Ark's Post-A-Lot - Voltra Online

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It’s like everyone around me can get what they want so effortlessly, yet I have to work twice as hard to still end up with nothing.

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I’m just in my feelings because I’m unhappy with my life and I don’t feel like it’s going anywhere.

I’m tired of trying.

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Like seriously, why am I not good enough?

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Also, when will I be able to start my new job?

I got hired on a little over a month ago and haven’t started working because their hiring process has been taking too long.

At this point I’m starting to lose interest and no longer want to work there. They haven’t even given me a start date yet.

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Between waiting to hear back from school and waiting to start at this new job, PLUS having to wait on both to determine when/ where/ and if/ I’ll move out, is all driving me fucking crazy. Mentally I’m going crazy.

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I honestly hate where my life is at right now. I’ve been trying so hard to get something new for myself and yet the new shit has yet to happen. It’s all stressing me out, causing me to mentally shut down.

I feel like I’m going through the motions, like a zombie while life passes me by.

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I’m so fucking bored.

I hope I hear some type of good news tomorrow…

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Bro, I’m so BOOOORRED

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I’m hoping for good news next week….

I’m literally begging.

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I'm.... really tempted to just take a shot and apply for a new apartment. If I keep waiting then I'll probably never get a chance to move out.

I'm just really nervous ;---; Last year when I applied for an apartment I got rejected, and that apartment cost waaaaayyyy less than what this one costs. I got rejected even with a co-signer!