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@Wildfire: yeah it was. Back when she first had her stroke she was in the same kind of condition. Under a lot of medication. so it kind of hit me that it reminded me when she first had her stroke.
I am sorta glad i did not see her pass as i think it would've destroyed me. But i can't imagine what my dad had to see.

Yeah it could get to them later. But they've always kind of been the type more concerned with themselves. never call us. we have to call them. so i am just..not sure about them.

Yes. I wanted to eventually get a cricut. But i was unsure just because i don't have the least bit of room for one. especially near my desk area. Which is very small. She bought one thinking fun paper crafts would be fun during quarantine but she didn't like it LOL. so she offered "i can make stickers for you.." and i am like "oh wow that's so nice.." XD tho i can't jump on that offer yet just because all my shipping supplies for my etsy is pricey and i want to be able to pay her back for helping me. I haven't yet been able to go to her place to use it as she was in New Mexico visiting her brother and she had a rough week so i don't want to impose on her.

Yeah. I've been feeling so bad because i sleep into nearly 2pm. but my body has been so drained from processing everything. and i told my dad i felt guilty and he just told me to get rest and not worry about it for now.
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@Wildfire: yeah when i saw her i just bursted out in tears cause it was scary to see her like that.
she was basically almost like in a coma due to she had her pain meds up so she can be comfortable.
so she was not very responsive.

yeah. Like i get grief is indeed different for everyone...but they just seemed to like...are too busy going kayaking and such.
and just too busy with their lives to pick up a phone.
But my cousin's wife visited us, i see her as a very close friend...and we ended up talking for like...3 hours LOL.
she gave us some food she made us and it was very nice seeing her.
she even offered to help me make stickers as she has the machine i was saving up for and she thought she would use it but ended up hating making crafts with it.

for real. one of my dad's friend's she bought us fried chicken.
it was very yummy.
so it's nice to be getting some support.

my body lately just hurts due to my oversleeping. so i have no clue if i should fix my schedule or just...sleep since it's very hard right now.
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@Wildfire: yeah. the last time i saw her was just...very difficult because her health declined quite fast.
and a week later she did pass. But my dad was there and my aunt and my grandma.
i was not there as they ended up calling my dad at 4:30am as they did not think she had very long.

We've gotten a lot of support from my dad's friends. Like home cooked meals, or meals that just require cooking them in the oven.
so that helped a lot so we wouldn't stress about dinner.

tho i am kind of iffy that my other two aunts..only sent a text in the group chat
but never called my dad.
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@Wildfire: No not really. i ended up being reassured when it happened.
My aunt who lives close by was very comforting.

I guess even after a week..it just does not really feel real and some days
it just hits harder.
I was very close to my mom. she was more like a best friend to me.

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@Wildfire: not really. but some days are better than others.

my mom had passed away on the 13th of this month So its still very difficult to accept and i havent been able to do much recently including art so I've been very quiet and unsure what to do.

unexpected things always hard to manage.
but glad to hear everything is good otherwise : tea:
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@Wildfire: have had rough 2 weeks so not great
but slowly feeling a bit better.
hbu?
Posted in Dude... Posted 3 years ago
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welcome back!
Glad to see more people coming back to this place.
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haven't been in here in quite some time.
greetings all.
Posted in Art exchanges? WHERE? Posted 3 years ago
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Secret Santa usually comes up around December made by Hachi.
It usually shows up in the Art galleries forum.
Posted in Moody's Botanic Garden Posted 3 years ago
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seems i accidentally killed my own thread
Posted in Moody's Botanic Garden Posted 3 years ago
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@Rei Ann: everyone i have is like 20-50 except for Sucrose who's at 60
and Noelle is at 70.

it's a slow grind to level them up lol
Posted in Moody's Botanic Garden Posted 3 years ago
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@Rei Ann: yeah that is true LOL.
i finally got my beidou to 90 but now i need to get Yanfei to 90
Posted in Moody's Botanic Garden Posted 3 years ago
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@Rei Ann: Haha right? at first world level 6 was not too bad
until i got to Inazuma.
then those samurai's nearly slaughtered my team LOL
Posted in Moody's Botanic Garden Posted 3 years ago
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@Rei Ann: haha exactly.
im barely surviving wirld level 6.
getting my characters to higher levels is a lot of work.