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Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
Got to play some fallout last night which was really nice. I don’t normally have time for it during the work week.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
Tomorrow I’ll get my pipe cleaned so I can pack it up. And we’ll be all done with that.

Good night!!
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
Ahhhhhhh I can’t find a gif or even a screenshot of that!!!!!!! Are there just none because it’s fringe or are there none I can access on the American web

I weep I want to visit Korea!!!!!!
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
*rips my shirt open like ro hong-chul*

VOLTRAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
Life is weird but I’m learning to lean into it and not be afraid. And that’s okay. It’s probably good even. I’ll gonna need it lmao.

Quitting the smoke. Getting my cdl. Educating myself on relevant things. We’ll try it.

Good night Voltra!!!
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
Actually I might like to look into that. Voltras history and size compared to that of other sites I’ve used or know if. Just to make some data about it because it’s good to have thoughts and know things!!

And he is right in that I’m smart but I’m dumb too. I’ve been to tired and screwed up to be smart for the past few years and I need to get back on that.

Woof it’s after five. Okay time to catch some sleep and see about work as normal in the morning. At least the ice packs made it into the freezer tonight lmao
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
Ngl Voltra being small and relatively slow (but also fast for a small site!!) is a plus for me because I don’t have enough time!! And I don’t like to feel left behind in conversation
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
I should look at and think about politics at work. Study my cdl in the morning and at lunch (maybe. Flash cards or something) and do art and video games after work.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
What if I wrote to the government about that lmao

I wonder if that would stress him out more to have someone get involved lmao. Like if it actually turned into something.

Still I should take some time to read up ok it. And I need to get serious about my cdl!!! Ahhh

And I have art to finish for Voltra!!
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
I should try to educate myself on things he cares about. I don’t have time for it anyway but I do wish I knew enough about logging to help him with those trees across the creek. Those are really stressing him out. And he’s right in that that’s some classist anti working class ignorant bs on behalf of the legislators
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
I hope he can sell part of the place and use his part of the money to rest. I’m remembering him even 5-10 years ago before rhisINSANW ALIMONY!!!!! Insane!!!!!!!!!! His lawyer!!!!!!!!! What the f!!!!!!!

Anyway. Remembering him before that. Quiet and sweeter and kinda sad but interested I think. He had time for educating himself and dispelling his own ignorance on some things. Less so now I think. And I guess I’m the same way. And he doesn’t have a wife or even I think close friend to bounce ideas around with so he’s stagnating.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
Ahh whatever. It’ll be fine. I’ll go to work as normal, and visit him more on the weekends when we’re both home. See how that goes.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
I feel like my political views can be summed up as “vote Bernie. End racism” like at this point that’s all I have time for. And I don’t have the energy to have to explain to someone why I feel that way.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 years ago
Our bigges issue I think is our experiences have been so different and our worldviews and politics are so different as a result. And he cares so much about politics. And I just don’t at this point. And I don’t have the energy for real conversations about that stuff.

I think we’re both ignorant on each other’s issues. It’s true I shouldn’t be so ignorant.

I think my lack of political commentary worries him more than my actual perspective or opinion. He wants to know what I think and why but I just don’t have much to offer in that area. Life is exhausting enough without it.