Jolly's posts

Have you played the game? What did you think of it?
I played it back during christmas time in 2018. Hit max level, ran out of motivation, but I love the design that I ended up with for my character.



Outside of the game, I kinda wanted to make her into an OC, and in some spin of events I ended up naming her No

But man did this game get me through some TIMES. I was in an abusive relationship back then, and escaping everything to play this game made my world. Even if it was boring after reaching max level, it still meant a lot to me xD

Reusing this thread for another vent, cause its just been a WEEK.

This morning it took about 20 minutes to get connected with my class online. They were supposed to be using Hangouts, and I'm over there sending messages and invites like hellooooo
but turns out they were on another thing entirely. So that was cool.

Somehow during the video conference, we ended up talking about who we work on for our massage practices while many people are too afraid to leave their homes right now. The instructor then (irrelevantly) calls me out and tells me that I have NOT BEEN WORKING HARD ENOUGH this entire time because I wont work on my classmates outside of class. I'm just being lazy because I only work on my bf and blablablabla I need to do better with the people I have.

EXCUSE
ME
SIR
This should be a private conversation for one thing.
Dont be so presumptuous, often times people have reasons for doing things a little oddly.
I've been going above and beyond all of my homework assignments and attending all of the massage events when no one else wants to go to them.

The point is that I'm practicing a LOT, and I've been getting BETTER at working with others. But it really matters little on whom I practice when I am just a student doing this all for the first time. I will learn a lot from various clients, but to start, I need to learn confidence in my beginning skill so I don't explode with anxiety. And booooy I have some hella social anxiety and paranoia. I can't even bring up how freaking rude most of my classmates are which makes it harder for me to work with them anyways, and the ones that aren't, I HAVE tried to work with but they have children to go home to. Or they're only available when I'm at work, on the weekends. I'm not over here complaining, and I have been improving so much on this issue recently, so don't go calling all this attention on me, saying Bonni is the lazy one! How about the student that hasn't done any work at all? Well, they probably have the same reason that I do or something worse, to be honest. People don't drop $20k on school for nothing.

;v;''
I angry rant here so that I may speak to this instructor more politely in response to the issue..

@sunny:
@starlight:
Oh maybe thats what they meant? Since its labelled in an email, I didn't make the connection xd

I got this scam email for medical mask
and I'm waiting for my online class, so I humor a click to see how bs this is



It literally says Norton Secured on it
Norton is just an antivirus for COMPUTERS :vanora_xd:
Not a medical related thing

idk man, cracked me up


*edit
never mind, I'm dumb

@koneko:
Yeah, I'm sure they'd probably be willing if they can afford that. Even if its a single slap of money just to help them install things and personally train each instructor xD any bit helps me and them!

Ohh, my bf's brother worked at a shelter for a while. It was also one that doesn't put any of the animals down! (unless they're suffering of course) so he absolutely loved it there.

@totalanimefan:
Oh really? Is that going to be for those unemployed or who cant go to work due to the virus?
If thats the case I wouldn't qualify. My hour drops are because target sucks xD the virus hasn't changed it that much, it just added a position which inspired them to take more hours from others. lmao
I also dont have open availability cause of college days, so retail in general can be pretty unforgiving lol

@pachi:
Yay for personal stuff <3 I have to go to school in about an hour to do a massage for practicum hours ;v;
Then I can go back to arting, maybe I should also do some personal stuff until I can catch any orders!

@koneko:
I think right now it is difficult for many to have enough money for things like art. I totally get it xD
I've also been helping my school so much with computers, I'm thinking about asking for payment soon lmaoo
If they end up going all online, they would 100% need a computer tech on call cause literally no one in my school knows how technology works.
>> hiremedangit

@totalanimefan:
Defranco cracks me up. And I love how he presents things with sources or otherwise lets you know when something is simply just an opinion. There's no manipulation. XD

If I wasn't financially upside down, I totally would! If I can reach a point where I can pay my whoppin' 3 bills and they not be more than my paychecks are worth, then I'll consider small art shops! :vanora_xd: Hopefully its only a short term rut

testing a post style thing

@totalanimefan:
Yeah, that sounds like something they'd do! Its why I dont watch them. I usually get my news from youtube, specifically philip defranco. Even though he can tend to be opinionated sometimes, he tries to fact check everything, or will admit if he found something he says to be wrong and corrects himself.
Feels more genuine, less toxic, and more trustworthy :vanora_sweat:

Thank you!
I also made my avi as animal crossing style and I dunno where I want to put it XD

its lazy af lmao

hahahaha speaking of trevor noah being somewhat isolated: this silly youtube video

@totalanimefan:
I cant view that with my adblock xD aint getting me with popups today internet!
But yeah, I'm not a fan of fox news generally.

@koneko:
haha it takes a lot of practice to maintain that focus for sure
but sometimes the determination to make some form of income is more motivating ^^;;
I found a fun chibi style I wanna throw out there though, hopefully I get lucky too!

good luck job hunting though! its kinda impossible in some places right now

@totalanimefan:
Yeah, I'm hearing a lot of crazy stuff. Granted, some people are going to bold lie about things for the effect. But I also believe some of it is very possible or probably true enough. Cause thats the country we live in lol
Makes me mad too

@totalanimefan:
cause its boring xD
and its such a frequent chore

Yeah thats true. Another youtuber I watch mentioned his wife having bold symptoms, and her doctor was able to say it wasn't the flu, but also advised not to go get tested for corona since she's young and healthy enough to kick it. Cause if she does have it, she can spread it to others that are there getting tested. And if she doesn't have it, she could catch it by going to where infected people might be getting tested at.

Yeesh

@totalanimefan:
poop, you reminded me of the chores I have to do too XD
Darn mountain of unfolded clothes behind me!

but yeah, even my youtube feed is pretty quiet! I usually have a bunch of videos from the daily show with Trevor Noah. But I think he said he's in self quarantine now, since pretty much all of NY is, so they chilled out. Along with others that I follow bein quiet too

Despite everyone being home, including myself, the internet on my end and my house just seems so very quiet.
It is kind of nice. But I also feel like I need something to fidget with in between drawing..
Trying to get some more RLC options up cause what are real jobs lately ;v;''' I suck at organizing things though.

what are you up to today?

@bioshock:
There are a lot of cases here in CO as well, so I also would be rude to potentially bring even more to you guys. Or to bring it back.
Yeah, I can't even say its people ignoring guidelines so much as we aren't all capable of staying in at all times. That or they could've caught it before everything shut down. Its silent for a while before symptoms come up

@amber lynne:
Well the website wont work at all right now, so I can't do anything yet. But also there's no "free cancels in advance" cause thats how these airlines are here xD BUT it says online it should waive fees for rescheduling for 12 months, so I want to try setting it to january when I get the site working or am able to call them.