Shadami's posts

I started watching drawfee, jazza, bloodstainedwings, and drawingwiffwaffles on YouTube. And all of them really helped boost my confidence in my art. Just enjoy it. Let it happen however it comes out. Oh well if it's not perfect. Oh well if it doesn't match someone else's style.

I definitely feel like I've improved since I started watching them as well because I don't hold back at a blank canvas anymore. I don't get frustrated when a line isn't right.

I definitely didn't like to even share my doodles before and would apologize cause my art is crap xD

Those answers in post three aren't in order are they?

But I couldn't remember the name of cumin xD
I dont tend to cook with sage or basil by itself so I don't know what they look like. XD
And never cooked with mustard I think...

It seems like a recent thing because I've been pretty quiet about it, and also missing from this site for a few years, only popping in once in awhile to say hi xD

Okay Ive been missing from the internet for about 3-4... It's.. life got really rough.

@Jolly: I've been going through this healing progress. So a bunch of old wounds I've buried have been coming to the surface as I finally finally talk about them.

So my thoughts are very not happy lately. ......
And then I'll gush about my soulmate of perfection for me. He's perfect. Exactly what I always dreamed of but couldn't put my finger on until I found him. Didn't think true love really existed and it was just a thing in fairy tales and romance stories

*hits head on desk* I need to just do easier puzzles I can crank out in a few minutes. Every time I get rolling and I'm doing great on the harder stuff. Interruption. Kids. Meals.

Oh look something on my computer has updated and ruined my progress. Oh look my computer restarted itself to update my art tablet driver.

Omg... in going to finish this map. I will!!!!

I started to think the message I was going to type. "hi shark and kory!"

Except my brain went "hi shark and confetti!.... Wait that's wrong"

Good morning sunny! ^^

I'm doing okay today besides some tech frustrations.

@Wildfire: I'm determined to never stop telling him how I feel. And saying thank you and I love you. And ... Well it's kind of hard not to. XD

After over a year together. Sneaking up on 2 years. I still am a melty puddle when he just looks at me and says hi.

I'm okay. I thought I was going to have an extra hour to try to get art work done. But I'm having some tech issues. Which is frustrating....
Like .. besides social frustrations , is my biggest frustration pet peeves thing. I try all the things that I know should work to fix a problem and if it doesn't work I get really upset. Cause it's usually some catastrophic thing that gets in my way of being productive in a time I would be productive in.
And throws off my schedule and routine.
And it's very upsetting.


But otherwise good. I'm just being mopey. I was hoping to distract myself with work

I was going to say hiking is good then I read awkward. Uh oh :o
I hope the hiking was fun at least ^^

Hiya wildfire ^^

@Wildfire: thank youuuu!
I really hadn't thought it possible. I was losing all hope. Now I'm insanely happy.

@Hydrangea: thank you :3 I quick doodled for fun so I could update with my avi ^^

I think its silly to come up with the themes and inform parents a week before. I think its something that should be decided and handed out with first day paperwork like "hey in a couple months get ready for this"