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So, today I had an auto accident and although I should be relieved and really elated at the fact that I am not worse off for ware, or really just feeling glad to be alive I am having a hard time shaking this sense of guilt, failure and overall just bad vibes. There were a number of things in hind sight that I didn't handle properly, things I forgot to do, or remove from the car or just calling folks in the correct order. Then there are all those icky feelings, like I am inconveniencing everyone because I can't take care of my usual duties....or just financially bringing about a burden. This is the first time I was cited in an accident so there is that too...Things could be so much worse and it is like I can't see the forest for the trees, and then I feel bad about the fact that I feel bad.
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My mom died In June but some part of me refuses to believe she is dead and still expects her to show up or call..I know she is gone because i saw her be buried I watched her last breathe but its like i cant accept it at all.
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im half awake between reading a bunch of new sign-ups and waking up from a horribly realistic nightmare that this all went downhill
Im really glad the former is the reality YIKES (I think... I need to check again...)
can my brain pls let me sleep tho this is the 3rd nightmare I've had this week about the same topic hhh
Im really glad the former is the reality YIKES (I think... I need to check again...)
can my brain pls let me sleep tho this is the 3rd nightmare I've had this week about the same topic hhh
Here in the darkness I know myself
I’m afraid to let you in, let anyone in.
I don’t want to feel the pain anymore.
Can’t break free until I let it go.
Let me go..
Let me go..
edit bc im not brave enuff:
i have an automatic air freshener in my bathroom and when it goes off it scares me every time
i have an automatic air freshener in my bathroom and when it goes off it scares me every time
Millet, spilling the tea: Client at work showed me a picture of their conure. I was mortified and had to fake a smile.Their bird is in an incredibly small cage and I could see its feeding bowl of seed witha ton of sunflower seeds...which isn’t an appropriate diet for parrots... it’s not my place to point these things out though and in the past when I have tried to politely educate.../ it was quickly met with defensive angst and something something I’m too obsessed with birds. *sigh* hurts my heart man. A majority of bird owners don’t have a clue how to take care of their birds. Switches to anxiety when someone happily announces to me the bird lover ‘Oh hey I have a bird’. And they want some kinda positive response from me. It’s super stressful lol. I confess I wish less people owned birds.
You lied to me today, and because of your lie you are now in the ICU. You said you lied because you “ Didn’t want to be bothered, “ which really bothers me. I’m mad, so angry and I know I shouldn’t be, but I am.
Foever in my heart
Spookums 11/25/18
Angus 6/23/19
Mom 6/29/19
Dad 11/29/2021
Spookums 11/25/18
Angus 6/23/19
Mom 6/29/19
Dad 11/29/2021
Everyone I talk to always has better friends...
I wish I had a best friend.
Even sometimes just a friend.
But it really feels like no one even likes me.
I try so hard to be friendly, I really do. I'm just doomed to be lonely.
I wish I had a best friend.
Even sometimes just a friend.
But it really feels like no one even likes me.
I try so hard to be friendly, I really do. I'm just doomed to be lonely.
We’ll carry on
When everyone share their loving feelings and you just feel
goddamnit
i want to leave feh hell
but i can't
gotta scrape together orbs to get my faves in january....... fml
i want to leave feh hell
but i can't
gotta scrape together orbs to get my faves in january....... fml
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pls don't
My mom is having surgery today. It's just a knee replacement and I shouldn't be worried, but this has been the worst year of my life and I'm irrationally afraid of lots of things right now. I'm trying to act like everything is normal, but I'm also terrified of the worst case scenario. ._. I don't think I could handle if something happened to her.
Mallow
TumbleweedMy Sons
pro-tip: sell ur eggs first before doing that
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.