were discussing "how to make a girl fall in love with you" and tried to give each other advice on a forum. Seems like the most possible candidate since they're sort of in two different areas.

Exactlyyyy. It's going pretty well so far! You had 11 people watching your stream at one point, which is pretty awesome!!!
Oh, right. Bigger companies tend to do that, you're right. u wu
I mean, I don't blame you. At least if you can see the chat you can answer questions or join along so it's not like you're talking to yourself all the time. u wu /// Mainly for streams though, it's kinda like talking to yourself, since there's no one really verbally talking to you. Hahaha.

Oh right! I'd most likely buy it on the switch, since that's the most accessible. I also have a ps4, but I ... barely use it. SWEATS. Mostly because I hate hooking up the wires and I need to move around furniture to play it. Also I need to wear my glasses and they give me a headache after awhile.;;;;; Switch is probably the better alternative if I have the funds for it. I'm preoccupied with Animal Crossing for the time being, so I'll probably play that.

Of course! I don't expect people to reply right away either! I'm usually the one who just leaves out of nowhere for awhile. I usually have discord on my phone too, but I log out sometimes so it's not going off when I'm trying to sleep or watching a show or something. uwu
I thought I would hate the sound after awhile (my ears are sensitive to sound for the most part), but I still really like it. It's almost like rainfall or small clacking. Hahah.
Awwhman, that's a shame! I'd give you a new keyboard if I could, but I only have the one. I still need to replace a bunch of old covers and stuff for my laptop too. I'm going to need it for school. Aaaaaa.

We have the same mindset. Hahaha. It's like "is my time even worth it... I could be doing so many other things."
Ooooh, I think I know what site you're talking about! I was on there for a little while too. I couldn't get into those avatars though. SMH.
I was talking about syndroneonline, but I think you had that too for a little while? Maybe not, but that was my favorite site for a really long time. I even stopped talking on gaia at one point and I became one of the staff.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. YOU'RE BEING TOO NICE TO ME. aksjdhaKSJDSHDF
No, I totally understand! I'd use my art for most things, but it would be nice showing off other people's artwork and stuff. Nah, you're good. I usually don't allow others to use my art commercially, but I'm alright with friends using it.

Yeah, I don't really understand where she was coming from. I tried to make it as best as I could, but I can't whip magic out of my butt all the time. It's not like I was like "let me make this the worst that I can." I ended up getting angry about it, ranted to my friends at the time and then just blocked her. lmao. I think she posted in the cb like "when an artist blocks you..." Might be part of the reason why I have a bad rep on gaia.
Gosh, yeah. Rainbow takes a long time to do, especially when I'm trying to shade it.. and not just with a black or dark overall color. hahahaha.

I usually try and put reminders on my phone, but I thought I would just remember it. akjdfhakjsdfa. I'm just bad with everything unless someone reminds me a few days before or something. I'm pretty sure they'd let it slide until you got used to it, or at least most places would? I'd like to think people are nice. Hahaha.
it would be worth it in the long run, probably yeah. ;;;
Hahahahah. As someone in debt... yeah. It's most of my paycheck every month. I've been able to pay the minimum amounts every month, but the interest is a lot. Time to... take out more loans for my masters degree. asdhahahahha cries.

Fair enough. I keep thinking that I want to do art streams again, but I honestly feel like it's not worth the effort.....
I hate doing freebies too, because I do one and then I'm exhausted. ;;; Doing art for long periods of time is exhausting and you have to get creative with what you're doing. I feel really awkward when I copy/paste and flip it or something too. I know a lot of artists do it, but I feel like it's cheating and the watchers are judging me. Hahahahah
I am an angry shark potato thing. HAhhahaah. I still love all the art. aaa. Good times.

HECK YEAH!!! You'll have to tell me right away because I'll pop online with you and give you the sweatshirt so you'll be fashionable right away. Hahaha.
I'd have to bug you to pixel a bunch of stuff too. Hahaha. I'm such a newbie with this stuff.

Yeah, there's tons of trolls and stuff out there. I don't know why people would want to be mean though. I mean, sometimes it's fun to tease friends and all, but going too far is just... stupid. Yeah, I'm glad they got banned. Unfortunately they still have other accounts that they actively play on, but I guess it would be too far to ban all of them, since they only made the one threat from that account.
Yeah, I'm the same way! I really don't like people knowing my name, even if I got super close with them! My name is so common though, and spelled to many different ways, so I'm sure not too many people would be able to find too much on me, but still. I don't want to take the chance.
Hahah. It's fine! I always tell people to call me by my username, but I guess they feel more comfortable using my real name when they've actually spoken to me?? It would be different I guess if people had different usernames and you weren't sure what to call them, but Yura is pretty easy, and I use it everywhere. SKJDHA WHICH REMINDS ME, one of my friends online name is "daddy" and I'm like uh.. yeah not going to call you that, so your real name it is, you have no choice SORRY.

Ohhh. Yeh, sorry! If you messaged me about it, I would have told you. You're my friend!! <3 I'm just really awkward about it, and didn't want to cause a fuss. ;;; I miss a lot of people from that group though. qv q All my other discords are dead, and yours was the only active one that I posted in all the time. aaaaa.
Ahhh, that sounds awesome! * V* /// I could have just asked to be removed from that portion of the discord, but idk. I let it slide the first time and then when I looked at it again, I left immediately. I just.. don't want to see those types of things. Especially with my career, if I were to scroll past that while I was at work or something and a kid saw it, I'm sure I'd get intro trouble. I ended up just... not opening discord while I was at work, but I'm sure my husband wouldn't be alright with that either, even if it wasn't directed towards me. Just... not my cup of tea.
I think that's around the same reason that Dallas left too, but I can't be sure since I never really asked them. > > ;;;
Ahh, I just don't want to be associated with that person at all, and I'm not comfortable being around them or chatting when they're in there. I'm sorry, they just creeped me out tbh.
Nah, I didn't want to say anything in the chat because I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but I have no problem telling you about it, especially since it was your discord. I'll try joining in again, though I'll probably be quiet if there's certain people online. > > ;;

Oh what. Haha. I mean, I can understand that. If someone is too nit picky about a FREEBIE, I'd want to stop doing it too. xDDD ahaha. I think we had a similar conversation about this recently too, yeah?
I'm always free on discord and I'll reply as soon as I can! * U* !!!

AWWW. YOU FLATTER ME. TT_____TT I've been trying to push myself to draw a couple piece for my squishy style and I assure you- Jace and Shyla would be at the top of the list. I LOVE THEM LIKE MY OWN OCS.
Ahh. Deviantart is kinda dead in my opinion. I feel like I have like... 3 active watchers. LMAO. Even on twitter, barely anyone watches me so... rip. This is why I've cycled with several different art twitters, but I SWEAR I WILL KEEP THIS ONE THIS TIME. I won't DELETE IT. SWEATS.
Fair point. Some armors do look badass too. U WU

That's the rough part about some websites, not all usernames are available. I mean, I'd love to have Yandere on most sites, but I know that that isn't possible. Hahaha. Just stick with my go-to then. (I also forget that this isn't my main account. ahAHHAHAHA /stares off into distance)
Huh. Isn't that the truth. No one likes to read anything anymore. My gosh. I'm having the same problem with my students. They keep commenting like "WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO?" And I'm like... did... did you read what it says? I've shortened it to 3 sentences.

I'll definitely need to mess around with CSP more. There's even a 3D type thing on it too? I'm not sure if that comes with the cheaper version though... I'd have to do more research again. aaaa.
I got a lot of orders for those. Haha. That's how I met two of my other gaia friends too. They ordered a whole set of things. Bahaha. Now I can't do that style anymore. Plus. I think the doll style is a lot cuter... and easier to draw since I use a base for it now. U WU

I didn't even think about the mic portion. ;;; I got a new headset piece not too long ago because it stopped picking up the mic. It's awful to type and play a game. I don't know how people would otherwise.
Awwwwh. Thanks! TT____TT !!! I wish I could do the icon again, but I've only been able to do the two so far... and they're both for my hubby. Hahaha. Fak. I think it would be too small to see though if they were uploaded to twitch anyway since the face is centered. /squints. I think that's what really holding me back.
I try my best to make it funny. asdkjfhaksjdf Doesn't always work. Haha. It suddenly got serious, so I need to be able to switch it around a bit. : p
YESSSS. I WOULD BE DOWN FOR THAT! I would need to sketch it out first, but I'd be totally okay with that! I have a small mini spring break coming up, so if you wanted to chat about designs and how they would interact from there, we could do that! * A* !!!!! Especially since we can share CSP files now. BWHAHAHHAHAHHAHA.

I totally understand. Gotta send those negative vibes OUT.
WHaat? You lost followers? I think on twitch, you're more likely to run into more people/followers since pretty much every gaming platform streams from there. You never know. U WU

Hahaha. I don't think I have the system for it anymore, it was so long ago. xD I'd have to re-buy it I guess.
I remember I just got stuck on something in 3 different parts and I hated looking it up so I just stopped playing. askdjhfaksjd.

Bahaha. I do the same thing. Or I'll start playing a game or checking my work and then I'm like.. OH WAIT I DIDN'T FINISH MY REPLY YET. aaaa
I mean.. mine just makes clicking noises, like old school computers used to so.... maybe it's not really as hip as I think it is. It's very asmr though. hahaha.
Yeah, unless I'm sleeping or working then I don't reply right away, but if I'm distracted about something I get worried. Which... happens a lot since there's so many things I need to focus on.

I try and push myself to shade, though I'm not always content with it. TT__TT I think I've gotten a bit better over time, but I'm sure if I really sat down and studied it, I'd do a lot better, but I really don't care enough. Hahah.
Gosh, yeah I know that feeling. That's why I'm usually so finicky with recolor items. I was on a website where you could choose that color you wanted to go where, and it was awesome... but it ended up closing so. WHELP. I don't have that anymore.

I try, I really do try. Haha. MAKING ME BLUSH BECAUSE YOU KEEP COMPLEMENTING MY ART. DOKIS
Ahahahah Omg. SOME PEOPLE. I can't. I had one person who ordered two pieces and she completed the trade and everything, and then two days later she sent me a message and was like "Well the second one you drew was really cute, but the one based off my avatar was really gross looking." So I was like... wha. I can't control if one is pastel cute with flowers and the other one literally is wearing a giant coat and sweatpants. LIKE WHAT DO YOU WANT. I CANT MAKE THAT CUTE. It was all in darker colors too like SMH. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU LADY, THATS YOUR AVATAR.
It's alright, I haven't really gotten too much luck either. I think it's because I price it too high? But I also put like 1-3 hours into some of these sketches to make it look nice and I feel like 500b-800b isn't enough sometimes. It's always the really detailed, multi-colored, difficult avatars that pay the exact base price too. It kills me. ;;;;

Same, I always feel like my memory is really bad. ;;; I forget small things all the time. I EVEN FORGOT ONE OF MY FRIENDS BIRTHDAYS AND IT WAS ON A DAY THAT I THOUGHT I WOULDNT FORGET. I was like heh it's pi day, how could i forget that because I'm a math nerd. HEH. AND THEN TWO DAYS LATER I WAS LIKE... I FEEL LIKE I MISSED A BIRTHDAY. /HEADDESK
I mean, usually a lot of the restaurants give you time to learn all the stuff. Sometimes they even have a little cheat sheet behind the bar. Then after you make it a certain amount of times, you just get used to making it.
omg what $200? That's insane. omg.
Yep, I feel that pain. D: I wish I didn't have to go back to school, but it's required to get my masters in my state for my career so... here I am. It's the same reason my hubby is going back to school too. x ___ x Just... so much debt all over the place. ahahahahahah ./lays down
OMG YEAH. What was that lady on? SMH. I CANT SOMETIMES.
I really hope that people are taking this whole thing seriously. I still see tons of people walking outside. It's one thing if you don't have space but.. these people have front and back yards. AKJshajkhdf. I CANT WITH THEM.

That's pretty good though! Usually when I stream, I was lucky to get 1 or 2 people, super lucky if someone actually decided to talk to me. (usually it was a friend or something who I was drawing for...)
Well, I'll try and chat more if you decide to stream! Gotta keep the people occupied! >: U
I guess it depends on the day and what people are doing...
I'm just an angry potato shark.. thing ok. HAHAHAH.

ALSO I FORGOT LAST TIME, but animal crossing (new horizons) has a galaxy sweatshirt item and I was like AAAA KITTENS WOULD HAVE LOVED THIS. I forgot to get both colors, but if you ever do get the game, I have one saved for you! >:3cccc

Yeah, no problem! Some people online are scary af. I don't understand why they'd do that type of thing, but whatever. I think their account got banned though, at least I think it did, not that they really used it since they had multiple accounts. (Did some researching myself. HEHE) Though their real name was never posted. > > ;;;
Aaaa, I hate when my hubby uses my real name now, but all the people he talks to we consider friends, so I'm slowly getting used to it. I prefer my online name over my real name though so.... RIP. I can understand it though. It's like when I'm referring to his grandparents (I call them Papa and Nan) and when I'm talking about them to others, I never use their actual names. I'm like Oh yeah- Na- I mean... his grandparents?? It's kinda awkward.

Ohh. Crap. Hahaha.
Nah, I don't care who knows. o 3o I really didn't like Zerg and when people started posting real pictures and they were completely naked, I nope'd outta there real fast. I just don't want to be associated with that type of thing, so I left. There was a bunch of people incoming too, so I stopped talking for the most part too. I just didn't feel as connected to anyone anymore or comfortable sharing anything that was mine since there was people who I've never spoken to before. q vq I'm sorry for leaving and not telling you though. I just didn't want any bad air in it, so I figured it was better to leave without saying anything.
I'm glad it picked back up again!
Ehhh. I'm sure they'll talk to you again though, no? I thought you two were really close. q vq ;; Ahh, no worries! I haven't spoken to Orville since I left the discord either. I'm not really sure what to say to them...

I r smart. Look at my deduction skills. Hehe. Q vQ I mean you're always welcome to borrow one of my OCs too! I'll never refuse some good Kittens art. * V* !!!!!!
I post a lot of my art on dA though, it's easier to sort everything since I've been on there for so long. u wu ///
I haven't done many fanart at all...That's bound to get you lots of views though! O: !! Especially if a lot of people are into the game! I know you had some of your fanart posted on that video!! HAha, that was really cool.

Yeah, it's really difficult to tell who is who. That's why I try to use the same username on pretty much everything. Hahaha. I don't have a good enough memory to remember what account goes with what anyway. That would be... too much to remember. Unless I wrote it down, and even then, I forget to look at it or copied it wrong or end up needing to change the password. It's always a hassle. /sighs.
Wh... well that's weird. I wonder why'd they do that? Unless they don't want to be known?? Which is also weird to me. Haha.

OH NOOOOO. HASHAHAHAHHA. OMG. That's hilarious. akdjfhakjsdf. xD Ahh, even if it's weird exposure, it's still something that gets views your way. Haha. Ahhhman, I won't forget that art- ever. omg. asdfhaskjdf
Awhh. Well, you could try doing it over in CSP and just messing around with it? Even if it doesn't work out, you can say you tried. Hahah.
It did turn out really well though!
Omg really?! Ahahaha. I didn't realize I've drawn that many. I know I drew like three of the smol cheeb styles waaayy back in the day. Haha.
I have a few characters of mine that I would never sell either. o 3o;; Kotomi definitely being one of them, and obviously my persona- with all the amazing potato art. Heheheh.

Yeah, or their voice is too soft/loud or just an awful voice to listen to altogether. Aaah. Some of them are too fast though and I have to keep clicking off the screen and then back onto the screen to follow the directions. It's just not... worth it. One of the ones I was watching, I needed to view it in full screen to see what was going on during the video. Needless to say, I did not master that skill or even finish the video. hahaha. Usually I just mess around with something until I get it, or I end up not bothering with it at all. /shrugs
Aaahhh. I did some icons a while before for my hubby's character- one was even animated. They turned out pretty good, but I don't think they'd ever be twitch icon worthy. ;;;
Ahhh. I usually don't actually write/draw/think about my comic until the day I need to post it. Hahaha. I don't even shade the thing and I end up using the same lineart/coloring for some of them. I'm not even sure what I would do either. /SWEATS.
Oh yeah! I forgot about that! O: I think I could work some of that in. /squints. I could see Arata and Jace getting some time to catch up and compare with the current situation in the story. NODNOD

Oh fak, really? I don't really post too much, so that would explain why. Hahaha.
Ahh, maybe people just get ocd with those things, I have no idea. //shrugs. I'm sure there's people that just jump from stream to stream looking to get the rewards from those boxes or something. That's... what happened when you opened them, yeah? I feel like that's what I remember.

D'awwwh. Thanks. Q VQ !! It's nice to have online friends, since I don't really have too many. Hahaha. <3
Oh dang. I loved the Okami game, but again... never finished it. RIP ME. I have a spiderman game that a co-worker lent me and I've probably played it for an hour. KJHAskas. Even though I have 70+ hours in Animal crossing.
I still haven't finished Kingdom heart either... and I'm pretty close to the end game content. aksjdhfasjd. /headdesk.
Ooooh, that would be fun! O: !!!

Yes, that's what I'll have to do! >:3cc

Yeah, I've never minded them too much. I usually like reading through giant posts, though a lot of people don't really... post that much either. haha. These posts take me awhile to type up too, even though I type relatively fast. It's my thoughts that need to catch up while I'm typing.
It sounds really nice on my mechanical keyboard though. HEUEHEHEH.
Ahhh, no worries no worries! I look forward to typing, it's not like I really have much to do anyway, and I reply when I can. xD It's not like discord where I feel like I need to reply right away. U WU

Same here, same here. ;;; Ahh, really? I've never thought about doing it that way. o __ o I'll have to do more experimenting with it, but I don't think I'll ever really need galaxy for too many things anyway. Sometimes I take pictures from google and just copy/paste it from there too.
Yeahh. Gaia has a lot of nice pink items but... also a lot of weird ones. There's also color combinations where you can't break it. Like pink/red/touches of BLUE outta nowhere and you're like... perfect item... but I DON'T WANT THE BLUE.

Gosh, tell me about it. I'm so annoyed at things with little details, so I know the feeling. Like when I'm drawing on the doll base, I'm like okay, I can't fit in that detail so I can leave it out.... SQUEEZES IT IN ANYWAYYYY.
If it's a freebie, I don't even ask their opinion unless it's a friend. BAHAHAHA. I'm like .. okay then u do it. LMAO. I'm that way with gaia commissions sometimes too. They don't realize that they're paying virtual currency for something that literally does nothing but provide me a pixelated item. Like... you have no say. LMAO. It's not like I'm trying to build a portfolio for my career or anything either, so they can go fish, ok.
Aaaaa. I had the same problem when I ended up killing my laptop. LMAO. I got a new screen and was like.. that's... not what I thought that color was omg. But this one is better, so I suppose it's more accurate. My old laptop was like... 7-8 years old. Bahahahaha.

Oooh, bartending is really good! My husband used to come home with a rent's worth sometimes! I mean, they're not operating now, but if you do weddings and stuff, it was good money for the most part. Or in fancy restaurants, but you'd have to get some experience first, I suppose.
Ahhhh. I'm going back to school too and I feel those pains. aksdfadsjf.
Gosh, yeah. This whole pandemic is insane. I really hope everything clears up soon. I know I've heard reports of it going on for a long time, but hopefully with everyone stuck indoors, it settles down. q ___ q I'm worried about so many people.

Aaaaa. I hope you can manage it out! Work with us here, brain! C'MON!

Oh, true true. Everyone is probably having the same idea and trying to find something to do. I wonder if there's an increase in people watching or doing stuff. > > ;;
Whaat, I think you could do it fairly well?? You already got to 50 pretty quickly!!
I'm the same way. I get bitter about things. I usually just stop playing the game altogether, unless I really like or something. Either that or I shut the person out and get mad at them.

Hahaha. One out of two isn't too bad!

Ahh, I think I removed it and made it public again. o __ o ;; There was just a mini scare with my husband where someone leaked his name + location, so I switched all my stuff to private in case they got our information or something. I think they just got his information from one of his accounts though. Ughh. Should be available now~
Dang. Eventually you'll need just a "HEY IM STREAMING" discord. Lmao.

Ehhh. There's too many accounts and things being posted for people to see it, I guess.
Ahhh, that's amazing though! It's pretty cool that you have 50+ followers too! I don't even think I have that many on my twitter or deviantart. Hahaha.

Oh gosh, yeah. People don't have the time to read anything anymore. /shrugs.
Omg hahahaa. I remember all of the streams you've done. Still can't get some of those images out of my head. You know which ones I'm talking about. LMAO. YOU DREW THEM AFTER ALL.

Ooooh. I don't think I stayed very long for it, but yeah! It was cool I got to see a bit of it. : >
That's the point of OCS, you need to make sure you're having fun with them! I don't think I'd have as nearly as many characters if that wasn't the case. Then I end up being more attached to certain ones, so I'll never let them go. Ahaha.

Ahhhh, that's scary! I think I have screens on the ones I can open, so they wouldn't be able to get out. Plus it's above the kitchen sink and they don't go on that counter, so I should be alright. That would be terrifying though. I'm glad you were able to find the cat!

Hahaha. I usually don't, but it if needs to look good, I suppose I gotta mess with it. I think you can always set it back to it's default settings? Maybe? Unless I'm thinking of something else. = w=

YEAH. Some of the tutorials are just... awful. I don't have the attention span for it or there's something that's buggy and I can't get it to work. aaaa. That's part of the reason why I usually just wing it and hope for the best. Haha.
Hmm, there's only like 3 strips of the maid comic, so it isn't too much to read. It's way too fast paced, so I think I need to work on my writing before I think about working on it again. I'm tempted to just delete the whole thing, but I like having it organized there, so it'll stay up for now, I guess. q vq
Comics are a lot of work. aaaaa. I can barely keep up with OCY, and it's only 4 panels. Haha.

Ohhhhh. OH OKAY. I didn't know they had points too, that's insane. You'd think you'd get a lot of it since you're paying for the program already, but EH.
Ohhhh ohh okay. I get it. That's pretty nifty though still, I didn't know you could do that. Especially since it keeps all the layers intact. Definitely good to know.o wo

Yeh! That's the one I was thinking of with the points and stuff! Oh. Well, that's annoying. Whelp. I guess it was meant to be streamed on twitch then. Haha.
Hey, as long as you're having fun! I'm usually into the lore in things too, but jumping right towards the end or mid-process would deter me as well. I'm really finicky with things anyway. ;;;
Haha. I've only ever finished like 4 games in my entire life. xD 2 of them being Pokemon. Which I consider "beating the elite 4" + bonus content as beating the game. I don't really think there's a "beating the game" for animal crossing, but I've seen the ending credits, so I suppose that's as far as I go, since there's no storyline. q ___ q ???
I'm still really close to finishing the fire emblem game, though I've only done one path... so not sure that really counts either. /flops.

Just gotta keep building up, I guess. q ___ q I'm not really sure how it works, but eh.

Yeah. Hahaha. I ended up throwing it in a spoiler. I know some people aren't a fan of huge posts (I've actually had someone say that they weren't going to post because of my long replies one time? ) Everyone on here is pretty friendly though, so it wasn't on this site. U WU
I don't think we'd get into trouble for it? Unless we're not allowed to chat in art forums. O __ O ;; I think we should be okay though. The mods are always around, so I'm sure they'd let us know if it wasn't allowed.

Yeah, galaxy outfits are pretty awesome! * V* I wish I could draw galaxy better though. Haha. It's a struggle to shade since I don't want to lose the glowy effect on the stars or whatever. I think I have one galaxy character... YEAH. Calla! Though I think her design is more sublte/pastel-y???
Ahhh, that's the real struggle with gaia items. ;;; I've tried making avatars based on my OCs, but I can never find matches for a lot of them, despite there being so many options.

I think it's just all in my mind. Haha. It's like I know I can't get it to be exact, and it bothers me. adkfjhasdkf. Idk.
Ohhh. Yeah, that's really tough. Even when I'm drawing myself, I feel like all the colors are off. Hahaa. Shading is annoying. ;;; I don't understand how people do highlights either though so, I'll just keep doing what I'm doing. Haha.

Aaaaa. Yeah, at least he's understanding. q vq // It's not an easy habit to kick, but I'm sure he'll find a way, yeah?
WELL YEAH. I had plans to find a new job by the end of this school year and I don't think any buildings are looking for anything now, so WHELP. Guess I'm stuck here another year. Thanks, pandemic. I suppose it's also good though since I'm going back to school too, so I'll already be comfortable with everything. ;;;
I'm awful at interviews in general, but yeah, there's no one hiring for jobs right now. Unless you look for grocery stores or something, I guess they're looking for people? Maybe not even then. I have no idea.

Ohhh, it's still cute though!
Ahhh, maybe they just had the idea in their mind? Sometimes using a base is so much easier. ahahah. Now you'd just need to add all the colors in again. Haha.

Ack, well I suppose they're trying to make small changes. Though, it's still a pretty cool system. U WU
Didn't you reach affiliate though? I thought that was for 50 followers? I could be totally wrong, but I don't really use twitch anyway. Haha.
Ah, gosh yeah. I'm awful when it comes to people telling me what to do. Even more so if I already know how to generally play the character. I'll literally stop playing if someone tells me I'm doing something wrong. ahahaha.

Ohhh. Definitely yandere vibes! O: