I have always wanted to do this career. Always.
Now that I'm 6 years in, I hate it.
Idk if it's this group. idk if it's the ridiculous demands. Idk if it's the micromanaging...
but I do know that I'm miserable.
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Feeling cold all the time stresses me the eff out. Why am I like this!
Always ping me please. 
i struggle a lot with mental illness and trauma behind closed doors. i've been diagnosed with three different illnesses, but i'm scared they won't go away and my diagnosis will change to some disorder that scares everyone away from me.
You know today's gonna be bad when you stumble walking up stairs from a tiled room and your first thought once your body automatically catches itself from falling is "god, I wish I'd fallen and split my head open"
I saw something. I saw someone I love hurt. It shook my whole core. I dont want to say details. But I cannot sleep and I close my eyes and they wont stop crying. I'm trying to be strong. My chest feels so tight. I love you.
Thank you for all this love Universe. Thank you for the protection. Thank you for these people you send to me. I use to feel alone not being close to my blood family. But I forgot the universe always takes care of you. Thank you.
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I had my first dream in Japanese since moving back to America. :’)
It was a happy dream because I got to converse and meet my favorite students again. ^^ And even though I can’t see their faces in my mind when I’m awake, it’s good to know my brain still remembers how they look like while I’m dreaming.
It was a happy dream because I got to converse and meet my favorite students again. ^^ And even though I can’t see their faces in my mind when I’m awake, it’s good to know my brain still remembers how they look like while I’m dreaming.
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I love my boyfriend and would love to spend the rest of my life with him, but not married. I don't want marriage or children, but my boyfriend does. I'm dreading the day he decides to break up with me because of it. After six years it will really be painful.
@ me to get my attention or I probably won't respond
I was in love with a guy... but never really loved him
I loved the idea of him being my boyfriend when the reality we never really talk much
I guess I let my fantasies get the best of me and now I'm trying to move on from it
Leasson learned; Never let these small crushes turn into obsession
It freakin sucks
I loved the idea of him being my boyfriend when the reality we never really talk much
I guess I let my fantasies get the best of me and now I'm trying to move on from it
Leasson learned; Never let these small crushes turn into obsession
It freakin sucks
last week i tried to off myself, but i couldn't get that right either. it feels like I'm walking down a never ending halfway and i am losing myself. i keep slipping. and I'm running out of time.
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im sorry i cannot be there to pray for you in circle. I send out my prayer to you and your journey. Much love.
I want to be happy and I want to move on.
But a lot of the time I feel burdened by everything
But a lot of the time I feel burdened by everything
I heard her voice! I heard her voice and saw her face! She sent me a video! She said she missed me so much and hello!... I could not stop crying. I cried. I cried because I missed a year not seeing her. I missed out. But I love her. I love her so much. And I think she is back to herself that is why she decided to send me this video/gift. I love you.
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I'm just so happy you are finally out of my life. You've been toxic and disgusting for a long time now and somehow I was too blind to see it. You have destroyed a part of me and it's going to take a long time to get it back, but I am doing SO much better without you. I hope I never see you again.
Also F you for trying to sell my dog while I was at work!!
Self,
Way to go, idiot.
Your stupidity is going to push away the only person who actually loves you as you are.
By how you can be when you're being stupid and scared.
So now, you're even more scared.
Just trash this life and get a new one.
Maybe someone will remember your old one, and still want you afterward.
You broke off the part of your soul that was the strongest, and sent it away.
He only hopes that whatever is left, is strong enough to live at all.
Prove to him that it is.
In tatters,
You
Way to go, idiot.
Your stupidity is going to push away the only person who actually loves you as you are.
By how you can be when you're being stupid and scared.
So now, you're even more scared.
Just trash this life and get a new one.
Maybe someone will remember your old one, and still want you afterward.
You broke off the part of your soul that was the strongest, and sent it away.
He only hopes that whatever is left, is strong enough to live at all.
Prove to him that it is.
In tatters,
You
Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, let us fly to bounty land~~
Közi (“Kouji.”)
He/him
Sometimes I wish you were dead.
And I know I shouldn't feel that way about anyone, but you're actually evil and everyone around you would be better off if you were gone.
You make everyone's life miserable.
You're a terrible person, and don't deserve even half the kindness you've been shown.
By anyone.
And I know I shouldn't feel that way about anyone, but you're actually evil and everyone around you would be better off if you were gone.
You make everyone's life miserable.
You're a terrible person, and don't deserve even half the kindness you've been shown.
By anyone.
TSUN ★ TSUN ★ TSUN (≖︿≖✿)
Soooo I found out earlier today that Kobe Bryant died along with his 13 year old daughter. I’m not a basketball fan, but this news really really hurt me because I’ve always heard about how solid a dude he was. Heard his daughter was also a star player, and had so much potential... My heart hearts for his wife and daughters, and for everyone else grieving him...
It sucks that the good people always seem to be the ones who leave too soon, yet all the evil people get to live to a nice, ripe old age where they keep hurting people. ): Life is really not fair.
It sucks that the good people always seem to be the ones who leave too soon, yet all the evil people get to live to a nice, ripe old age where they keep hurting people. ): Life is really not fair.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.