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Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
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I’m tempted to text that one guy if he’s still interested in meeting up.
I’m tempted to text that one guy if he’s still interested in meeting up.
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Posted 3 months ago
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I sampled some of the beers on tap just for an excuse to drink, and I’m feeling more sad and in my feelings. 😞
I miss spending time with him.
I sampled some of the beers on tap just for an excuse to drink, and I’m feeling more sad and in my feelings. 😞
I miss spending time with him.
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 3 months ago
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I feel like such a lonely loser here….
I feel like such a lonely loser here….
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Posted 3 months ago
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It makes me feel more sad considering I had a crush on dude, got dumped, and have been feeling more lonely ever since.
It makes me feel more sad considering I had a crush on dude, got dumped, and have been feeling more lonely ever since.
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Posted 3 months ago
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So, I’m at my bar job and both of the bartenders have their boyfriends here (one just got hired and is working tonight), and I feel like a 5th wheel. I just feel so lonely seeing them talk with their men, meanwhile I’m trying to keep busy since I don’t have anyone to talk to. :/
So, I’m at my bar job and both of the bartenders have their boyfriends here (one just got hired and is working tonight), and I feel like a 5th wheel. I just feel so lonely seeing them talk with their men, meanwhile I’m trying to keep busy since I don’t have anyone to talk to. :/
Posted in Ark's iPod
Posted 3 months ago
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Secrets - State Champs
Secrets - State Champs
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Posted 3 months ago
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The rational part of my brain is telling me that everything will be okay. Idk how true that is, but I hope so.
The rational part of my brain is telling me that everything will be okay. Idk how true that is, but I hope so.
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 3 months ago
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Regardless, I’m sure the outcome would’ve been the same.
Regardless, I’m sure the outcome would’ve been the same.
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Posted 3 months ago
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Like, if I weren’t taking this medication, would I have perceived this entire situation differently? Would I have reacted the way I did and asked him that question? Would I be shaken to my core out of fear at the thought of sending a mere text?
Like, if I weren’t taking this medication, would I have perceived this entire situation differently? Would I have reacted the way I did and asked him that question? Would I be shaken to my core out of fear at the thought of sending a mere text?
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 3 months ago
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In my life’s experience so far, I’ve learned that anything that causes me such intense anxiety isn’t going to work out or wasn’t meant to be. I should take this as a sign.
The increase in anxiety is also likely from my medication, so it’s been hard trying to rationalize that and keep a leveled head.
In my life’s experience so far, I’ve learned that anything that causes me such intense anxiety isn’t going to work out or wasn’t meant to be. I should take this as a sign.
The increase in anxiety is also likely from my medication, so it’s been hard trying to rationalize that and keep a leveled head.
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 3 months ago
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Le sigh
Le sigh
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 3 months ago
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Although, the last time we went out he seemed impressed when I remembered his birthday, so who knows?
Still… I’m sure he wouldn’t care to get a text from me. I’ll see how I feel tomorrow I guess, but there’s a part of me saying it’s not worth it.
Although, the last time we went out he seemed impressed when I remembered his birthday, so who knows?
Still… I’m sure he wouldn’t care to get a text from me. I’ll see how I feel tomorrow I guess, but there’s a part of me saying it’s not worth it.
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Posted 3 months ago
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I’m sure he’s not looking for a birthday text from me anyway, so I probably shouldn’t bother…
I’m sure he’s not looking for a birthday text from me anyway, so I probably shouldn’t bother…
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 3 months ago
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I don’t think he’ll respond. I’ve experienced this last year with someone else. They were shitty at responding to me and when I told them happy birthday they ghosted me, only to text me a few weeks later saying they didn’t respond on purpose because they felt like I liked them and didn’t want to lead me on.
Idk if it’s fear or a gut feeling, but I wouldn’t be surprised if dude does the same thing…
I don’t think he’ll respond. I’ve experienced this last year with someone else. They were shitty at responding to me and when I told them happy birthday they ghosted me, only to text me a few weeks later saying they didn’t respond on purpose because they felt like I liked them and didn’t want to lead me on.
Idk if it’s fear or a gut feeling, but I wouldn’t be surprised if dude does the same thing…