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				Ahhhh I went to the deli with the strong intention of getting a sandwich but they have some of that nasty spicy “Asian food” chicken I used to eat the hell out of 
 			
		
 			
						
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				I’m exhausted!!!! And vaguely sad. Shot day tomorrow so probably just pms nonsense. Reminding myself of that. 			
		
						
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				Things will be okay. It’s fine. 			
		
						
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				And now I’m in the meat room and I’m imagining conversations that likely won’t happen and getting worked up about it. I’m tired. 			
		
						
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				Not sure if I’m ducking with this avatar or not. It’s not quite right. 			
		
						
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				Too bad I didn’t have this grand idea a few months earlier and could’ve gotten the permit without the new training. Oh well. We’ll see. 			
		
						
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				Well shit I guess before my permit I have to do that goddamn new EED training. Ask the school if they have any specific providers they work with or if I can just pick anyone. 
No idea what that costs or like if it’s an online class and I can do it on my own or if I’m going to have to adhere to a schedule for that. Blech.
		No idea what that costs or like if it’s an online class and I can do it on my own or if I’m going to have to adhere to a schedule for that. Blech.
						
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				See about getting an application in for school this weekend and hopefully talk to them about scholarship options and see what the timeline looks like 			
		
						
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				See what more trauma we can add to the pile. This is such a fascinating time in my life to be getting over weed. 
Work on that and getting my permit and that’s all I have to do.
		Work on that and getting my permit and that’s all I have to do.
						
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				Ohhhhh and this weekend I’ll try to spend some more time with my dad. He might be an asshole but it’s nice to know he wants me around. See how that goes. 			
		
						
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				K says “people” are coming over tonight, probably just those kids who hang out with him and my dad. Hope they don’t cause too much trouble. 			
		
						
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				Ohhhhhhhh god. Well made it through the first half of the day. Gotta go clean the damn room and then go to lunch and then survive closing ahhhhh			
		
						
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				I’m so incredibly done!!! Gotta get that license and fuck off!! 
This morning we talked about how even if we can’t ever afford to leave home again I still need to get driving because holy fuck the second depression is real.
Food is getting so expensive
		This morning we talked about how even if we can’t ever afford to leave home again I still need to get driving because holy fuck the second depression is real.
Food is getting so expensive
						
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				Honestly I can’t believe how often management shit talks employees and just discusses confidential stuff around other workers like 
I know y’all are country but could you be a tiny bit professional or
		I know y’all are country but could you be a tiny bit professional or