Eruca's posts

@Another Movie Addict: oh no.... It the pandemic lasts too long, you might have to make it a 2022 calendar......

Recently, I've been thinking "i wanna die" pretty often. but i don't really want to die. I just want to be outside of time.

IU writing songs on topics I really care about.

@Another Movie Addict: some psychologists say that true happiness is in anticipation so... Delay is more anticipation is more happiness.

Some psychologists are also freakin weirdos.

It's a tough situation.

I think you're absolutely justified in being concerned. Acting like you already have the virus is the responsible thing to do but social distancing is only at least 6 feet away. If y'all need to meet people in person, it's possible but so awkward you might as well just call.

On the olde other hand, being family means accepting their diseases. Ew! Here's a thoughtful article in the Atlantic about family&coronavirus. It might not contain anything you don't already know, but you might find some other insight in it none the less.

1. Not going outside.
2. Having a window.

Someone hacked me and changed my username! *Panic.

It actually doesn't look too bad, I'm considering keeping it.

Breathing outside air through a window.
Questioning whether the shut-in life is for me after all.
Being thankful for having a window.

@MoodyBats: well, you never know. :P
It's true that going to large scale concerts like those is something particularly privileged people can do... not just the monetary investment but also the time sink that is lining up for tickets and coordinating the whole process. I've only been to one in my life so...
@Another Movie Addict: can relate. I hope they're just delayed and not cancelled forever... Hang in there! TT

@Xanthan: i see i see! That would be pretty interesting.
it was either that or healing through sex but the implications on what those podcasts would look like are pretty different.

There's a lot I want to do... But I keep stopping myself... For things I *should* do...

@MoodyBats: hahahaha so no missing out for you! There's always good that rolls in with the bad.
Don't give up forever, I'm sure they'll be around for a while and so will you. Tbh the only reason I could get tickets is because my friends are serious armys. Lol. Doesn't hurt to have friends.

@Xanthan: what's sex therapy?

Just feel bad in general today...

@MoodyBats: yeah I get that. All the boys are so talented & charming in their own way.

Sucks that their concerts have to be cancelled though. coronavirus honestly screwed up so many of my spring/summer plans.

Luckily, I really enjoy spending time indoors by myself.

@MoodyBats: yesss! Is he your bias?