Amity's posts

God I wish things could be just a little bit easier for everyone.

I wish he could understand that. And I wish he could move on and be in the present. But I get it. I really do. I feel for him.

I wish I had done things differently back then but I was so messed up and so under her control what could I have done

Oh ma I’m tired. Tired and worn out from work and making myself crazy revisiting memories my dad brought up the other night. Really really tired. And sad.

But that’s okay. Things are moving forward and ahead. It’ll be fine.

Baby when I tell you I am done here and I’m ready to go to trucking school!!

Think I’ll get up and go for a little walk right away to wake up. Then come back and have coffee and breakfast and maybe watch some tv. Then switch gears a bit and work on homework or projects.

Relaxing some and doing better. Learning how to prioritize like an adult.

Woof my brain sure does want to run away and have a full meltdown though. God.

There’s nothing wrong with wanting to get up earlier. And no one is mad about it. It’s fine.

Feeling anxious and seeking external validation and feedback. But it’s okay. Everything is fine. These feelings only exist in me and I can choose to have them or not.

Start getting up with my first alarm and going for a walk and reviewing my plan for the morning or something

Gotta start making more of my mornings since my evenings don’t really exist

Ohhhhhhhh my my my my

Might start getting up earlier like 830 or 9 instead.

Gotta put my alarm somewhere that forces me to get up. Like even just on the tv stand or something