Xanthan's posts

@kegs: Sounds interesting. I may have to try it. Time to grab my big travel size mug for an experiment. :)

@Jolly: thank you for the kind words. Right now I am still a bit emotional and in my heart and not my head. We have not spoken and I am not sure if we ever will again. I've been able to try and bring back some semblance of normalcy to our home, but my heart aches. My son is truly the greatest gift ever. He and I have talked about things and discussed appropriate actions and ways to resolve anger and differences. I am not okay but I will be. Today I made sure my son was as close to 100% as possible. Nobody else has been physically harmed. This community....yall have been a blessing. And I'm thankful to have been given a chance to learn about avis and voltra and meet so many supportive and caring people.


Much love! 💘

@Totalanimefan: very true. It just makes me extremely sad. I love him dearly ans will continie to do so...but I can't keep this back and forth. Smh my plate is full. I must tend to it first before I can pile on someone else's leftovers. Metaphorically speaking.

@PurpdaBurpPurp: this is stressful for sure for everyone. It does no good to focus on oneself and how isolation is affecting you when millions are going through the same thing. Sigh. I am so proud of my kiddo. He is a real trooper and very strong for 13. I've been truly blessed for sure. Just wish things hadn't played out this way.

@Amber Lynne: so not alone. Alas I want to play but cannot at this time. :'( I don't mind sitting with you at the 🚫animal crossing table.

@vengeance: it is ex for sure. I messaged his sister and mother simply to state where he was and needed help. Then washed my hands of it all. I need to make sure my relationships are ones I'd be proud of my son to mimic. Hugs all y'all.

@Totalanimefan: I read your comment. And you're so right. However, I don't want him to lose his job and I'm sure jail isn't being kind to him. I am extremely sad and hurt. There's still a lot to clean up but I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to bail him out and hug him tight and give him a stern talking to.

I am so conflicted but so far I've simply cleaned and prayed. Thank you for the kind words and empathy.

It is 2am and I am still awake and shaking. Tonight my partner and I had a horrible altercation. In the end, police were involved and he left for the hospital and then to the police station for domestic violence. This took place in front of my 13 yr old.

My son is such a trooper and helped clean up the glass from the broken window. And pick up the mess elsewhere. We both are extremely sad and hope that he gets help for his troubles.

So now I sit here, literally picking up the pieces. I have an apartment to clean. And a heart to heal. I just pray he nor I lose our jobs. And I hope my son and I don't have to move because of the drama and now broken window.

I am not sure what else to say. This isolation is truly bringing out the worst in people. For those of you who do, I ask for prayers, good thoughts, heart hugs, and positivity for my son and I guess my now ex bf. Hurting people hurt people and I do feel as though he's hurting deeply.

Thanks for reading.
Always with love!

@blinkini: I sent a combo of volts and ohms if that is ok

@Count Trashula: did someone say reinforcements? Help is on the way! (In my best Mrs. Doubtfire voice) I'm a hip old avi who can hip hop be bop and dance till ya drop and yo yo I make a wicked cup of cocoa......with oat milk! :)

@Hollie: sure thing. Send me a trade over. I'm not sure how they work tbh. Also I can trade ohms if ya like

@pecan: sure send the trade my friend

@blinkini: I'm very much interested in a few of those items. 2017: alice
Key to city
Soulmate strings
Heart bubble
Lucky
Easter
Mommys monster
13
Papas monster
Gobble
Big bang
Virus
Dj furocious

Milestones:
Milestone
5k boob
10k poop
250k city scape
500k. Enchanting guardian
1k members

@pecan:

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Event:
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Bernard x3
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