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Posted 3 weeks ago
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He apologized for not properly communicating with me before and said he’s got a lot to work on, with communication being the main thing.
Idk if he’s still processing his break up, ruminating in guilt, is having a bad depressive episode, or trying to absolve himself of said guilt, but I’m surprised that he even texted me to tell me this.
He didn’t say that he liked me or wanted me back, though. He just apologized a few times and thanked me for being nice to him. I…. Don’t know what to take away from all this.
He apologized for not properly communicating with me before and said he’s got a lot to work on, with communication being the main thing.
Idk if he’s still processing his break up, ruminating in guilt, is having a bad depressive episode, or trying to absolve himself of said guilt, but I’m surprised that he even texted me to tell me this.
He didn’t say that he liked me or wanted me back, though. He just apologized a few times and thanked me for being nice to him. I…. Don’t know what to take away from all this.
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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The guy who dumped me last month randomly texted me today apologizing for not responding to me before, and to say that him and the girl he dumped me for broke up weeks ago. :|
The guy who dumped me last month randomly texted me today apologizing for not responding to me before, and to say that him and the girl he dumped me for broke up weeks ago. :|
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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@Fellowsheep: Hello! :) I’m sorry, this is kind of like a venting space for me, so I’d prefer it to just be me posting. ^^; But thank you for asking!
@Fellowsheep: Hello! :) I’m sorry, this is kind of like a venting space for me, so I’d prefer it to just be me posting. ^^; But thank you for asking!
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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Now is probably a good time to chalk it, I guess.
We had a fun night, but aren’t obligated for anything more.
A part of me wants to hold on to the connection a little longer, but surely that’s cause I don’t want to feel alone. I don’t want to accept that someone else I’m into isn’t into me. It might be best to just let it go before I get too attached.
Now is probably a good time to chalk it, I guess.
We had a fun night, but aren’t obligated for anything more.
A part of me wants to hold on to the connection a little longer, but surely that’s cause I don’t want to feel alone. I don’t want to accept that someone else I’m into isn’t into me. It might be best to just let it go before I get too attached.
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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Yeah, I can tell his interest is fading…
Yeah, I can tell his interest is fading…
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Posted 4 weeks ago
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Also, my problem is that I want to hangout with him again and find myself almost asking if he wants to until I remember that he doesn’t live here. 🫠
I wish I could rewind to last weekend so that I could hangout with him all over again. Not on some weird, desperate vibes, but because I truly enjoyed his company. and me feeling crushingly lonely during the festival didn’t help because he sort of filled a part of that void. 🫠 Y’know, cause I’m the lonely loser who goes to concerts alone because she doesn’t have friends who like the same music.
Also, my problem is that I want to hangout with him again and find myself almost asking if he wants to until I remember that he doesn’t live here. 🫠
I wish I could rewind to last weekend so that I could hangout with him all over again. Not on some weird, desperate vibes, but because I truly enjoyed his company. and me feeling crushingly lonely during the festival didn’t help because he sort of filled a part of that void. 🫠 Y’know, cause I’m the lonely loser who goes to concerts alone because she doesn’t have friends who like the same music.
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Posted 4 weeks ago
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I also need to stop stressing over this. It’s not like this is making some big impact on my life.
It’s just hard not to stress because of my past experiences. I obviously wouldn’t say that me and bro are dating, but the stresses of my dating experiences just make me so anxious. I can’t help but over-analyze everything.
I also need to stop stressing over this. It’s not like this is making some big impact on my life.
It’s just hard not to stress because of my past experiences. I obviously wouldn’t say that me and bro are dating, but the stresses of my dating experiences just make me so anxious. I can’t help but over-analyze everything.
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Posted 4 weeks ago
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He texted me today but only because I sent him a pic of my cats and he realized he forgot to respond.
He doesn’t give me asshole, ghosting vibes but you never know. 🫠
He texted me today but only because I sent him a pic of my cats and he realized he forgot to respond.
He doesn’t give me asshole, ghosting vibes but you never know. 🫠
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Posted 4 weeks ago
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Anything that gives me anxiety isn’t worth it in the end, I guess.
It’s how it always goes.
Anything that gives me anxiety isn’t worth it in the end, I guess.
It’s how it always goes.
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Posted 4 weeks ago
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He didn’t text me back today, so I guess the dissipation is happening sooner than expected.
He didn’t text me back today, so I guess the dissipation is happening sooner than expected.
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Posted 4 weeks ago
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And also someone who doesn’t live in another state lol.
And also someone who doesn’t live in another state lol.
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Posted 4 weeks ago
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If this ends, I hope to meet someone similar to him who’s actually interested in asking me questions. :/
If this ends, I hope to meet someone similar to him who’s actually interested in asking me questions. :/
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Posted 4 weeks ago
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Also, the convos have mostly been about him because I’m the one asking him all the questions trying to get to know him.
There’s no reciprocation. I’ve been through this long enough to know what that means.
I give this until maybe the middle or end of the week…
Also, the convos have mostly been about him because I’m the one asking him all the questions trying to get to know him.
There’s no reciprocation. I’ve been through this long enough to know what that means.
I give this until maybe the middle or end of the week…
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Posted 4 weeks ago
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Honestly, maybe I should just abandon this.
Besides him asking if I caught up on rest a few days ago and him asking how my Friday was the other day, he hasn’t asked me anything else. Nothing that would indicate he’s interested, trying to get to know me, or maintain a connection. The convos have been surface level so far.
Honestly, maybe I should just abandon this.
Besides him asking if I caught up on rest a few days ago and him asking how my Friday was the other day, he hasn’t asked me anything else. Nothing that would indicate he’s interested, trying to get to know me, or maintain a connection. The convos have been surface level so far.