Eruca's posts

@MoodyBats: my, my, who is the pretty porcelain man that looks like BTS's Suga in your signature?

@Xanthan: have you any thought of actually starting a youtube channel?

I so feel burdened by communication...
But then when I extricate myself from it completely, I want it in my life again... Maybe it'll pass, maybe it's a phase, maybe I'm just not cut out for it.

Forking shirt!

@Xanthan: that's a cute idea for a youtube video actually!

@Glume: carrion sounds like something I'd like. There was this prince damacy game that was like that. I enjoyed it very much.

I find straight forward arcade games a little bit easier to enjoy now since it requires very little emotional investment. But the danger is quitting within the 1st 5min. 😂

@Xanthan: they're all very closely linked to eachother, in real life. 👍

A few years ago, I started having this experience: I look at my games library and want to play none of them, so I go onto the store and browse games and want to play none of them. Eventually, I'd pick one to play and I'd be bored and irritated in 10min...
Gaming used to be a huge part of my life, so noticing this trend was pretty distressing for me.

Maybe I'll pick up some of these and actually enjoy them now that I can't do much of anything else. 😂

I do it in sections, and sometimes a section can take me days because I'm a huge procrastinator, but the key is to do it so you can keep going and not give up. Sometimes just emotionally dealing with the change takes me a few days.

Also, it sounds like you're struggling with decluttering rather than cleaning per se. I think cleaning and decluttering are 2 different businesses. I need to declutter before I clean but decluttering means letting go of stuff, so there's a pang of loss mixed in with the satisfaction of actually seeing some surfaces and reclaiming my space when I do it. Lol. Cleaning just feels good and it has a sense of urgency from seeing the nasty stuff left behind that decluttering almost never has (but then again, I have hoarder tendencies, so).

It sounds like you're starting out already wanting space. If I may make a suggestion, instead of making a pile of things to discard, pick a few items and actually discard them. Take them to an outside garbage so it's out of your space. If there's piles for give/sell/donate/find-space-for-these-in-kitchen, put them in bags by category so their space is confined. For me, re-drawing boundaries in my space and redefining how my things belong in these boundaries helps a lot with reorganizing them.

Imho now is the perfect time to play the new animal crossing game. That's big money right there. They gotta stay open for a week at least so all the apocalypse gamers and stock up, like the apocalypse butt wipers did.

@Amber Lynne: LMAO! you and me both!

@Totalanimefan: that is certainly a true fact. lol

@Lucifera: Doesn't that get kinda expensive? :o
just wondering for my mother who hoards masks and uses them like once in a blue moon.... :\ As if they don't go bad or something?

@Count Trashula: that's exactly what I was thinking. lmao
also, why would people think the police have toilet paper? /confused

@Lucifera: Hm, I haven't had that experience with face masks yet. Aha.
How often do you use it?

@Amber Lynne: Much as I can! Luckily, my lifestyle is pretty conducive to social distancing. Hahahaha.
Are you well?

literally just asked. lol i meant with regards to the pandemic.