Xanthan's posts

@Mulan: any time. How has your weekend been?

@inatlaka: I was able to get into some courses I had been wanting to take for a few years. And my insurance is giving me a discount this month and maybe next.

What about you?

@Another Movie Addict: PS I love you first comes to mind. The love and selflessness and just learning to live again hits home. My first...well everything succumbed to suicide and this move is so something he'd have done.

Another movie that gets to me Divine Secrets of the YaYa Sisterhood. It .... It is another one that hits close to home for me. Oooh, and Julie & Julia. Another movie about love as it could be. I love the flashing back and forth of both lives and periods.

All three are great movies and very well done. I could probably name a few others. Usually it is music that tugs on my heartstrings.

@Mulan: hey there, welcome back!

@Synth: I have electrician, joyful winter, harlequin, static, haunting, and scarecrow lol

@Synth: I got a handful od those items. Lemme double check though

@Miika: very nice. I hate writers block. I can get 2/3 of something done and that last....or first.....sometimes little 1/3 just lingers right outside my grasp.

Tell us about your story. Intriguing minds wanna know.

@Miss Sandman: yes. Get all the love you can. Du kommst aus Deutschland?

@Miss Sandman: on wow. Where might you be? That's late. 7hrs ahead so Germany or Eastern Europe? I miss cuddling with my kiddo. I been working it in during quarantine lol

Today, well the past day and a half have been true blessings. I have been applying for work. I have 2 good leads. I have been cleaning my apartment so that I can breathe and feel more relaxed. (For some reason when my house isn't in a certain area of orderly chaos then my mind is well wonky) and my kiddo is doing well.

It has been a bit taxing losing my job and paying for repairs until restitution is paid by someone. But it was needed, well the new window was lol I did go ahead and post some things on an online site to try and sell. Found out my car insurance is giving me a discount.

And the best of all this is I'm in 3 classes currently and looking at grad school sooner. I figure if I have the time, like so many of us do, why not be productive and proactive? It's frustrating when people go around stating they have no time for self improvement etc or communicating or reaching for their goals, yet here it is, handed to everyone, and they choose to continue and make excuses. Anyways, I have my new monk manual, paper, pens, and a newfound zest for life.

Stella may have gotten her groove back but Xan has found his moxie!

@Synth: nice idea. I like the way you think. I was trying to determine how I was going to go about reworking my thread etc. I cant wait to see what comes from this query

@Miss Sandman: 4x a night? Dat is a hungry baby lol

@Tsundererra: anytime! I meant them :) you're pretty fly ijs :)

@Miss Sandman: see that was my son. No colic. No terrible twos. But when 13 hit, bam he made up for lost time lol I will say keeping a schedule and healthy bedtime routine has been a blessing for us.