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Posted in Day of Birth
Posted 3 years ago
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@Purpsy: yeah. im kinda over it anyways so i'll probably try to see
if any of my social media, i can turn it off my next year LOL.
Yeah i understand that.
my life is nowhere near even being "put together" just because i keep getting hit by grief. so I understand the constant reminder of having it together. at this point, my whole adult and teenage life has just been me trying to put the pieces back together of my life XD
but it aint working. so now im just like I'll do what i can and none of my family outside of my sister and dad
don't take my work seriously anyways lol.
I firmly believe no one really...ever has it together. Not even at 50.
Yeah for me, not many people i am like...super expressive about when it comes to my hobbies.
because i was made to feel ashamed or bad for liking what i liked.
@Shark: Thank you
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@Purpsy: yeah. im kinda over it anyways so i'll probably try to see
if any of my social media, i can turn it off my next year LOL.
Yeah i understand that.
my life is nowhere near even being "put together" just because i keep getting hit by grief. so I understand the constant reminder of having it together. at this point, my whole adult and teenage life has just been me trying to put the pieces back together of my life XD
but it aint working. so now im just like I'll do what i can and none of my family outside of my sister and dad
don't take my work seriously anyways lol.
I firmly believe no one really...ever has it together. Not even at 50.
Yeah for me, not many people i am like...super expressive about when it comes to my hobbies.
because i was made to feel ashamed or bad for liking what i liked.
@Shark: Thank you
Posted in Day of Birth
Posted 3 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Purpsy: i've honestly always hated and dreaded this day even when
i was a kid cause it just...did not get celebrated or remembered. But someone in my family
who had the exact day got remembered oddly. lmao.
So i quite loathe this day.
I don't mind getting older, but considering there hasn't been very many people by my side
i just enjoy doing things that make me happy which is art and just pretending today is not when i was born or anything lol
she's one of my bestest friend's and we talk everyday and have many common interests.
she's such a great person.
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@Purpsy: i've honestly always hated and dreaded this day even when
i was a kid cause it just...did not get celebrated or remembered. But someone in my family
who had the exact day got remembered oddly. lmao.
So i quite loathe this day.
I don't mind getting older, but considering there hasn't been very many people by my side
i just enjoy doing things that make me happy which is art and just pretending today is not when i was born or anything lol
she's one of my bestest friend's and we talk everyday and have many common interests.
she's such a great person.
Posted in Day of Birth
Posted 3 years ago
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Today is technically my birthday. But i no longer really celebrate it because it's honestly
the worst day for me.
But having severely lowered expectations i feel helped me get through it as normally my birthday overall has never been really
celebrated. At least not by the people i care about.
Part of me still would like at least one really good one but considering im now 27 i think i'm over it.
But my good friend, even tho she knows i don't really celebrate it. she was still awesome to have draw me something[she always asks what i want every year] and she even gave me $100 to buy whatever so that was pretty cool.
It was very unexpected.
and i posted a drawing on my twitter that actually did decent despite not being fanart.
so today so far has been an okay day.
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Today is technically my birthday. But i no longer really celebrate it because it's honestly
the worst day for me.
But having severely lowered expectations i feel helped me get through it as normally my birthday overall has never been really
celebrated. At least not by the people i care about.
Part of me still would like at least one really good one but considering im now 27 i think i'm over it.
But my good friend, even tho she knows i don't really celebrate it. she was still awesome to have draw me something[she always asks what i want every year] and she even gave me $100 to buy whatever so that was pretty cool.
It was very unexpected.
and i posted a drawing on my twitter that actually did decent despite not being fanart.
so today so far has been an okay day.
Posted in let a girl breathe
Posted 3 years ago
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@Mellonin: its okay.
for now we're just job and house hunting.
and trying to straighten out our foodstamps too.
hopefully things will work out in the end.
but omega stressful time.
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@Mellonin: its okay.
for now we're just job and house hunting.
and trying to straighten out our foodstamps too.
hopefully things will work out in the end.
but omega stressful time.
Posted in let a girl breathe
Posted 3 years ago
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@Mellonin: I live in the U.S.
CO to be specific. And our cases have risen quite a lot. especially with the new variant.
My dad told me that we actually have the military at our hospitals now.-
but we don't know what this land lord is planning.
But from what i gather my dad doesn't think her health is good at all.
but more than likely we never qualify for things with housing.
but we're planning to move regardless because it doesn't seem anyone will fix the insulation or window issues.
and even if we get a new land lord, we can't stay. our place is very cheap but more than likely the new land lord will more than likely
raise it to $1500+ and it's way out of budget from people who are disabled, and can't work.
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@Mellonin: I live in the U.S.
CO to be specific. And our cases have risen quite a lot. especially with the new variant.
My dad told me that we actually have the military at our hospitals now.-
but we don't know what this land lord is planning.
But from what i gather my dad doesn't think her health is good at all.
but more than likely we never qualify for things with housing.
but we're planning to move regardless because it doesn't seem anyone will fix the insulation or window issues.
and even if we get a new land lord, we can't stay. our place is very cheap but more than likely the new land lord will more than likely
raise it to $1500+ and it's way out of budget from people who are disabled, and can't work.
Posted in let a girl breathe
Posted 3 years ago
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@Mellonin: we never had it as far as im aware of.
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@Mellonin: we never had it as far as im aware of.
Posted in Lost In A Dream|Come Hangout+Freebs
Posted 3 years ago
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@KittyBeary: now we just need income to afford a decent place.
@the bride: its fine no worries
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@KittyBeary: now we just need income to afford a decent place.
@the bride: its fine no worries
Posted in Lost In A Dream|Come Hangout+Freebs
Posted 3 years ago
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i feel our cleaning just went to waste tho since looks like we'll eventually be suddenly moving lol
so maybe once we find a new place it wont be as dusty.
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i feel our cleaning just went to waste tho since looks like we'll eventually be suddenly moving lol
so maybe once we find a new place it wont be as dusty.
Posted in let a girl breathe
Posted 3 years ago
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@Vegan: i hope so. my family just needs a break. we're still kinda grieving over a loss that happened in september.
so not exactly what we wanted.
but i hope we have enough time to find a place. plus side is i hope to find a place that allows a cat. we really want to adopt a cat.
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@Vegan: i hope so. my family just needs a break. we're still kinda grieving over a loss that happened in september.
so not exactly what we wanted.
but i hope we have enough time to find a place. plus side is i hope to find a place that allows a cat. we really want to adopt a cat.
Posted in Lost In A Dream|Come Hangout+Freebs
Posted 3 years ago
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@The Bride: we already did but we live near an intersection so we cant clean the entire house wuth little enerfy we have sadly.
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@The Bride: we already did but we live near an intersection so we cant clean the entire house wuth little enerfy we have sadly.
Posted in let a girl breathe
Posted 3 years ago
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@Vegan: hopefully we wont be forced out and only getting a new land lord.
but knowing how expensive renting has gotten i think we'll be forced to move anyways since the least for a place is $1200 bur averwge places like ours should be $1500+
and that's out of budget when my dad can't work due to covid and i work freelance art but not where i get paid enough or often enough to have an income.
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@Vegan: hopefully we wont be forced out and only getting a new land lord.
but knowing how expensive renting has gotten i think we'll be forced to move anyways since the least for a place is $1200 bur averwge places like ours should be $1500+
and that's out of budget when my dad can't work due to covid and i work freelance art but not where i get paid enough or often enough to have an income.
Posted in let a girl breathe
Posted 3 years ago
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@Vegan: thank you i appreciate it
nothing has happened yet but my dad says she cant do anything unless giving us a 30-60 day notice.
she didnt even tell us what this inspection was for and we cleaned so much just to realize she's selling the place...its quite upsetting considering what my fam has been going thru.
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@Vegan: thank you i appreciate it
nothing has happened yet but my dad says she cant do anything unless giving us a 30-60 day notice.
she didnt even tell us what this inspection was for and we cleaned so much just to realize she's selling the place...its quite upsetting considering what my fam has been going thru.
Posted in let a girl breathe
Posted 3 years ago
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@Totalanimefan: i think our only option is finding a new place. most likely our new land lord will jack up rent to $1500.
which we cant afford.
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@Totalanimefan: i think our only option is finding a new place. most likely our new land lord will jack up rent to $1500.
which we cant afford.
Posted in let a girl breathe
Posted 3 years ago
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i always come back with new stuff to say. Sorry about that.
Last couple months have been rough and now it's gonna get worse.
so we had an inspection for our place.
And i thought finally we'd get insulation and new windows so the winter we could actually survive and not get sick....but instead...it's to sell the place...which the land lady of course did not tell us about it at all.
but more than likely we're gonna have to move since we are barely affording our current place.
and slim pickings when covid is still around
and my dad is unable to work because of it.
so just a little stressed out about this.
she won't evict us ASAP, but has to tell us between 30-60 days to give us a notice.
But even so, this is so not what my family needs during our grieving stage.
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i always come back with new stuff to say. Sorry about that.
Last couple months have been rough and now it's gonna get worse.
so we had an inspection for our place.
And i thought finally we'd get insulation and new windows so the winter we could actually survive and not get sick....but instead...it's to sell the place...which the land lady of course did not tell us about it at all.
but more than likely we're gonna have to move since we are barely affording our current place.
and slim pickings when covid is still around
and my dad is unable to work because of it.
so just a little stressed out about this.
she won't evict us ASAP, but has to tell us between 30-60 days to give us a notice.
But even so, this is so not what my family needs during our grieving stage.