Jolly's posts

Thats an amazing story xd

I was just watching a vsauce video on youtube about fears and it was pretty interesting. I recommend.

anyway, my biggest fear is driving/being in a car. Its such a high necessity so I HAVE to push myself past it, but it has still taken me nearly 10 years to work on. I didn't see myself driving until last year, but even now I can barely handle it. if the slightest thing jumps me, or if something obscures my vision even a little (ie window fog) I can go into a full hyperventilating panic attack and its not safe at all lol I once blacked out cause of a rain storm panicking me and got hit back in 2013 or 14. That has improved in me a little, thanks to some help I've received.

Also driving at night, while usually doesn't bother me when its late enough that there's barely anyone out, but if there are enough vehicles I cannot drive. Everyone drives with their brights on here and it severely screws with my vision, so I cant see in front of me. Like I'm sorry, its a mostly lit city, you dont need those on xD But yeah, now that association makes me even more terrified in a car at night, I cant handle it even if I'm not driving/not blind

@miss sandman:
Seems like it! Its cool you ended up getting so many orbs <3 haha

@totalanimefan:
oooh yes please! I'll send you a trade for it ^^
thank youuu

Its alright, I get that its a rare one xD
and yeah, I dont normally offer my art services lately cause college has me so busy, but I definitely can see myself doing so later this year when I finish! <3
By then I'll actually have time to devote to it
For now I can at least guarantee one drawing for a single item like this ^^

I have 15k volts and artistic capabilities
I dont know what the actual value of this item is coming out of a RIG, so feel free to enlighten me if you'd know!
Or just tell me what you want and I'll see what I can muster.
I'll die for this item
not really but I'd enjoy it. maybe 2 later on

Art would be like this (I can do half body!) if my 15k is too small on its own, I can pay with BOTH art and volts. Just let me know what you need x


fyi I dont have ohms cause I'm a broke college student

*edit
no longer buying :D

My sweet baby birdy boy, Hraesvelgr <3
He really likes phone screens and television
and trying to climb on my bf's glasses

Started playing new leaf again out of excitement. I'm surprised, they updated a few big things in there! So long later. Its nice to know it hasn't just been tossed into the closet forever, even though they're so busy with the app and switch games going on.

Am I the last to notice this? xD

oh thats weird, idk how that happened xD
i might've failed to copy the url and that villager was in my clipboard from a convo yesterday lmao

but yes, the toast video brought me so much joy

Yeah exactly, and the characters tend to be so wholesome and cute, its such a delight to play.
the community is fun too. Love how excited people are getting over the smallest things
( like this twitter post jokes about)

Im so excited for the game, I cant contain myself! xd
I dont even understand what about animal crossing is so good but it is

Thanks! well, animal crossing is coming out a few days before my birthday, so things will definitely improve xD
bf keeps hinting that he preordered it already

I have no idea, I thought I left that kind of drama behind when I finished highschool in '08 lmao
and yeah, that financial guy is trying to be clever about it. he chooses his words carefully to not be directly threatening but, he totally is, i just dont have any evidence to make a proper report.

Yeah by now I am at my wits end with people irl. The dramas in my college have gotten so much worse, and literally all I do is sit in class and do my work, then sit alone and do homework/internship hours before I go home. I've been pinned blame for stupid things I dont even know about, but now I have zero friends left (not that they were real to begin with) and its sooooo hard to get internship hours when everyone hates each other too much to work with each other. So I've been staying at my school extra late every day to work on my bf when he gets off work. Still not enough hours, so gonna have to bring him in on my days off too ;;;;;;;;A;
Bf's dad also hates me and keeps trying to start shit randomly.
Then I have the school's financial guy threatening me like a debt collector, only in PERSON cornering me, even though I don't owe him anything. He just assumes I eventually will and I can't report him cause the school dean is also a con woman who gives zero shits.
And my dad had a seizure the other day and refused to go to the hospital so still figuring that one out. Got him to a doctor finally at least.

There's so much more. I'm only half way through this course and my motivation is SO dead.