Amity's posts

I want to be alone and I want to be wasted

Hiding and waiting for them to be finished in the meat room so I can go do that and go home

I’m tired of being strong all the fucking time. I’m so tired of it. I’m so tired. I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired.

And when it comes to
This I have absolutely no one.

I don’t know what I need or want. Need …… idk. Need a job where I can take care of myself and a place to live. And I’m working on that. Need to be away from this place.

Idk. I’m tired. I’m so tired. I built up so much steam but I ran out last night and I’m empty and I’m angry and I’m sad

Don’t want to do this

It’s hard to spend the first 25 years of your life mindlessly taking orders and then suddenly just be abandoned. Independent. Idk. Idk.

Ate my lunch and still don’t know what to do. I don’t really want to do anything.

I just wish I knew how to feel and what to do. I don’t know.

I’m tired of being on the bottom

Money money money

I hate it

I wish I had money to help

My nails look like crap. I miss taking care of them

I don’t want to be here. Or there. Or anywhere. I want to go somewhere nice and be there.

I want to fuck off

Fuck. Fucking. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck