I have this... really irrational fear of choking on pills... every time I take meds I have to kick my phobia into a corner before I can actually manage to even attempt to swallow it... I'm pretty sure the stress makes me do it wrong so it goes down horribly, and sometimes I just spit it back out bc I didn't remove all of my anxiety beforehand, and if I put it on the wrong part of my tongue I get half of a fake gag reflex and hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate pills
i hate pills