I'm really not enjoying college so far. I'm basically only going because I have no other choice. I don't have any skills that would really help me in the career force, so as much as I would love to finally be done with school, I have to go. I feel like a useless manbaby because I can't hardly take care of myself or do any sort of real work, the only things I'm sort of good at are drawing and voice acting. I can't miss my first week of class but I already want to skip a day because I'm so overwhelmed. I told my parents I wasn't ready and they basically told me to suck it up and go or get a job (and I've never had a job before so that's not likely to happen easily). I'm just so sick of school, I spent my entire life in school and somehow I'm weird for not wanting to waste another 8 years or so of my life chained to a desk. And then this all is happening immediately after my parents tell me they're getting divorced, my cat runs away, having to move away from my childhood home, and my boyfriend and I break up. I'm basically ready to go back to bed and never leave. Nothing would make me happier right now than to just sleep for a whole month.

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