Amity's posts

Oh I’m so ready to go back to normal. Living with my sweet honey and doing our stupid shit and not worrying about interacting with other people in a home that isn’t ours day in and day out. Ahhhhh

Ever just been crazy

Transition time transition time transition time

And that’s not so bad compared to how we’ve been living. God. Life is wild.

And that’s not so bad compared to how we’ve been living. God. Life is wild.

I’ll get my cdl and get a job and we’ll figure out what we’re doing. Absolute worst case scenario I get working and se have to stay living at the family house for awhile while we get our credit fixed and find a place to rent, or until she can come with me in the truck.

In a year I’ll look back on this time in my life and be proud of myself. I already am.

Hiding in the cooler for the cold not in spite of it lmao.

God!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!
Things will be okay. They will be.

Doing better right now. Have half a plan for studying up.

Ohhhhh I’m tired and stressed though but that’s okay.

“Living normally while life is not normal” exactly. It’s hard!!

Oh I sure do fill my head with nonsense. Trying to imagine what the meeting will be like and what they might say. It’s pointless. I have no idea what the future holds and that’s okay. I’m not supposed to.

https://tpr.fmcsa.dot.gov/Search

Looks like there are online options. Need to see if that qualifies me or what.

Need to study the book this week and this weekend get my application in and a meeting with the college set up.

Really need to get on doing that daily and studying the hell out of that so I can get my permit. Need to learn how to do the entry level driver training too. No idea what that’s about at this point.

Did one of the quizzes on the cdl thing and I’m like damn I don’t remember any of this lmao. Need to study the questions and see about highlighting them in the book for reference or something. Make me a little study guide I can bring into work and look at during breaks and when cleaning. Quiz myself on it.

I’m glad at least that I have to e ability to get numb to the nonsense now. Instead of just having my brain on fire all the time

I hate having a photographic memory and seeing every stranger as a threat so every stupid asinine interaction is just burned into my brain lmao