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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: I've only shared snippet of the tech issues. but i can't paint or draw on canvases larger than 1200x1200.
it doesn't sound like a big deal but i have to make stickers at 2800x2800 at the very least lol.
and so the lines don't come out fuzzy most paint on much bigger canvases...so it's kinda limiting.
Brushes also have the issue of turning out the same in my program texture wise, it has very poor graphics, and the screen has a blue tint
that gives me constant migraines and it also makes black and white images, very flat. like you can't see the deep shadows well.
so overall...this computer is terrible LOL.
i probably should've at least gotten a screen tablet as you just plug it in but screen tablet will not look the same as laptop's screen lol.
so i have a lot of issues in my art as i can't tell if it's me personally of my tech.
so all i feel i can do is flat artwork.
for me i've always liked art. i don't know how to not be an artist. i've always wanted to be an artist and create things i like or to inspire others.
i just meant some people only see art as the aesthetic where everything is amazing. Like whenever i have voiced sometimes i hate art
people seem to think i should just quit...when in reality, i still enjoy it. at timrs its just not easy. wasnt saying you think that way. but sometimes generally speaking people do.
i mostly just don't like studying. or starting a new study but that is more routed back to my adhd and having the difficulty to focus.
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@Wildfire: I've only shared snippet of the tech issues. but i can't paint or draw on canvases larger than 1200x1200.
it doesn't sound like a big deal but i have to make stickers at 2800x2800 at the very least lol.
and so the lines don't come out fuzzy most paint on much bigger canvases...so it's kinda limiting.
Brushes also have the issue of turning out the same in my program texture wise, it has very poor graphics, and the screen has a blue tint
that gives me constant migraines and it also makes black and white images, very flat. like you can't see the deep shadows well.
so overall...this computer is terrible LOL.
i probably should've at least gotten a screen tablet as you just plug it in but screen tablet will not look the same as laptop's screen lol.
so i have a lot of issues in my art as i can't tell if it's me personally of my tech.
so all i feel i can do is flat artwork.
for me i've always liked art. i don't know how to not be an artist. i've always wanted to be an artist and create things i like or to inspire others.
i just meant some people only see art as the aesthetic where everything is amazing. Like whenever i have voiced sometimes i hate art
people seem to think i should just quit...when in reality, i still enjoy it. at timrs its just not easy. wasnt saying you think that way. but sometimes generally speaking people do.
i mostly just don't like studying. or starting a new study but that is more routed back to my adhd and having the difficulty to focus.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: it's only stressful because of my adhd and my tech issues.
and some personal feelings toward it.
but i have to work around it.
with adhd i can't focus at all hardly. so when i have to do studies...i absolutely hate it.
but have to do it to get better. but household been stressful so my focus has been even worse lately lol.
and my tech issues...boy i got too much.
eventually hoping i can make enough from my sticker and print shop
since it has a threshold where you can earn money monthly.
that'll at least help a bit to get closer to my dream pc.
and art i believe isn't suppose to be super happy all the time just because
people seem to think that's all it is but it's complete opposite. XD
just my personal thoughts.
i still enjoy it. but many times it can be quite...frustrating
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@Wildfire: it's only stressful because of my adhd and my tech issues.
and some personal feelings toward it.
but i have to work around it.
with adhd i can't focus at all hardly. so when i have to do studies...i absolutely hate it.
but have to do it to get better. but household been stressful so my focus has been even worse lately lol.
and my tech issues...boy i got too much.
eventually hoping i can make enough from my sticker and print shop
since it has a threshold where you can earn money monthly.
that'll at least help a bit to get closer to my dream pc.
and art i believe isn't suppose to be super happy all the time just because
people seem to think that's all it is but it's complete opposite. XD
just my personal thoughts.
i still enjoy it. but many times it can be quite...frustrating
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yup. hopefully can add it as a commission option thats more stress free.
other style especially for full bodies just took too much out of me.
tho will need to reference her sweater lolol.
but i really like how she looks.
i dont often or at all draw my own ocs for some reason
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@Wildfire: yup. hopefully can add it as a commission option thats more stress free.
other style especially for full bodies just took too much out of me.
tho will need to reference her sweater lolol.
but i really like how she looks.
i dont often or at all draw my own ocs for some reason
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yeah. tho still a work in progress.
but i like how it is going more than my usual art.
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@Wildfire: yeah. tho still a work in progress.
but i like how it is going more than my usual art.
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yup. tho i do like this comic-like style
i am drawing my oc in. cause before i felt my style was a bit too chaotic
with so many lines i drew LOL.
so i simplified it and i prefer it much better now.
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@Wildfire: yup. tho i do like this comic-like style
i am drawing my oc in. cause before i felt my style was a bit too chaotic
with so many lines i drew LOL.
so i simplified it and i prefer it much better now.
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: im not hopeful it'll be soon.
for now im just doing smaller studies like using 2 values for studies.
and just practicing
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@Wildfire: im not hopeful it'll be soon.
for now im just doing smaller studies like using 2 values for studies.
and just practicing
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: its not really going far lol
but maybe one day it will.
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@Wildfire: its not really going far lol
but maybe one day it will.
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: I do commissions, I make merch like stickers.
i think the sticker thing is better than commissions tbh.
i fail at marketing myself XDD
tho i am also in between doing studies like painting portraits to improve my work.
and overall learning painting for a better option.
but i also have fanart pieces that may help get some visibility on my work. maybe lol.
idk when i'll finish that tho as i ended up not liking how it looked.
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@Wildfire: I do commissions, I make merch like stickers.
i think the sticker thing is better than commissions tbh.
i fail at marketing myself XDD
tho i am also in between doing studies like painting portraits to improve my work.
and overall learning painting for a better option.
but i also have fanart pieces that may help get some visibility on my work. maybe lol.
idk when i'll finish that tho as i ended up not liking how it looked.
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: last job was working at fedex for a truck delivery guy.
and it's how he ended up getting pneumonia, he had fallen off the back of the truck before.
so it was physically bad for him.
we're hoping. He has some of his friends from his congregation looking into jobs.
but so far nothing has come up for him. and he doesn't want to deliver packages anymore.
so im just currently, trying to improve my work with bad tech and hoping for the best lolol.
as i can't work due to all of my mental illnesses make it near impossible.
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@Wildfire: last job was working at fedex for a truck delivery guy.
and it's how he ended up getting pneumonia, he had fallen off the back of the truck before.
so it was physically bad for him.
we're hoping. He has some of his friends from his congregation looking into jobs.
but so far nothing has come up for him. and he doesn't want to deliver packages anymore.
so im just currently, trying to improve my work with bad tech and hoping for the best lolol.
as i can't work due to all of my mental illnesses make it near impossible.
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: yep.so i think i just can't do any personal art for a while lol.
it may not be that old to be 60 and work but his last job really messed him up physically.
and i almost don't want him to work because i already lost one parent.
i can't afford to lose another to covid or something else.
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@Wildfire: yep.so i think i just can't do any personal art for a while lol.
it may not be that old to be 60 and work but his last job really messed him up physically.
and i almost don't want him to work because i already lost one parent.
i can't afford to lose another to covid or something else.
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: i enjoy it but at the same time
it feels like its going nowhere.
too many complications that i feel i'll
never have the time nor focus with everything going on. and just feel maybe im not cutout to be an artist lol
just self doubt.
just overall housing is slightly an issue.
landlord has nasty attitude, want to move, no money coming in, so added pressure for me to be the bread maker thru my art as my dad is in his 60's
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@Wildfire: i enjoy it but at the same time
it feels like its going nowhere.
too many complications that i feel i'll
never have the time nor focus with everything going on. and just feel maybe im not cutout to be an artist lol
just self doubt.
just overall housing is slightly an issue.
landlord has nasty attitude, want to move, no money coming in, so added pressure for me to be the bread maker thru my art as my dad is in his 60's
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: Not really.
don't really have hardly any time with stressful situations at home
and just cannot focus well enough
and just wondering if art is even worth doing at this point lol.
so all i really have been doing is playing genshin impact with my friend.
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@Wildfire: Not really.
don't really have hardly any time with stressful situations at home
and just cannot focus well enough
and just wondering if art is even worth doing at this point lol.
so all i really have been doing is playing genshin impact with my friend.
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: true. i just don't ever have anything new or fun to really talk about
is the down side. so i come off as extremely boring. :vanora_sweat:
Ooo sounds fun! new projects ae always exciting to start.
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@Wildfire: true. i just don't ever have anything new or fun to really talk about
is the down side. so i come off as extremely boring. :vanora_sweat:
Ooo sounds fun! new projects ae always exciting to start.
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Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: Its just average i guess?? lol.
nothing really new happens.
just the same old stuff LOL
hbu?
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@Wildfire: Its just average i guess?? lol.
nothing really new happens.
just the same old stuff LOL
hbu?