Moodyb's posts
Posted in Housecleaning! Dusting for art|Freebies inside
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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Hello! So life is a tad bit stressful for me, so i figured drawing out some freebs
might help me in between everything going on.
My freebs will be mostly sketchy. might color some but not all as i want to focus on practicing my anatomy.
note: Please remember not to change your avatar frequently if you are going by current avatar for me to draw.
I can't draw you if you keep changing it frequently.
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Hello! So life is a tad bit stressful for me, so i figured drawing out some freebs
might help me in between everything going on.
My freebs will be mostly sketchy. might color some but not all as i want to focus on practicing my anatomy.
note: Please remember not to change your avatar frequently if you are going by current avatar for me to draw.
I can't draw you if you keep changing it frequently.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yeah definitely.
in the past my aunt's word was like...solid to my grandparents.
even when the person she is giving advice to is denying wanting to do this advice it's like they wanted me to do it anyways lol.
but i do not trust my aunt at all cause she has badly hurt my family so i kinda want nothing to do with her.
that's my reason not to tell her. as i know she seeks out my aunt for help all the time.
and my aunt has a history of being extremely two faced. especially with my family.
and adhd isn't just like a few symptoms, there is so much to accommodate it and also figure out
what works for me.
and i am still figuring things out. so for now i just try to do best of what i can lol.
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@Wildfire: yeah definitely.
in the past my aunt's word was like...solid to my grandparents.
even when the person she is giving advice to is denying wanting to do this advice it's like they wanted me to do it anyways lol.
but i do not trust my aunt at all cause she has badly hurt my family so i kinda want nothing to do with her.
that's my reason not to tell her. as i know she seeks out my aunt for help all the time.
and my aunt has a history of being extremely two faced. especially with my family.
and adhd isn't just like a few symptoms, there is so much to accommodate it and also figure out
what works for me.
and i am still figuring things out. so for now i just try to do best of what i can lol.
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Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: I remember at graduation party he kept trying to say he was right about depression that my Cousin has when he was
talking to his wife. and she was just annoyed at that point lol.
and i was literally just sitting at the table in the middle of this full on yelling fight about how medication helps people with depression and anxiety and he finds it dumb. and i am someone who does not like conflict.
Grandma is much more understanding, however, she tends to ask advice from the wrong person.
Which is my aunt who i am kind of...mad at.
and for some reason she believes anything she says to be true, despite my aunt is not any kind of doctor.
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@Wildfire: I remember at graduation party he kept trying to say he was right about depression that my Cousin has when he was
talking to his wife. and she was just annoyed at that point lol.
and i was literally just sitting at the table in the middle of this full on yelling fight about how medication helps people with depression and anxiety and he finds it dumb. and i am someone who does not like conflict.
Grandma is much more understanding, however, she tends to ask advice from the wrong person.
Which is my aunt who i am kind of...mad at.
and for some reason she believes anything she says to be true, despite my aunt is not any kind of doctor.
Posted in Officially moving[update]
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: not officially. but it is the only place we have.
we wanted to wait until my grandmother was better but we are unsure if we even have enough time until they come back.
since my grandma is still recovering. my dad just hates telling them our situation as before we lived in our current place
we temporarily lived with my grandparents.
so im not even sure when he'll ask or tell them what has been happening.
@Totalanimefan: yeah definitely. meantime i have been just applying to jobs that i can
and hoping for the best.
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@Wildfire: not officially. but it is the only place we have.
we wanted to wait until my grandmother was better but we are unsure if we even have enough time until they come back.
since my grandma is still recovering. my dad just hates telling them our situation as before we lived in our current place
we temporarily lived with my grandparents.
so im not even sure when he'll ask or tell them what has been happening.
@Totalanimefan: yeah definitely. meantime i have been just applying to jobs that i can
and hoping for the best.
Posted in Officially moving[update]
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Totalanimefan: im alright mostly just tired from stress.
@Wildfire: hoping so. tho not sure when my dad will discuss it with my grandparents since
they aren't gonna be home for a few days.
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@Totalanimefan: im alright mostly just tired from stress.
@Wildfire: hoping so. tho not sure when my dad will discuss it with my grandparents since
they aren't gonna be home for a few days.
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Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: it's a bit more complicated than that since he literally starts pretty much yelling matches between my aunt
because a lot of my cousins are on medication for anxiety and depression.
he just has to be right on everything.
so im not gonna bother discussing it with them lol.
most of the time it usually gets forgotten XD
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@Wildfire: it's a bit more complicated than that since he literally starts pretty much yelling matches between my aunt
because a lot of my cousins are on medication for anxiety and depression.
he just has to be right on everything.
so im not gonna bother discussing it with them lol.
most of the time it usually gets forgotten XD
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Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yeah just hard when environment is not very adhd friendly.
since i have issues on focus, and getting myself to do things at times.
and i don't really want to share I have adhd with my grandparents as it's never taken very seriously.
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@Wildfire: yeah just hard when environment is not very adhd friendly.
since i have issues on focus, and getting myself to do things at times.
and i don't really want to share I have adhd with my grandparents as it's never taken very seriously.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: I hope so. we do try and help around the house too. since grandma is in her 80's and grandfather in his 70's they will need extra help so I hope they will allow us to stay.
I just do not want him getting bent out of shape over small things.
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@Wildfire: I hope so. we do try and help around the house too. since grandma is in her 80's and grandfather in his 70's they will need extra help so I hope they will allow us to stay.
I just do not want him getting bent out of shape over small things.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yeah definitely.
we luckily have some friends that will help us move.
tho my dad doesn't want to burden my grandparents but being kinda pushed into a corner.
My grandfather is usually not happy when someone stays with him for an uncertain amount of time.
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@Wildfire: yeah definitely.
we luckily have some friends that will help us move.
tho my dad doesn't want to burden my grandparents but being kinda pushed into a corner.
My grandfather is usually not happy when someone stays with him for an uncertain amount of time.
Posted in Officially moving[update]
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Totalanimefan: am relieved. cause today i heard hammering through my wall.
when i had a splitting headache.
tho now we have to pack up. tho have to wait until grandparents back into town.
@jolly: Yeah i hope so. am nervous temporarily living back with my grandparents. Not my grandmother so much
but grandfather is a bit...strict. likes things a certain way and it's not a super adhd friendy environment.
but we don't have much of a choice right now.
I will definitely keep you all posted!
we have at least 30 days to move out.
i think we will have to pay for a storage unit as my grandparents' spare rooms have furniture in it already
so we'll have to move our bigger furniture there.
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@Totalanimefan: am relieved. cause today i heard hammering through my wall.
when i had a splitting headache.
tho now we have to pack up. tho have to wait until grandparents back into town.
@jolly: Yeah i hope so. am nervous temporarily living back with my grandparents. Not my grandmother so much
but grandfather is a bit...strict. likes things a certain way and it's not a super adhd friendy environment.
but we don't have much of a choice right now.
I will definitely keep you all posted!
we have at least 30 days to move out.
i think we will have to pay for a storage unit as my grandparents' spare rooms have furniture in it already
so we'll have to move our bigger furniture there.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: Both grandparents have been up in Oregon as at first they went there to see my Aunt graduate to be an offifical nurse
from nursing school. but both my grandparents got sick.
my grandfather not as bad but my grandmother had to be hospitalized.
her sodium levels were not improving but they are finally improving and she will stay 3 more days at the hospital and then my aunt will take care of her until she is all better and then she will fly home with my grandma and my grandfather and another one of my aunt's will drive him home.
we still have to pack. we have at least 30 days to pack at the very least. but no idea what we are gonna do
about the large furniture. maybe rent a storage unit for it.
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@Wildfire: Both grandparents have been up in Oregon as at first they went there to see my Aunt graduate to be an offifical nurse
from nursing school. but both my grandparents got sick.
my grandfather not as bad but my grandmother had to be hospitalized.
her sodium levels were not improving but they are finally improving and she will stay 3 more days at the hospital and then my aunt will take care of her until she is all better and then she will fly home with my grandma and my grandfather and another one of my aunt's will drive him home.
we still have to pack. we have at least 30 days to pack at the very least. but no idea what we are gonna do
about the large furniture. maybe rent a storage unit for it.
Posted in Officially moving[update]
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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So finally, we are officially moving.
Although we have to move in with my grandparents temporarily due to circumstances
as our land lord we pretty much have had to fight just to get things worked on/fixed because she just wouldn't lift a finger to do the bare minimum. She is raising the rent, which we can barely afford as it is, so we have no choice but to move now.
But i'll be glad not to deal with her anymore.
UPDATE 6/14/22: making a new update to keep those updated who want to know.
not moving in with grandparents so now we have to find a place and pack within 2 ish weeks.
grandfather offered to pay rent of new place but I doubt that'll last considering any time he offers help he tries to milk it for all we are worth and use it as an excuse to take advantage of or to excuse him being a jerk.
either way the situation sucks
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So finally, we are officially moving.
Although we have to move in with my grandparents temporarily due to circumstances
as our land lord we pretty much have had to fight just to get things worked on/fixed because she just wouldn't lift a finger to do the bare minimum. She is raising the rent, which we can barely afford as it is, so we have no choice but to move now.
But i'll be glad not to deal with her anymore.
UPDATE 6/14/22: making a new update to keep those updated who want to know.
not moving in with grandparents so now we have to find a place and pack within 2 ish weeks.
grandfather offered to pay rent of new place but I doubt that'll last considering any time he offers help he tries to milk it for all we are worth and use it as an excuse to take advantage of or to excuse him being a jerk.
either way the situation sucks
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Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: im alright, been diving back into painting last couple of days.
tho soon within the week or within the next couple of days
we're gonna have to start packing as we have to move in with my grandparents since
land lady demanded we let her know by wednesday if we plan to stick around.
But grandma is still up in Oregon fighting off Pneumonia.
so things are a bit stressful.
but im doing okay!
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@Wildfire: im alright, been diving back into painting last couple of days.
tho soon within the week or within the next couple of days
we're gonna have to start packing as we have to move in with my grandparents since
land lady demanded we let her know by wednesday if we plan to stick around.
But grandma is still up in Oregon fighting off Pneumonia.
so things are a bit stressful.
but im doing okay!
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 2 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yup haha.
earlier mom was too but sprawled on her back lolol
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@Wildfire: yup haha.
earlier mom was too but sprawled on her back lolol