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Huevember 4 ↓

Here is my latest hue art. :D

Our remaining trade :D
Librarian 10k
Ancient Splendor 10k
Wondrous Wisteria 4k
Ballad of the Bard 4k
Ombre Cherub Curls 2k
30k


@Luneza: Absolutely. Let me send a trade in a second. :]
Dormouse 1k
Queen of Hearts 1k
Reaper Scythe: 250
4,250

Well thank you Lord. :D

I had an anxiety attack. So I'm gonna step away for a bit and try to rewrite the entire Sims post I was working on last night... I went to post It and it crashed and I lost all my work.

And I'm trying not to think of that as a bad thing.

Okay . I need to breath.
I need to find calm.

Does anyone have a calming sounds music video. I could use that right now.

I have no idea if this gif works...

I have a to do list app... And I really need to update it. And get back on top of doing my chores.nim slacking so bad because of being pregnant and tired and depressed

I'm also extremely hungry. But I can't eat for another few hours because I just had chicken and rice.but it wasn't enough because I'm weak and behind in calories. Because I'm poor

And crying again

Cause food gives me a panic attack
As does the tingly sensations like bugs crawling on my insides and the light headedness and pressure on my skull. All when I'm ..low blood sugar? Maybe?

And need food. But I also don't want to eat because we don't have that much food and I want to make sure there is enough to feed my kids with what we've got.

And I'm so sensitive to so many foods and everything we have is preservative filled garbage that I can't eat. Ect.
And
And
And


I'm about to have another meltdown.

I almost put Catwoman and went ooo boy that's wrong. That's DC xD

I'm gonna go cyclops instead.

Ice

Oh that's right,nits August now. XD

Oh god. I sat at my computer and all the letters are vibrating now... I can't look at my monitor. My phone is fine to look at though.

Yeah. Once the new glasses wave effect wears off. My prescription got slightly stronger. Just enough to make me dizzy xD

And I'm back. And can't see. New glasses always make the world look funny.

My new glasses are ready!!! I'm off to go get them now!