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Posted 2 weeks ago
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I really just want to hang out and go out for drinks again. 😞 There’s so many things coming up that I want to ask if he’d be interested in doing together, but I’m scared to talk to him.
Also, there’s a part of me that wants to see if he’ll reach out to me instead. If he’s still interested in me he’d at least reach out, right?
If he doesn’t reach out by the end of April then I have my answer..
I really just want to hang out and go out for drinks again. 😞 There’s so many things coming up that I want to ask if he’d be interested in doing together, but I’m scared to talk to him.
Also, there’s a part of me that wants to see if he’ll reach out to me instead. If he’s still interested in me he’d at least reach out, right?
If he doesn’t reach out by the end of April then I have my answer..
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Posted 2 weeks ago
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A part of me wants to text him to see if he’d chat, but I fear I’ll just be burdening him.
I could text him and he not reply, or I could text him cause there might be a chance he would reply.
I honestly don’t think I’ve done anything wrong to warrant his distance, tbh.
A part of me wants to text him to see if he’d chat, but I fear I’ll just be burdening him.
I could text him and he not reply, or I could text him cause there might be a chance he would reply.
I honestly don’t think I’ve done anything wrong to warrant his distance, tbh.
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Posted 2 weeks ago
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I really miss talking to him so bad today….
I really miss talking to him so bad today….
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…😞
…😞
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I really want to text him.
I really want to text him.
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Posted 2 weeks ago
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At what point am I going to accept that he’s not into me anymore? I’m holding on to a ghost. 😞
At what point am I going to accept that he’s not into me anymore? I’m holding on to a ghost. 😞
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Posted 2 weeks ago
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I saw another tarot tweet for cardinal signs that said something like an air sign is going to break no contact.
I must not give in. 😵💫
I saw another tarot tweet for cardinal signs that said something like an air sign is going to break no contact.
I must not give in. 😵💫
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A few days ago I saw two tarot prediction tweets for cardinal signs that said an air sign will reach out to them or send a message soon. He’s an Aries, I’m an air sign. I don’t want to give in and prove the tweet right. 😵💫
A few days ago I saw two tarot prediction tweets for cardinal signs that said an air sign will reach out to them or send a message soon. He’s an Aries, I’m an air sign. I don’t want to give in and prove the tweet right. 😵💫
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Posted 2 weeks ago
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And then the whole night I couldn’t get him off my mind. I almost had to step outside the bar to compose myself because I started tearing up at the thought of him.
The guy stayed the night with me. Deep inside I felt sad the entire time and felt guilty that I couldn’t fully be present for him because I was thinking of someone else. Us chilling, cuddling, being intimate, sleeping, etc…. I wished it were with him instead. 😞
And then the whole night I couldn’t get him off my mind. I almost had to step outside the bar to compose myself because I started tearing up at the thought of him.
The guy stayed the night with me. Deep inside I felt sad the entire time and felt guilty that I couldn’t fully be present for him because I was thinking of someone else. Us chilling, cuddling, being intimate, sleeping, etc…. I wished it were with him instead. 😞
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Posted 2 weeks ago
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Last night I hung out with the guy, his bandmate, and their producer. We went to a bar close to my place to get drinks and maybe do karaoke. This is the same bar that ol dude said him and his friends tend to go to for karaoke, so the whole time I felt nervous thinking he’d walk in.
I couldn’t even focus on being there with them because the whole time I kept thinking about him potentially showing up and me wanting to be with him instead. 😞 And then I thought “would he care if he saw me here with another guy? If he came in with another girl how would I feel?” I really just want to talk to and hang out with him again, Jesus Christ.
Last night I hung out with the guy, his bandmate, and their producer. We went to a bar close to my place to get drinks and maybe do karaoke. This is the same bar that ol dude said him and his friends tend to go to for karaoke, so the whole time I felt nervous thinking he’d walk in.
I couldn’t even focus on being there with them because the whole time I kept thinking about him potentially showing up and me wanting to be with him instead. 😞 And then I thought “would he care if he saw me here with another guy? If he came in with another girl how would I feel?” I really just want to talk to and hang out with him again, Jesus Christ.
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Posted 2 weeks ago
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I miss dude so bad that it’s taking me everything in my spirit to not cave in and text him. 😣
I just want to talk to him again. 😞
I miss dude so bad that it’s taking me everything in my spirit to not cave in and text him. 😣
I just want to talk to him again. 😞
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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With the way my groupie ass has been lately, maybe I’ll get lucky and work my way up to dating a famous rock star or something. 😂
With the way my groupie ass has been lately, maybe I’ll get lucky and work my way up to dating a famous rock star or something. 😂
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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Not only that, but I’ve swiped through Tinder so much that it’s starting to show me people that I’m either not attracted to, have already swiped left on, are not my type, or aren’t even in the same city or state. I think taking a break will allow my algorithm to refresh. 😵💫
Not only that, but I’ve swiped through Tinder so much that it’s starting to show me people that I’m either not attracted to, have already swiped left on, are not my type, or aren’t even in the same city or state. I think taking a break will allow my algorithm to refresh. 😵💫