Donator — Winchester
Posted 6 years ago ( 2018/10/23 11:46:12 )
We\'ll carry on
I don’t want to go to the hospital tomorrow, but I have to for a check up. Big fat chance is that, in that hospital, they can also find out sooner why a few lymph nodes are extra large. Saves me a trip to another hospital (nearby) with awful doctors and even worse food.
Donator — sheep
Posted 6 years ago ( 2018/10/31 02:42:01 )
I've been trying to ghost this girl I don't like for months now, and she doesn't seem to get the hint. I can't outright delete her from my Facebook, because I'm scared of confrontation and what she would do if we ever bumped into each other. She's the reason I won't visit my friends in my old Anime Club, which I loved with all my heart and did my best as their president when I was in college because I'm afraid she'll show up and cause a scene and my anxiety can't handle that. But I've set all my posts to be not able to be seen by her, and I blocked her messages so they go straight to my spam/message request thing on FB messenger. She messaged a friend of mine last week to see if she'd heard from me because I haven't been responding to her, and that gave my friend a great deal of anxiety. I had to lie to my friend and just tell her that my Facebook messenger is broken.
I feel a little bad about trying to ghost this girl, but we were never really friends, and she's super annoying and draining on my emotional/mental well-being. The first time we hung out she complained my house was too small and then made me buy her dinner even though she suggested going out to eat and I had like $6, and then complained that all I could afford was the Burger King dollar menu and that all her other friends pay for a good meal when they hung out. Like, wtf who does that when you practically invite yourself over to someone's house?
I'm just trying to get rid of her from my life without a hassle, but she keeps trying to contact me through my friends and I just can't handle her toxic behavior. Everything is always about her. About how she can't find a boyfriend, how her job sucks, how she doesn't have any friends (even though she does), and her, her, her. It's too much.
I just want to exit her life quietly, peacefully, and without altercation. Just forget about me. LET ME GHOST YOU GOD DANGIT.
Voltie
— they/them
Posted 6 years ago ( 2018/11/9 19:25:11 )
ive been feeling very tired lately and I think im acting rather distant to my close ones
I really dont want to go home because i feel like there's no place for me there anymore
i'm really stressed out over this. i hope i'm doing the right thing but i don't really know how i should be handling it. i wish i could ask someone for advice.
Donator
Posted 6 years ago ( 2018/11/14 21:54:27 )
I'm so pissed off with my dog, I can barely look at him. He didn't even do anything that bad but it's just one final nail in such a stressful day and I'm unintentionally blaming him. I feel guilty because he is only a pup.