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Posted 3 weeks ago
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It’s taking me everything to not text him. I hate this feeling. :/
It’s taking me everything to not text him. I hate this feeling. :/
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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I’m not gonna get my hopes up in any way, but the thought of potentially going to a show with a person of interest makes me kind of excited. [ ‘:
This is what I wanted from dude, but it never happened. :/ I’ve been wanting to ask if he’d like to check it out with me, but I know he’ll probably not respond or will be “busy” or “too depressed.”
I’m not gonna get my hopes up in any way, but the thought of potentially going to a show with a person of interest makes me kind of excited. [ ‘:
This is what I wanted from dude, but it never happened. :/ I’ve been wanting to ask if he’d like to check it out with me, but I know he’ll probably not respond or will be “busy” or “too depressed.”
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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Yesterday on Tinder I matched with a guy who makes music and is into the same alt/emo music as I am. Plus, is really into Pierce the Veil.
He’s only in town to use a recording studio here and leaves on Sunday. Idk how long he’s been here for.
Long story short, his birthday is on Friday and I told him about the Warped band playing. He said he might go check it out with me if he can make it. [ ‘:
Yesterday on Tinder I matched with a guy who makes music and is into the same alt/emo music as I am. Plus, is really into Pierce the Veil.
He’s only in town to use a recording studio here and leaves on Sunday. Idk how long he’s been here for.
Long story short, his birthday is on Friday and I told him about the Warped band playing. He said he might go check it out with me if he can make it. [ ‘:
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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I’m so tired today @-e
I’m so tired today @-e
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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Idk if I’m just old and bitter, but my coworkers are younger than me and I don’t really have the patience to be around them. They’re nice, but I feel so out of place and annoyed around them. 🫠
Idk if I’m just old and bitter, but my coworkers are younger than me and I don’t really have the patience to be around them. They’re nice, but I feel so out of place and annoyed around them. 🫠
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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I feel so useless here.
I feel so useless here.
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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I have no one to talk tooooooooo
I have no one to talk tooooooooo
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I hope this shift goes by fast. @-@
I hope this shift goes by fast. @-@
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And I’m so sleep deprived. I don’t want to be here.
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And I’m so sleep deprived. I don’t want to be here.
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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Another barback shift of my coworkers having their partners here and me being alone with no one to talk to. Whoop dee doo.
Another barback shift of my coworkers having their partners here and me being alone with no one to talk to. Whoop dee doo.
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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Talking to new people, hooking up with new people, whatever… he’s always on my mind. Deep down I wish I were with him instead of them.
Talking to new people, hooking up with new people, whatever… he’s always on my mind. Deep down I wish I were with him instead of them.
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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Le sigh…
It makes me upset because, despite everything, I still like him and I really wish I could spend time with him again. 😞
Man, I hate this.
Le sigh…
It makes me upset because, despite everything, I still like him and I really wish I could spend time with him again. 😞
Man, I hate this.
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Posted 3 weeks ago
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I’ve noticed a pattern of whenever I’d ask him to hangout, like go to a show or something, he’d either say yes and then cancel the day of, or he’d be, again, too depressed or out of town.
I know he’s depressed, I know he sometimes has to travel for work, but always when I want to hang out? Meanwhile whenever he’d ask to hang out, get drinks, go to dinner, hook up, whatever, I’d drop everything to go. I’d always make myself available to him (except once when I really needed time to myself), yet it seemed like he only wanted to be available for me on his terms.
I’ve noticed a pattern of whenever I’d ask him to hangout, like go to a show or something, he’d either say yes and then cancel the day of, or he’d be, again, too depressed or out of town.
I know he’s depressed, I know he sometimes has to travel for work, but always when I want to hang out? Meanwhile whenever he’d ask to hang out, get drinks, go to dinner, hook up, whatever, I’d drop everything to go. I’d always make myself available to him (except once when I really needed time to myself), yet it seemed like he only wanted to be available for me on his terms.
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It’d be fun to go with dude, but I know that would never happen. Even if I were to randomly ask him he’d probably just ignore me or tell me he’s “too depressed” or “out of town.”
It’d be fun to go with dude, but I know that would never happen. Even if I were to randomly ask him he’d probably just ignore me or tell me he’s “too depressed” or “out of town.”