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Voltie Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/12 07:38:37 )
I have this... really irrational fear of choking on pills... every time I take meds I have to kick my phobia into a corner before I can actually manage to even attempt to swallow it... I'm pretty sure the stress makes me do it wrong so it goes down horribly, and sometimes I just spit it back out bc I didn't remove all of my anxiety beforehand, and if I put it on the wrong part of my tongue I get half of a fake gag reflex and hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i hate pills
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Donator — He/Him Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/12 23:17:16 )
yikes yikes yikes

why are people so... ugh... ???

"bihets need to be stopped"

yikes! just because someone is BISEXUAL. Meaning they like TWO OR MORE GENDERS. and HAPPENS to be dating the opposite gender, DOES NOT MAKE THEM STRAIGHT!!!!

get your biphobia out of here.
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Donator Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/13 05:18:04 )


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Donator Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/14 10:46:42 )


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Donator — He/They Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/14 12:39:08 )
On my entire day off, I got absolutely nothing done. Didn't even so much as go outside. Didn't fill out applications, didn't draw, didn't go to the store. I just did not want to do anything, so I didn't. And I feel gross for it, but not nearly as bad as I probably should. Oh, well. And now I'm doing something even dumber and trying to stay up all day to get things done in the time when I would normally be sleeping instead.
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Donator — Winchester Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/15 11:06:52 )
We’ll carry on


When the police came to us that my father died, I didn’t cry. It took me months before I cried for the first time about it.
When my mother died, I cries twice before she was buried. Once right after she passed away, with my brother and the other time right before her funeral with a life long friend.


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Donator — Frog bless Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/16 19:44:09 )


If I help you I'll resent you, if I don't I'll feel guilty. The only thing I know for sure is that I miss you.


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Voltie — Princess Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/16 21:02:50 )

I confess that I might be turning into an old fart. I have lost patience with competitive games and prefer to play games that are more stimulating for my mind. I find competitive games to be chasing your tail and running around in circles with no real progression. Why get skilled at something that doesn't mean anything when you could be bettering yourself in other ways? The toxic communities make it hard to enjoy the game and it might even be making me a worse person instead of better. Sure you can convince yourself you are above it all, but when you surround yourself with all of it for multiple hours a day its hard to not let it become a part of you and how you interact with the world.

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Always ping me please.

Donator Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/17 06:41:42 )


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Donator Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/18 06:04:31 )


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Voltie Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/19 21:07:50 )
I had, like, eight cheese sticks last night. So many calories. :'^|
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Voltie Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/20 07:23:30 )
I've heard of your declining health only in hushed conversations.
Today I've been told of your passing. And although I'd resigned myself to the inevitability of it, the tears still came...

The last time I saw you I didn't know it would be the last. But I'm grateful to have only known you while you were in high spirits, all the way to the end...

When I see you tomorrow, I hope that I can leave remembering all the great that you've done, and all the kindness you've shown me and our family...

You're in a better place. You're no longer in pain. I have to keep telling myself that.
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Voltie Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/20 10:55:11 )
I care less and less about things every day. Despite being in a constant state of stress, it's like all of it just comes out physically now. My body is falling apart, but my mind is going numb. I'm so overwhelmed, I'm looking to anything, anything at all for an escape or a change of pace...
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Donator — What The- Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/20 23:06:11 )

Fartsy Says:
I wish I never existed. Because now I fear the day I stop existing.
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Voltie Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/21 00:42:22 )
Inseparable from my heart, the scent of a bitter lemon
Until the rain stops falling, I can't return;
Like one half of a fruit sliced in two,
Even now, you are my light...
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Donator — He/Him Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/21 03:15:43 )
"I like talking to you" well, do you really though? because I always seem to be the one to initiate any conversation... so... let's see what happens if I stop initiating the conversation for a while.

*month goes by without them saying anything to me*

yeah, see, that's what I thought. You don't actually seem to want to talk to me.

whatever. :/
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Ping me!

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Voltie Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/21 07:02:57 )
Knowing that no one will ever care about me as much as I care about myself just makes me care about myself less.
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Donator — Fluffywuff Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/24 13:00:01 )
Lately I find myself wishing she had taken it with her.
Instead of leaving it, foolishly fluttering away in my chest.


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Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, let us fly to bounty land~~


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Donator Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/26 04:00:35 )


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pls don't

Donator — He/They Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/01/27 05:53:55 )
I secretly get butthurt every time I see my coworkers driving off together at the end of the night. Nobody ever invites me. :^(
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