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Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Oh yeah, definitely. I could never do that job.
People tell me I'm easy to talk to, but I usually try to find ways to help.
Sometimes there just isn't anything I can do aside from listening,
but I always feel guilty for not being able to do more for them than that.
I got super overloaded last week, and had to give my brain and heart some space. It sucks.
But sometimes we all need it.
Hopefully everyone will snap back stronger.
People tell me I'm easy to talk to, but I usually try to find ways to help.
Sometimes there just isn't anything I can do aside from listening,
but I always feel guilty for not being able to do more for them than that.
I got super overloaded last week, and had to give my brain and heart some space. It sucks.
But sometimes we all need it.
Hopefully everyone will snap back stronger.
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Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Yeah, that would be awesome, if I could figure out a way to do it privately.
Even so, the place said my doctor is currently on "vacation", so I'm hoping she didn't get sick. :<
Even so, the place said my doctor is currently on "vacation", so I'm hoping she didn't get sick. :<
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Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Pretty much, yeah. I wouldn't be comfortable with that type of conversation being over the phone, anyway.
Too much of it relies on body language and observations. But if it's all you can do, then it\s all you can do. :/
The world does slowlyyyyy seem to be showing change, which is good.
It will never be easy, though. Change never is.
Too much of it relies on body language and observations. But if it's all you can do, then it\s all you can do. :/
The world does slowlyyyyy seem to be showing change, which is good.
It will never be easy, though. Change never is.
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Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: I have a therapist, but I've had to stop going since the clinic closed temporarily due to COVID-19. :/
They are only doing tele-calls and appointments right now, but unfortunately I cannot guarantee that my calls would be private,
so it's been pretty difficult.
I'm sure things will get better. These past few weeks have been really rough, especially this past week.
I hope you're doing alright.
They are only doing tele-calls and appointments right now, but unfortunately I cannot guarantee that my calls would be private,
so it's been pretty difficult.
I'm sure things will get better. These past few weeks have been really rough, especially this past week.
I hope you're doing alright.
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Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Yeah, maybe I should change doctors or something. The talking is nice while I'm there, but that feeling vanishes as soon as I leave. And it ends up feeling even worse. Like a tease. :/
A lot of my issue comes from my living situation, but it would be nice to get a proper night's sleep while I get my sh** together in the interim.
And no problem! You can post here whenever you want. :3
A lot of my issue comes from my living situation, but it would be nice to get a proper night's sleep while I get my sh** together in the interim.
And no problem! You can post here whenever you want. :3
Posted in Therapeutic
Posted 5 years ago
@Miss Sandman: Haha, I appreciate your honesty XDD;;
Posted in .:: ♡ Közi’s Magical Sweets Shoppe ♡ ::.
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: I didn't even know there were single use ones. That sounds godly. x_x;;
Even if it just means to get a real night's sleep and wake up okay, for once.
That's so awesome that his company is matching it! That's good to see.
Ours won't, but they got hit pretty hard from CV-19, and are really up-arsed right now about finances. :/
If they decide to match it, though, I'll definitely go for it! :3
ALSO YAYYYYY MY HANGOUT STOLE YOUR POST XD muahahahaha
Even if it just means to get a real night's sleep and wake up okay, for once.
That's so awesome that his company is matching it! That's good to see.
Ours won't, but they got hit pretty hard from CV-19, and are really up-arsed right now about finances. :/
If they decide to match it, though, I'll definitely go for it! :3
ALSO YAYYYYY MY HANGOUT STOLE YOUR POST XD muahahahaha
Posted in Therapeutic
Posted 5 years ago
@Lilykin: boop
@Miss Sandman: boop
Yeah, I mostly use it just for family, and a few scarce (some slightly toxic) IRL coworkers/"friends."
And even then, a lot of the family members on there, unfortunately aren't the... most agreeable on currents events, if you get my meaning.
#farmtownproblems
But yeah, 100% going to try muting people. Sounds great. XD
@Miss Sandman: boop
Yeah, I mostly use it just for family, and a few scarce (some slightly toxic) IRL coworkers/"friends."
And even then, a lot of the family members on there, unfortunately aren't the... most agreeable on currents events, if you get my meaning.
#farmtownproblems
But yeah, 100% going to try muting people. Sounds great. XD
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Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Nah, no medicine for me. They pretty told me that I don't need it.
Since I guess crippling anxiety so bad that I wake up with a jolt, gritting my teeth and already crying isn't enough. :/
I mean, damn, what more are they going to want?
Just sucks because I was using Instagram as a care/stress outlet up until all of this.
I've donated all that I can afford, but i find myself getting super overwhelmed by all of it.
I'm not a fan of all of the shaming of people who can't afford to donate, though. That's just mean.
Since I guess crippling anxiety so bad that I wake up with a jolt, gritting my teeth and already crying isn't enough. :/
I mean, damn, what more are they going to want?
Just sucks because I was using Instagram as a care/stress outlet up until all of this.
I've donated all that I can afford, but i find myself getting super overwhelmed by all of it.
I'm not a fan of all of the shaming of people who can't afford to donate, though. That's just mean.
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Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: I hope so. I don't think I've ever seen people so solidly unified before.
Aside from that, pretty good. Trying to keep the stress level down, which has been pretty tough.
I've been fighting off a 2 day-long quiet panic attack, so that sucks.
Probably been spending too much time on Instagram. XD;;
Aside from that, pretty good. Trying to keep the stress level down, which has been pretty tough.
I've been fighting off a 2 day-long quiet panic attack, so that sucks.
Probably been spending too much time on Instagram. XD;;
Posted in .:: ♡ Közi’s Magical Sweets Shoppe ♡ ::.
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Yeah, that really is what it feels like.
I can see why the religious folks are out there wondering if it's the End of Days or something. x_x;;
Either way, we gotta just keep going, I guess.
I can see why the religious folks are out there wondering if it's the End of Days or something. x_x;;
Either way, we gotta just keep going, I guess.
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Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Seriously. This year has been a fricking dumpster fire so far.
And people thought 2019 was bad, ugh. x_x;;
I feel like I'm really just coasting at this point.
And people thought 2019 was bad, ugh. x_x;;
I feel like I'm really just coasting at this point.
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Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Oh hey there! I'm doing alright. Chilling and watching Youtube videos.
How have you been? :3
How have you been? :3
Posted in Therapeutic
Posted 5 years ago
It just sucks when most of the toxic people on your Facebook are family members,
who then give you sh** about never being on Facebook. =_=;;;
who then give you sh** about never being on Facebook. =_=;;;