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me + rereading Tokyo Ghoul manga = a really bad idea
especially since
I think that was the first time a character death tore me up so badly. I think it was two weeks before I came out of it. I..cried...? I hardly ever cry but I cried over a character I thought had died....this was several years ago.... A couple of months after that.... I found out about the :RE manga existing and...my world shattered again
I only found out about it because I'd been checking the character's wiki page...they were listed as dead before....then a month or two later I checked it and it was listed as alive...I....maybe I'm stupid for being so attached to a character but...also...after finding out they were alive...it was like...I mourned but they weren't dead...I just thought they were...it hurt...
I mean, i know its stupid to mourn fictional characters I guess but.
ugh
Whenever I speak of Tokyo Ghoul I always have to take steps back and think everything over in my mind for several minutes before I can ever come out with something coherent
I...can't say I love Tokyo Ghoul. I doubt it'll be listed among manga I love. But I will list it among manga I've read. I don't hate it. I don't love it...I can't. It's too real to...I mean, realistic.
It's one of the mangas I've read that has affected me a lot, and not many can get to me like it does. I probably haven't stumbled across more that can do that but....I don't think I want to.
I mean....I'm....sort of glad I know about Tokyo Ghoul....but at the same time, sometimes I...
It hurts too much
But it's fictional
It hurts
How can a fictional story hurt this much? Is something wrong with me?
I...don't think I'll be able to watch the anime...all the sounds and colour would....compress everything again and...
idk
sorry
idk what I'm saying
idk why I'm saying this here
probably makes no sense since my mind is so jumbled
sorry
I shouldn't have downloaded the app game on a whim
I shouldn't have reread the manga because of the game
Why did it come back to this?
especially since
I think that was the first time a character death tore me up so badly. I think it was two weeks before I came out of it. I..cried...? I hardly ever cry but I cried over a character I thought had died....this was several years ago.... A couple of months after that.... I found out about the :RE manga existing and...my world shattered again
I only found out about it because I'd been checking the character's wiki page...they were listed as dead before....then a month or two later I checked it and it was listed as alive...I....maybe I'm stupid for being so attached to a character but...also...after finding out they were alive...it was like...I mourned but they weren't dead...I just thought they were...it hurt...
I mean, i know its stupid to mourn fictional characters I guess but.
ugh
Whenever I speak of Tokyo Ghoul I always have to take steps back and think everything over in my mind for several minutes before I can ever come out with something coherent
I...can't say I love Tokyo Ghoul. I doubt it'll be listed among manga I love. But I will list it among manga I've read. I don't hate it. I don't love it...I can't. It's too real to...I mean, realistic.
It's one of the mangas I've read that has affected me a lot, and not many can get to me like it does. I probably haven't stumbled across more that can do that but....I don't think I want to.
I mean....I'm....sort of glad I know about Tokyo Ghoul....but at the same time, sometimes I...
It hurts too much
But it's fictional
It hurts
How can a fictional story hurt this much? Is something wrong with me?
I...don't think I'll be able to watch the anime...all the sounds and colour would....compress everything again and...
idk
sorry
idk what I'm saying
idk why I'm saying this here
probably makes no sense since my mind is so jumbled
sorry
I shouldn't have downloaded the app game on a whim
I shouldn't have reread the manga because of the game
Why did it come back to this?
For a price, at least~
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