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Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

Maybe I’ll respond to him this evening. He seemed interested in me the last time we met up.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

I’m tempted to ask that other guy out, honestly. I’m craving connection, attention, and intimacy. If he’s still interested, then I guess it’s worth responding to him.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

I really want to go out for drinks, though. :/

Like, I’ve had this week and weekend mentally reserved in case he wanted to go out, but I guess I’ll have to make others plans or just stay home.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

He still hasn’t responded to whether he’d want to go out for drinks or not, so I’ll take it as a no. Aw well.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

I’m still under the guise that he doesn’t want to talk to me, so I just heart reacted to it. I don’t want to push it. :/

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

So…. Not to get too excited…. Buuuuuttttt….

I caved in. I texted him happy birthday yesterday before passing out and I woke up to see that he actually responded. ;u;

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

I just got a job rejection email. ٩( ᐛ )و

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

A patient with the same name as him just checked in. This might’ve been the patient my coworker talked to on the phone earlier, but still. The universe is fucking with me. @~@

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

Or, the anticipation leading up to today made me feel anxious, just to finally get to today and realize it’s just another day.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

To my surprise, I don’t feel as anxious today. Idk if it’s because there’s a part of me accepting that things are over between me and dude, or if I’ve just become numb to my feelings.

Or, I could just be sleep deprived and too tired to worry about a man.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

@~@

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

Get back to work and go on with your day. @~@

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

This isn’t a sign, it’s just a coincidence. None of this means anything at all. Don’t read too far into it, homegirl. @~@

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 months ago

If I hear or see his name one more time I’m gonna lose it (not really, but yeah). @~@