Teatales's posts

I kr? it is annoyingly stupid of them. I might not really have lived alot with them as kid but still they could learn stuff that could be helpful for my 'episodes' or if Iget overstimulated

I deal with them because they for the past half year have asked me to come by to visit.. last year I tried to keep christmas aloe but they bugged me several times a week ince july untill I bent in november.. despite my dad be the one drinking I come better along ith him than my mom.

@grost: Because they dont want to.. my mom Ive been given books on the subject, book I know she has thrown out My dad is like after I got my diagnosis: '' you're weird we've always known that. no need to read about it.''

@grost: nah its just her snarling over herpain making it sound like im to blame for the pains he got in her shoulder atfter a traffic accident 2 ish yers ago.. I did nothing just asked why she was drying the table when there wre no water and we were about to eat att which point she starts counting loudly so i just assume she starting having OCD we eat in silence except from her crying during the meal a the end of the meal me nearly done eating she tells my dad if she can get driven home tht I am mad at her. which I first get at that point.
both my parents know I have autism ( asperger but i dislike that term after knowing its story ) but neither of them have wanted to lern how to handle it.
" she beat herself " mom says childishly despite beating myself in my leg is a thing I do when I have too much up-put frustrations and emotions i need to get out without destroyig anything ( once i used to hit my head against shrp edges ) She then continues on saying that I know shes making 'gym exercises' which it apparentl was that she did when she counted. That I was here durin easter where I saw it too... at which point I step in and give my opnion and defendign myself cause i have EVER seen that exercise done by her before... and I have NOT been visiting my dad or her during easter that the last time I saw her was December the 24th last year. i then storm outside whiel my dad tryies to talk sense into my mom.

the movie is also loud so.. *shrug*

yes! 10 more page left

ate an hour ago.. had a fight with my mom a hour ago too

herroow

Oh im doin so-so right now wiating to be able to focus i silence ( which aint around me currently ) on replying a long mail with a lot to think of

Danish water is so hard aka calc filled that a new coffeemaker or water boiler will have calc brims within a weeks ue.

Listen to audiobook in peace.. and try to reply to email in peace X_X;; iknow its a lot i got to writ as well as read to et trough he mail and reply it.

She will leave probably in an hour or so when this movie is done with... old danish movie.

but do I add coltra nocs or not? * kind afeel i cant do it *

( Hard wter is water with a lot of calc in it... aka danish water )

should it be around the fire? Let me see wht my distubed brain can come up with.

random trivia?