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It's so sore, I don't know how to properly make it better.
It's so sore, I don't know how to properly make it better.
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I genuinely hate it when people use "..." when talking to me. Shit triggers/annoys me so much.
I genuinely hate it when people use "..." when talking to me. Shit triggers/annoys me so much.
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For the love of gawd and the sake of my sanity, I hope I hear something today. SOMETHING.
For the love of gawd and the sake of my sanity, I hope I hear something today. SOMETHING.
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I’m getting so tired of waiting.
If I haven’t gotten accepted then just tell me already instead of having me wait so long.
That little bit of hope I’ve been holding on to is starting to wiggle its way out of my grasp.
I’m losing hope.
I’m getting so tired of waiting.
If I haven’t gotten accepted then just tell me already instead of having me wait so long.
That little bit of hope I’ve been holding on to is starting to wiggle its way out of my grasp.
I’m losing hope.
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I’m tired of settling.
I’m tired of giving so much of myself and my time to others.
I’m tired.
I’m tired of settling.
I’m tired of giving so much of myself and my time to others.
I’m tired.
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Yeah, so since it’s very obvious that I will not be getting accepted this year, I’m either gonna look at the application requirements to see about re-applying for next year (if the new applications have been posted). Or I’m probably gonna try my chances at a school back at home.
Fuck it.
Yeah, so since it’s very obvious that I will not be getting accepted this year, I’m either gonna look at the application requirements to see about re-applying for next year (if the new applications have been posted). Or I’m probably gonna try my chances at a school back at home.
Fuck it.
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I’m gonna try doing research on another career field I could try that won’t take nearly as long to get in to, or won’t require as much effort as I’ve been putting into this dental shit.
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I’m gonna try doing research on another career field I could try that won’t take nearly as long to get in to, or won’t require as much effort as I’ve been putting into this dental shit.
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Actually utilize my animation degree somehow, or try going back for my master’s in illustration. OR just pursue an actual degree in illustration instead.
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Actually utilize my animation degree somehow, or try going back for my master’s in illustration. OR just pursue an actual degree in illustration instead.
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I certainly can’t be a barista forever.
And I don’t like my dental assistant job that much.
I certainly can’t be a barista forever.
And I don’t like my dental assistant job that much.
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It’s crazy to me how much and how long I have to wait before hearing back from anything.
School? Nothing.
Apartment? Nothing.
It’s crazy to me how much and how long I have to wait before hearing back from anything.
School? Nothing.
Apartment? Nothing.
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I had a dream that I got accepted, only to wake up and see that I’m still waitlisted. ;—;
I had a dream that I got accepted, only to wake up and see that I’m still waitlisted. ;—;
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Honestly, at this point it’s 100% guaranteed that I won’t get accepted. I still haven’t heard anything back, and will most likely, most definitely, not hear anything back at this point, so I may as well give it up.
It’s a hard pill to swallow, I’ll tell you that.
I don’t want to admit that I won’t be getting accepted again.
I don’t want to come to terms with it.
I don’t want to have to reapply next year.
I’m so numb.
Honestly, at this point it’s 100% guaranteed that I won’t get accepted. I still haven’t heard anything back, and will most likely, most definitely, not hear anything back at this point, so I may as well give it up.
It’s a hard pill to swallow, I’ll tell you that.
I don’t want to admit that I won’t be getting accepted again.
I don’t want to come to terms with it.
I don’t want to have to reapply next year.
I’m so numb.
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I feel so numb and sick to my stomach.
I feel so numb and sick to my stomach.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.