Amity's posts

This isn’t what I wanted my life to be this isn’t what I was prepared for I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired

Want to go home want to make art want to be cozy want to be safe I’m so angry I’m so angry I’m so angry

What outlet is there even supposed to be

What are you even supposed to do

tw self harm

And angry so angry

Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

Tired of having to be dead to make it through

I hate it here so much fuck

I want to be alone and I want to be wasted

Hiding and waiting for them to be finished in the meat room so I can go do that and go home

I’m tired of being strong all the fucking time. I’m so tired of it. I’m so tired. I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired.

And when it comes to
This I have absolutely no one.

I don’t know what I need or want. Need …… idk. Need a job where I can take care of myself and a place to live. And I’m working on that. Need to be away from this place.

Idk. I’m tired. I’m so tired. I built up so much steam but I ran out last night and I’m empty and I’m angry and I’m sad

Don’t want to do this

It’s hard to spend the first 25 years of your life mindlessly taking orders and then suddenly just be abandoned. Independent. Idk. Idk.