Jolly's posts

Yeah, its about that time of year, everyone is in college or other schools.

My classes are going great, grade-wise. The drama in the school keeps amplifying though and its so disruptive. Its zapping my energy so much, and people have been pointing fingers at me again when all I literally do is come to class, do work, nap on the couch and leave. :vanora_xd:
My best friend tells me I should make comics about how weird my social life gets.

@lufi:
I see, well I might look into them :vanora_heart: Could be a fun little thing to learn
Of course, I'll definitely come back to you for more readings too.

no worries, i do it all the time ^^;
since my classes started back up ive been pretty distracted too. plus this site felt dead at the same time for a bit

i dont think so, but i could be wrong. ive been a little scattered the last few days ;;

day off tomorrow though, hopefully i can get caught up on art stuff that i put off

all of these answers are super important, i love the input ♡ gets my little gears spinning.
i see a lot of similar ideas, and then one that is different, which i find interesting.

its true that taking away fear doesn't necessarily remove our sense of logic at the same time. fear and logical thinking even occupy different parts of the brain. maybe we all assume that without fear, our actions will end in death, because it is death (or serious harm) that makes us fearful to begin with.

-taps chin repeatedly-

yeah, it's something ive been fighting about for so many years now. parents are a real pain sometimes.
wish they'd stop getting pets

@lufi:
how difficult would you say it is to learn how to read cards? coming from one whos never tried.

@Lufi:
No worries about the wait! Thank you so much for the reading <3 I love it. it helps a lot with anxiety to read any form of advice!

What do you think would REALISTICALLY happen?

If I had no sense of fear, I'd probably end up dead LOL
I am a strong believer that there is a reason for my fear of driving. Like, being afraid protects me from something that could go wrong. I've gotten stronger about it in the past year to where I can drive but there are some days where I stop at the front door like... no, my intuition is saying something about this. So I'll walk or have my bf drive me instead xD

But yeah, without that fear I'd probably lack the caution that I believe protects me from harm. Or, maybe it really does just hold me back, and I'd be living a far better life driving all over the place and accepting that job that would require an hour commute >>

If you didn't guess, this is coming from a place of phobia I've always had haha
But yeah,
what about you?

How fun <3 I love haircuts. I really want to get mine trimmed more. Its like an A-line but not straight. I wanna grow the front out longer, eventually beyond my shoulders and cut the back super short :vanora_heart:

Dude I have had that feeling before when I got a comic strip job. It was only temp, but I made the most of it for sure <33
I'm excited for you!

Holy shet
So I ended up not doing anything besides homework last night
cause on my way out to work, my dad tells me that my cat is missing a toe. Then when I got home, thye had tossed my cat back outside, in the snow, and I was so mad all I could do is lay in bed and eat pizza.

Then this morning my cat comes home, so I go to inspect his paws. He starts stretching his limbs cause he was sleeping, and stretches out all his very much STILL THERE toes. He has the smallest scab on the side of one toe, but nothing is missing lol So I sent toebean pix to my sister since she was worried sick too, and now all is well. crazy parents probably saw blood and assumed something was gone

not to say I'd EVER agree to my cat going outside, but they wont let me have an indoor cat

Today I've got work, then a 'draw the person above you' thing to finish on discord
then monday's homeworks
in between or after that I'm gonna try to pixel <3 I would at work but (thankfully) my shift is only 4 hours long.

My job has been reduced to only weekends cause my school takes up so much time. But even then, I don't get scheduled every weekend anymore so I have less exercise too ;n;
I used to constantly be power walking at my job almost daily and walking to and from said job.