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I am truly, genuinely, so deeply unhappy...
I am truly, genuinely, so deeply unhappy...
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My depression has gotten worse over the past year and most days I don't want to continue trying anymore...
My depression has gotten worse over the past year and most days I don't want to continue trying anymore...
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I feel like my life is useless. I've gotten nothing out of this life that makes me feel fulfilled.
I feel like my life is useless. I've gotten nothing out of this life that makes me feel fulfilled.
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I hate this feeling, but it's a feeling I live with everyday. I'll keep it vague on here, but this isn't even the bulk of my thoughts.
The negativity has been taking over and I'm afraid some day I'll completely succumb to it.
I hate this feeling, but it's a feeling I live with everyday. I'll keep it vague on here, but this isn't even the bulk of my thoughts.
The negativity has been taking over and I'm afraid some day I'll completely succumb to it.
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I just want to be happy...
I don't think that will be possible for my life.
I want better for myself, but no matter how hard I try, better doesn't want me.
I'm tired of trying. Some days I want to give up on existing.
I just want to be happy...
I don't think that will be possible for my life.
I want better for myself, but no matter how hard I try, better doesn't want me.
I'm tired of trying. Some days I want to give up on existing.
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Someday I hope to feel better mentally, but for now that doesn't seem like it'll happen anytime soon.
Someday I hope to feel better mentally, but for now that doesn't seem like it'll happen anytime soon.
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Until then, I shall continue to burry my thoughts and feelings and distract myself with music.
Until then, I shall continue to burry my thoughts and feelings and distract myself with music.
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My anxiety doesn't seem to help the situation, either. My anxiety has my thoughts going a mile a minute, and often times I don't even know what I'm thinking about because there's so much going on.
My anxiety doesn't seem to help the situation, either. My anxiety has my thoughts going a mile a minute, and often times I don't even know what I'm thinking about because there's so much going on.
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I tire myself out from worrying myself so much, that mentally I shut down and become numb. And I think the depression causes me to feel physically numb. Idk. Depression and anxiety are like the awful tag-team, dynamic duo that are ruining my life. I've let them have control over me for too long and at this point they're winning. :/
I tire myself out from worrying myself so much, that mentally I shut down and become numb. And I think the depression causes me to feel physically numb. Idk. Depression and anxiety are like the awful tag-team, dynamic duo that are ruining my life. I've let them have control over me for too long and at this point they're winning. :/
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My next door neighbor is starting to become annoying, highkey. Idk if he has a roommate or a girlfriend or what, but lately in the mornings and throughout the day I’ll hear him and someone else talking in their bathroom, which can get annoying after a while (especially in the morning). Around 8:30am this morning I could hear him and someone else talking and next thing I know, I heard pounding coming from his bathroom. Idk if one of them were pounding on the sink or what, but it’s too early for that shit. Why are we being loud and annoying in the morning??
My next door neighbor is starting to become annoying, highkey. Idk if he has a roommate or a girlfriend or what, but lately in the mornings and throughout the day I’ll hear him and someone else talking in their bathroom, which can get annoying after a while (especially in the morning). Around 8:30am this morning I could hear him and someone else talking and next thing I know, I heard pounding coming from his bathroom. Idk if one of them were pounding on the sink or what, but it’s too early for that shit. Why are we being loud and annoying in the morning??
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I think my neighbor might be living with a girlfriend or something, cause when I came home from work I heard him and a girl talking in their bathroom followed by some pounding. Idk if one of them pounded on the wall or the sink, but I heard it clear into my bathroom. If they're going to continue being like this then I can already tell they're going to annoy the fuck out of me.
I think my neighbor might be living with a girlfriend or something, cause when I came home from work I heard him and a girl talking in their bathroom followed by some pounding. Idk if one of them pounded on the wall or the sink, but I heard it clear into my bathroom. If they're going to continue being like this then I can already tell they're going to annoy the fuck out of me.
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Like, I already can't stand living under homie above me and homie to the left of me. Now I have to deal with this dude (homie to the right).
Like, I already can't stand living under homie above me and homie to the left of me. Now I have to deal with this dude (homie to the right).
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Anyway, time to ignore the world by watching Bad Girls Club and eating Chipotle.
Anyway, time to ignore the world by watching Bad Girls Club and eating Chipotle.
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The animation in Avatar: The Last Airbender is so beautiful.
The animation in Avatar: The Last Airbender is so beautiful.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.